incessant rants

My Resolution

2009-08-31T23:15:00.003+08:00

I CAN'T POST ON BLOGGER. something happened. dang. the format is all wrong and annoying. shall back to xanga till this gets fixed!

http://thenoisylove.xanga.com

Tired.

2009-08-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

Drained. Tired. Sleepy. Homework. Project Work. Grad Night.

Oh God please help me. Before i drown in stress and die of emotional haemorrhage.
I'm psychic. Lately. Especially in songs. And i feel like a shell, empty inside. I don't know what's pushing me on. Sometimes it feels like i'm a person trapped in this machine thing. And there's this two holes that allow me to see what's going on outside. Luckily this machine has this cheerful programme. It's a really good cover. But inside, i feel so trapped. There's so much work stacked around me. But i can't do it. Cause it's not by my strength but His. Still learning how to depend on Him in all ways i guess.

Time is something i desperately need. Homework undone. Lack of sleep. Headaches. I don't know what i want anymore. What i'm doing. Why am i doing what i'm doing. I decide to question my decisions and decide it's better not to. Cause i'm so confused. Why is there this wall that wouldn't go away.

I can't be bothered anymore. Ruin everything we worked hard for. Cause it ain't my business.

H1N1

2009-07-17T12:27:00.002+08:00

I don't know if i actually have H1N1. But i do know i have Influenza A which is the main category H1N1 belongs to. But whether i have that specific H1N1 strain, that i don't know. Hahaha. But i've been just sleeping and watching TV. Hahaha. Homework's not touched. I'm too giddy to do work but not giddy enough to stop me from watching tv. LOL. Ah well. I shall watch Hi5. LALALA.
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HI5!

CTs

2009-07-02T22:23:00.003+08:00

To be posting 3 times a day. Should figure that i must be that bored huh.

Anyways, i figured i should talk about CTs. I mean, i was stressing about it, moaning about it and basically, going crazy about it. It went pretty okay i guess. For someone who studied maybe about 2 days before the exams? Yeah. LOL. But i guess it's during this period of time that i really trust God. It was amazing. Almost as if this CTs were like a trial of some sort. Academic-wise. Hahaha. But yeah. It was a trial for me. I haven't studied and all and i totally lacked focus. All i could think about was Children's Camp and all that jazz. And then i decided to get Eunice to go Vibe on Saturday, i was like, i must be going crazy to go to Vibe just two days before my exams. But i thank God i brought her. She enjoyed herself a lot and was saying how nice our Uth people are. To Eunice: They're nice to newcomers only. Look at the way they treat me! HAHAHA. Kidding. So anyway, after she left, i stayed on. And i was really waiting for my fish. It then hit me how much i didn't study the whole day and it was almost as if i had wasted the whole day. I was going nuts. Hence the intense studying for Biology. But i really couldn't focus. I can't help going to Vibe and not helping. It irritates me somehow. LOL. Like, i can't just go there and play and talk and not serve. It's just not me. So when Jiahao wanted me to stay to help pack up, i agreed rather readily. I don't know what's going on in my mind but i told myself, if i honoured God, He will definitely honour me. So holding on to that promise, i stayed on to help clean up. I did what i could and left as soon as i could. I was very scared about being unable to finish studying what i planned to finish that day.
Sunday came and i was a wreck. I rushed home after 1st service to rest and to start work immediately. It was more fruitful i guess. And i manage to finish studying for Econs (which was the first paper) by 2am. And somehow, i had this burden to go read up on a particular chapter and made sure that i learnt it well and memorise the important points. The next day i just prayed and when i saw the question paper, i was utterly speechless. That very topic actually came out! I had a shock and i was ecstatic. Literally.
Then it actually dawned onto me. Many times we think that exams and tests are too minor things to ask God to help you and show you what to study. And yet He can show us how great He is. After all, He's the one that created everything you're being tested about now, and the person who actually set the paper ;) When you ask God to show you what to study He will really show you what to study.
He is great and mighty. Never ever forget that. Lose your focus on Him, and you'll lose focus on everything else.

Jeremiah 33:3 "Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and shew (show) thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not."

Hold on to that promise. And open your mouths wide, knowing He'll definitely fill it up.

For Eunice.

2009-07-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

OMG. EUNICE GOT A JOKE TODAY AT 8:45PM 2ND JULY 2009! HAHAHAHAHAHA. We should commemorate it. Cause it's really rare.

BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

2009-07-02T18:25:00.002+08:00

Who knew holidays would be BORING.

MICHAEL JACKSON'S DEAD.

He's so talented. This is quite sad. And his kids are so cute.

Okay. I'm bored. Wii is BORING.

Tomorrow's investiture rehearsal. MY WHOLE DAY'S GONEEEEEE. But i'm looking forward to having dinner with Eunice and Luke :D

Saturday's gone too. Grad Night meeting before Uth meeting followed by Church meeting. LOL.

SUNDAY THE LIPS ARE COMING TO MY HOUSE TO PLAY. YAY YAY YAY. I MISS THEM OH SO MUCH!

And Monday may be going out to watch Transformers. AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Suddenly, holidays don't seem so bleak no more.

AND I LOVE BOYS OVER FLOWERS :DDDDD

HOHO.

2009-07-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA. NO MORE COMMONS! HAHAHAHA.

WII! HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Church Camp + Wedding

2009-06-17T00:34:00.003+08:00

I really should be doing Math now. I'm so screwed.

Church camp
It was awesome. You know. Just spending time with church friends. I really miss all that especially when school starts.
Room 1312 is love. Roomies are love! (I'm the first photo, Bao's the second, Shan's the third.)
Prayer group is love too. The sermons were really fun and entertaining. So that made me stay awake even though i was really tired sometimes. And yet it was always so true and it always just seems to be the one i need that day. Coach rides are tres fun and having the guys as our neighbours were great because that meant food and cards and stuff. Lots of things were happening in camp. There was the birthday celebration and the midnight suppers. The shopping trip (which i couldn't go cause i was sick) and the ever-showing Totally Spies on Disney Channel. High School Musical played on one of the days and Bao and I were just screaming our lungs out. This was an interesting camp overall. I enjoyed myself. And the whole accountability thing is fab cause now we all know there are 5 people out there praying for you. And ready to encourage you or whatever. I like i love :) OVERALL, THANK GOD FOR THE MOST WONDERFUL CHURCH CAMP WITH EVERYBODY :D I didn't do any work though. EXPECTED! Only 253 photos were taken. Facebook hates me and refuses to upload.

Wedding
It was really sweet. Malcolm is super funny! He can never be serious. Their wedding vows were so MUSHY. Ohmygoodness. Like really. I stole a wind wheel home :) They had those standing all around the place. So pretty. The food was alright. I enjoyed my walk along the beach. I was chasing waves with Jay, Jiawen and Joseph. HAHAH. JJJ. Funny. But yeah. It felt really sticky after the seawater dried on my legs. Eeew. It was a starlit night. The scenic night view was beautiful too. Overall, it was great.

NOW. I have to finish that stupid question i'm stuck at for SOOOO long. Crap.

I'm chasing waves alone.

Horrible Homework.

2009-06-02T18:29:00.002+08:00

Had Chem Lecture yesterday. And Zhu Xiaotian is back! He wore Jonathan's uniform and came into NJ. I got a huge surprise. I couldn't recognise him! Apparently he sat through our chem lecture. LOL. And even took notes. He's such a mugger. But he's going to university soon. So much faster than us! Went home to sleep and slack. I hereby declare: I hate Nghia. He keeps lying and cheating me! Idiot. Travis and i made a pact. He's gonna kill Nghia in Vietnam (for lying to me and making me tell Travis and Travis fell for it as well.) and i'm gonna kill him in Singapore. Double homicide.

Went out to "study" with Yeechin today. Hahaha. Failed at the "study"-ing part totally. Like seriously. Hahaha. Ended up just talking and catching up and all that jazz. Took photos. And i bought her a flower! She was tres surprised :) She had project stuff later on. So i told her people might mistaken her for having a boyfriend because of the pretty flower. And i changed the LED screen thingy on her LG phone to I love C. Hahaha. So i told her to tell her friends her boyfriend's name is Chace and he's the one that gave the flower. HAHAHA. And that he's from NJC. So now i'm sort-of a cool boyfriend of Yeechin's. HAHAHA. I swear. If i was guy, i'd be so hot and totally attract girls. HAHAHAHAH.

Okay. Homework's undone. Likeable or not is showing now. Shall focus on my show.

♥

1 Jun 09, 13:44

wkb: lousy comp. cannot read avi formal
Charmaine: So! It's easier for everybody to read that file format okay! =p

1 Jun 09, 01:02

Bao: CAMPC AMPC AMPC AMPCAMPCMAPCMAPMCPAMC
Charmaine: YESYESYESYESYESYES :) I'M SO EXCITED! ARE YOU!

When you enter Nan Hua, you think you'll hate it.
When you leave Nan Hua, you know you'll miss it.

No more Malay Dance practices.

2009-05-31T20:54:00.002+08:00

No more practices until after June! Cause most of the scholars are going back to visit their family. I guess they must miss their family lots and lots. Imagine not seeing your family for 6 months! All the emotions and everything must be overflowing. But i'll really miss not having practice for so long. And i'll grow fat too! Oh dear. I'm gonna control what i eat now!
Thinking is oh-so-kind to rip the SYF DVDs and give them to me. SADLY enough, my computer can't play the file types. So i had to painstakingly search for converters to convert the videos to .wmv format so that my computer can read them. I'll be adding these file types into the thumbdrive which will be passed around because then other people who might be unable to read those file types, can still watch the videos! :) I'm so nice right. Hahahah.

There wasn't school on Wednesday. So i basically rotted at home.

Thursday i went back to school to help the IP team prepare for the SISC Cultural Matinee/Night. It was fun. Hahaha. Lots of unglam photos. I'm like, an awesome photographer. I can capture EVERYBODY'S unglam moments. Uber cool right. Hahaha. It was really fun. Especially the Matinee. Man. Saiful was so embarrassed. And we screamed really loud. All photos and videos for Thursday are all on FB :D

Friday was the Workshop thingy. The facilitator was super funny. So basically, i was entertained for like, 4 hours? Yeah. But i was really tired too. Cause there was Council GM in the morning. Like at 7.10am. Insane right. Then it was SYF Video watching at TB11. We actually made so many mistakes! But we managed to pull through and still get a Gold with Honours! :) It was fun watching videos with everyone. We laughed and laughed. I like :) I left for Dental after watching the IP team and JC team videos. NO MORE BRACES! :D Now my teeth is so wonderfully straight. Yay. But i'm not really used to how i look yet. I think i look weird. GWEN HWARNG AND SHAIRAH RAMAZAN, BE JEALOUS. HAHAHAHAHAH! I'm so evil. I like. And no Gwen, i don't miss my braces. Because now i can eat freely without worrying about food getting stuck in my braces. Heh heh heh. Had xteam's Potluck after that. Great time of feasting and all :) And celebrating Andrea's birthday! Okay i know i said the wrong age for Michelle. But hey. Being young isn't a crime. HAHAHA. Was really really very tired after all that and went home after teaching Kau a bit of Chinese (and insulting/teasing/laughing at her as well).

Last part of the Blueprint was on Saturday. So i'm sort of graduated already. Hahaha. Even though i missed like 4 lessons? Hahaha. I'll go for make-up okay. I can't help being busy! Went out for dinner with LIPS after that. Man i miss them so much :) Even though it was a very short time, i had so much fun just laughing and talking. And teasing Kristel. Photos will be on FB soon. I promise. Then i rushed out MD Seniors' cards. I'm glad they liked it. Hahaha.

Church today. Wore my new dress :) So happy. Hahaha. I like it too. And Jiahao, FYI, i'm always pretty okay. What exceptionally pretty today! Crazy. It's NOT the gold hairband. It's ME. Crap you. Went to watch some Malay Dance thing. Not bad. A bit boring cause i didn't understand a single word. Except the occasional Malay word that i hear every now and then. Hahaha. AND EUNICE WORE THE DRESS. Her mum TOTALLY APPROVES OF ME NOW. Seriously. She said when her mum saw her with the dress, the conversation kinda went like this:

*Sees Eunice with dress*
Eunice's mum: Wah. Know how to shop already ah.
Eunice: Hmm.
Eunice's mum: Went out with who?
Eunice: Charmaine
Eunice's mum: Hmmm. (in an approve-of-friend tone)

HAHAHA. I BET HER MUM IS SO HAPPY WITH ME FOR MAKING HER DAUGHTER GET A DRESS. WILLINGLY! YAY! I'm so proud of me. OMG. It's even more amazing a feat than getting 8 for O levels. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I thought i'd never live to see the day where Eunice wears a dress! I WAS WRONG. But i'm glad to be wrong this time round. Hahaha. Felt a bit bad cause we were supposed to perform for the event and the Guest-of-Honour really wanted to watch our performance. He even mentioned us in his speech! But we didn't perform in the end. And yet still turned up to show our faces. Hahaha. But whatever. He can watch the SYF Videos which i will upload on Facebook later on =p Proceeded for dinner at Causeway Point after the thing. Ate at Banquet with Lissya, Shairah, Aqilah and Eunice. Yum yum. Mee Goreng and Iced milk tea. OMG. Eunice didn't know what was Teh peng (which is iced milk tea in dialect). Even Lissya and Shairah knew. And worse thing is, Eunice was drinking that very drink -.- WE NEED TO RESCUE EUNICE FROM THE ROCK SHE'S BEEN LIVING IN. Imagine. A girl who hates shopping, eating and sleeping. And has NO CLUE who is (super hot/handsome) Cristiano Ronaldo (and yet claims to know what is Manchester United) and what is The All-American Rejects. Sometimes (maybe more than sometimes), i really want to shoot her. LOL. Tempting. But i can't. Because if i do, i'll lose a source of entertainment. We bought Newbie girls' hair clips! I got the white one, Eunice got the blue one, Shairah got the green one and Aqilah got the pink one (expected!). We kept one purple one for Joey :) Gonna use it tomorrow!

Okay. I'm gonna watch all the SYF Videos as well as upload the Malay Dance ones on Facebook. You all are so gonna love me.

♥

30 May 09, 19:49

The Nameless: yeah, who cares if M'sia got swine flying around?!
Charmaine: HAHAHA. TOTALLY!

29 May 09, 21:15

jiaxin: SEE YOU ON SUN? OR WED?

29 May 09, 21:15

jiaxin: LOLLLL YES MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU
Charmaine: SEE ME ON WEDNESDAY! YAY. MUST TAKE A LOT OF UNGLAM PHOTOS AND EVERYTHING OKAY!

29 May 09, 14:23

q: i m newbie among you. and yes, everyone can see your talent. will miss the dance too
Charmaine: HAHAHAH. Newbie in shopping. Not newbie in malay dance! Yeah man. So i'm gonna rewatch the SYF video again and again. AND LAUGH AT YOU!

27 May 09, 21:56

shan: And I only got 40% on your quiz; I was like, whaaaaat??

27 May 09, 21:56

shan: Okay again, sorry about the whole can/cannot thing on Sunday; hahah. This is like the billionth time already but still. Haha. We can be YakPak buddies now
Charmaine: Hahah. It's okay. And YEAH! WE TOTALLY COULD. Bring for camp? Hahaha. Aww man. You don't know me well enough! :(

27 May 09, 20:59

henrietta: hello cousin im not sure i want to go over your place for swimming but with all those schedules a bit hard ah:(
Charmaine: HELLO :) WE'LL WORK SOMETHING OUT!

27 May 09, 20:08

xiang: lol. see you this sat! (:
Charmaine: GLAD TO SEEEEEEEE YOU AGAIN :) I MISS YOU SO VERY VERY VERY MUCH!

27 May 09, 19:13

jiN: what do you mean who cares if malaysia has H1N1? we have it in singapore alr-.-
Charmaine: Yeah man. 4 cases. STUPID LA.

27 May 09, 17:05

gwen: WOMAN! ((: HAHA i shall have to thank you for all that luck you give me. if i ever pass chem ;D
Charmaine: YAY! Okay. All the best for your H3 too okay! And FRAME UP THE CARD!

27 May 09, 16:52

JESSICA: yeahh. on fridays ya? TAKECARE(:
Charmaine: Sure! Except when your dad comes to pick you up. Hahaha.

27 May 09, 13:19

jocelyn: HELLO CHARMAINEEEE (:
Charmaine: HELLO! :D

27 May 09, 09:59

lizhu: i so did not mercilessly push you ok. btw outings are not random, we took time to org it HAHA
Charmaine: Hahah. You so did! Okay. Not random but last-minute. Hahaha.

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

All about the chem quiz.

2009-05-27T01:36:00.003+08:00

Why am i blogging now? Idk too.

So to all you people out there who have school tomorrow, HAHAHAHA!
Cause i'm gonna sleep in and then study and do that stupid chem quiz.

I need to pass that.
Desperately.

Saturday: Had full dress for SISC on saturday. It was alright.
Vibe was fun with 6 primary school guys. They are still as childish (if not worse) as ever. But it was a good time. And they so wanna come again because of all the free food available!

Sunday: Got my Yak Pak. Not the backpack one. Shoulder bag. Love it. And love my cousins for walking everywhere with me to get it. I want more outings/shoppings/swimming sessions! :) Lovelovelove.

Monday: Went out with Newbies. Not everyone though. Eunice, Shairah, Aqilah, Saiful and Quyen (So not a Newbie). Quyen says i have a shopping talent. Yay. I love shopping. And i made a list on sunday when out with my cousins. So i bought almost everything on my list! Except that ring from Diva. And we made such a stupid mistake. We were at Heeren and didn't know where Cineleisure was. We walked with Eunice back to Orchard MRT and took the MRT to Somerset. Only to discover, Heeren was right in front of Cineleisure! AHH. I wanted to shoot myself. That's like, 55 cents for a stupid lesson on directions. I told you guys Somerset was the other way! But nvm. Let's comfort in the thought that we were actually helping Eunice find her way to Orchard MRT or else she'll get lost. This time in a literal sense.

Tuesday: Last SYF dance performance. We're never gonna do that dance again. I'm gonna miss it. Seriously. Even though i still think i look pregnant tree or whatever. But i enjoyed every second of it. From preparing for it to the finishing pose. We ended with a bang (caused by thinking because he dropped his plate to make this more "memorable"). I'll always remember how the Newbies had to learn sets and we were practising oh-so-hard. Then came FT which i'll always remember how i suffered because of Li Zhu and Gwen mercilessly pushing me against the hall wall causing me to scream and burst into tears. How we went out on random occasions for Golden Rooster or Pizza Hut (and the fact that i was 20 minutes earlier than the organizers). It was a good 3 months with you guys. And because we saw each other for so long (i think i saw you all for more hours than i see my mum), bonds were forged and hearts were knitted together. We worked hard for our common goal and succeeded brilliantly. Our ultimate victory together as a team. A team of amazing dancers. It's not just about the dance. Most importantly, it's the dancers. What attracts me the most is the heart of every single dancer. How we really conquered all the obstacles(plates) and really came through for each other. And how we slowly grew to love every member and this dance group. I'll really miss the seniors. All 7 girls and 1 guy/uncle. Hahaha. How they sacrificed their time to come down for practices instead of mugging for A levels or something. And even with failing grades (like Gwen's chem test. Ahem.), they still came and the passion was there. I hope the next generation, which is us, can live up to that. To continue that burning passion for Malay Dance.

ILMD! :) Forever and always.

CHURCH CAMP IS COMING. Who cares if Malaysia has swine flu. Can't wait. I shiver at the thought of how much fun we'll have! Not just playing around but spending time with God's people and with God (most impt!) :D This is gonna be SOOO great! Yay.

♥

26 May 09, 00:48

wkb: hi sister!
Charmaine: Hahah. Hello! What's wkb!

24 May 09, 17:22

xiang: and wat u mean have i gotten the tickets. i din tink of the tickets. LOL

24 May 09, 17:22

xiang: lol we cant go out on the 5th anymore. kat will be sad. we need to plan a diff date!!
Charmaine: So what now! I'm lost!

22 May 09, 23:23

Jessica: HEYHEY. had fun on the bus when we bused home. stupid crazy bus driver was freaking us out. takecare!
Charmaine: Hello :) I had fun on the bus too! Hahah. Insane drivers are disasters on the road. You take care too love :)

22 May 09, 18:43

jiN: NOOOOOOOO. holidays T.T that's like our common test period.
Charmaine: HAHAHA. SAD.

21 May 09, 22:34

lizhu: yay now it doesnt matter cause im linked too (: i wasnt linked at first so yeah it matters alot!
Charmaine: Hahaha. Okay! :)

Our last dance. Or is it?

MSN :(

2009-05-21T18:09:00.002+08:00

Oh dear. My MSN wouldn't work. And it's just for my email! Ah. I'm so angry. Stupid thing.

It feels like it's the holidays already! With all the short days and no-homework-due. I'm such an utter slacker. Blah. And i've already got my shopping schedule out! How awesome right. Hahaha. Can't wait. First shopping trip this Sunday :) And tentative primary school dinner at Vibe! I hope they all can make it. Then it'll be so fun :D

♥

20 May 09, 19:59

Weiqingg: HELLOO DDD
Charmaine: HELLO!

19 May 09, 17:41

Jiawennn': relink, thanks, http://rainbow-superlicious.blogspot.com
Charmaine: Okay!

16 May 09, 12:43

glenda: GHOST WHISPERER!:D
Charmaine: I like the show too!

12 May 09, 19:01

xiang: GET WELL BEFORE 5TH JUNE MAN!! rest and drink more water n think of me! (:
Charmaine: Hahaha. Okay okay! Have you gotten the tickets? :)

10 May 09, 22:20

Rainbow: Not anyways >_>

10 May 09, 22:19

Rainbow: by the way*

10 May 09, 22:19

Rainbow: Why hello there <3 Love Story is an amazing song anyway XD
Charmaine: Aww. Hello :) I love that song too!

10 May 09, 08:52

eunice: HEEHEE HAHA i'm going crazy! LOVE LOVE!
Charmaine: You ARE ALREADY crazy :)

9 May 09, 21:08

xteam :): hello! pls link us thanks!
Charmaine: LINKED!

9 May 09, 18:14

Luzerne: http://www.seab.gov.sg/SEAB/oLevel/syllabusSchool.html
Charmaine: So what are you gonna do with this?!

9 May 09, 17:00

xiang: YES YES! we can go out before kat's dance performance! ARE U GOING? its on the 5th june! a friday. (:
Charmaine: I'LL TRYYYY! GO OUT WHERE?!

9 May 09, 16:15

lizhu: why is lissya linked! gosh
Charmaine: HAHAHA. WHY NOT!

8 May 09, 23:23

quyen: i m blur and each of you gave me a different definition. now i even more blur?

8 May 09, 23:23

quyen: i m blur and each of you gave me a different definition. now i even more blur?
Charmaine: HAHAH. YOU'RE ALWAYS LOST ANYWAY =p THANKS FOR THE TIE!

I want my MSN to work. Boo.

GPP!

2009-05-20T21:06:00.001+08:00

I swear i hate group project proposal. Which is basically a stupid component in the project work module for A levels. That sucks. Big time.
AND MY STUPID MSN MESSENGER WOULDN'T WORK. AHHHHH. Crap. Seriously.

ALMOST Holidays :D

2009-05-18T19:21:00.002+08:00

Okay. The Chem test is over! So it's sort of holiday-ish now. Considering we only go to school at around 1pm plus. For like, a few hours. HAHAHAH.
There's conics to go through tomorrow. I shall TRY and do some now. HAHAH. While watching tv. then go sleep =p

No more shopping.

2009-05-10T16:02:00.000+08:00

Work + Unwell = No going out.

Procrastination.

2009-05-08T20:41:00.002+08:00

Procrastination is the root of all evil. Like seriously. I'm feeling tres lazy today. Cause we've got a long weekend! :) So i shall rest lots today. Got tons of stuff to do tomorrow. Have to go down to Muggers Zone too. Go there and do Functions, Graphing Techniques and Chem Bonding (hopefully all 3 parts!). Bio and Chem spa will be done another day. Hopefully lots of things will be accomplished! And i won't lag behind. So i can go out on Monday :D Cause it's a holiday. Yeah. Hahaha. I miss shopping oh so much.
Looking forward to Church camp! :) Sharing rooms with Bao and Shan :D And i'm borrowing my brother's waterproof camera! Camwhore to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxx! How exciting and thrilling right. I KNOW. Hahahaha. Yayness :)
Ghost Whisperer later. I shall Facebook now then go to bed. Awesome. Heh.

♥

30 Apr 09, 21:41

MeL: Charm! (: press on with sch dear sis! <3!
Charmaine: Thanks :)

28 Apr 09, 00:20

lingying: hahah love-hate relationship man!XD i love it,but it hates me,so i can never truly understand it!):
Charmaine: Hahaha! I can totally understand what you mean! It's horrrrible!

24 Apr 09, 22:04

lizhu: trend*

24 Apr 09, 22:04

lizhu: haha quyen, 'in' people means that we're keeping up w the most current tren
Charmaine: Hahaha! Quyen is so blur.

23 Apr 09, 23:37

lissya: hello dear! i cant wait for dance to start tooooo! (:
Charmaine: Can't wait till we perform! :D Stay cheerful okay? :)

23 Apr 09, 23:21

quyen: have la, new one. what is "IN" people? lol
Charmaine: What new one! Where? And it just means awesome and cool people! :D

22 Apr 09, 21:50

xiang: WOOPS i gave u the wrong link ^_^"

22 Apr 09, 21:50

xiang: lol u can link me! i forgot to tell u. haha
Charmaine: Okay! Yay :)

21 Apr 09, 23:30

Cherie: Dear glad to see that u're coping well with sch! Do take care of your health though u're super busy! God bless.
Charmaine: Thank you so much :) I will try! And God bless you too!

21 Apr 09, 22:42

xiang: LOL it was DAMN GOOD to see u guys today again! haha especially u! yr always busy u bobo!
Charmaine: YES! HAHAHA! SORRY! WANNA GO SHOPPING ON MONDAY? :D

21 Apr 09, 22:27

lizhu: ur the most unglam person 'cause you tripped haha!
Charmaine: HAHAHA. WHATEVER! STILL COOL OKAY.

21 Apr 09, 18:42

eunice: hello love!
Charmaine: Hello darl!

You make me swoon.

Boarding.

2009-04-27T17:17:00.002+08:00

I'm currently in the Dining Hall of the new NJC Boarding School. All Elects have compulsory one week boarding. It's been okay so far. But i realise cup noodles is now a necessity at night. The room is alright. A tad dusty but i'll live with it. The bed's okay. Food is ... Yeah. You get what i mean. But the Halal food isn't that bad. All in all, it's a pretty decent place and i wouldn't mind boarding here for a term. Besides, i get to wake up late, have hot chocolate during breakfast and walk to and fro school. What else could i possibly ask for? Hahaha. Only one thing. The wireless should be throughout the boarding school. Not just the Dining Hall. Okay. I gotta go pick Vanessa Tan as she doesn't have a card. Toooooooooooodles!
Btw, boarding's really not bad :)

Tests!

2009-04-20T20:18:00.002+08:00

Ooo. I haven't been posting for a super long time. Hahaha. Way too busy. Finally! Campaigning week is over. Hahaha. Enough of waking up at 5:30am! And no more red tie + ugly name tags which cost me 50 cent. Darn it. But i do realise that the other council candidates are awfully nice people :) I like them all. Hahaha. Might have to board next week if i get into Council. Results out on Wednesday. Elects camp on Friday. NH Speech Day on Friday too. And there'll be a 410 outing. I miss them all :(

Two tests coming up this week. Gases on Wednesday and Biology Lecture test on Cellular Functions + Enzymes.

Did NAPFA 5 stations today. Well, actually 4 excluding 2.4 run. Which i just need to get a C and then i can get my gold :D Heh.

I miss Malay Dance. Like a lot a lot. But we're starting next week again :) So i can't wait to see everybody after what seemed like eternity but is in fact just 2 weeks. But it's a good 2 weeks to catch up on homework and all. And sleep more. So i'll stop falling asleep in Chemistry tutorials.

Okay. Inequalities and Chemical bonding are beckoning to me now. Sigh.

♥

20 Apr 09, 00:34

Someone: Did you meant, "I could hardly BREATHE"?
Charmaine: Hahaha! Yeah i do. But i'm too lazy to correct it now =p But thanks for pointing it out! :)

18 Apr 09, 09:35

Rainbow: <3>
Charmaine: Heart back!

16 Apr 09, 00:34

quyen: hi,hi! you also have a blog, seems that all MD dancers have
Charmaine: Hahaha. So do you have one too? We're "IN" people what!

15 Apr 09, 23:01

xiang: I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON! and i hate homework too. ):
Charmaine: YES. I WANT TO SEE YOU. SPEECH DAY? Homework stinks like Kristel :(

15 Apr 09, 19:04

ter: jiaYou charm! christ-in-you!
Charmaine: Thanks Ter :) Christ in you too!

14 Apr 09, 21:38

lingying: wow congrats!:D
Charmaine: Thanks! How's your relationship with maths so far!

13 Apr 09, 17:04

Tom: www.iloveyou9425.blogspot.com is my blog if you want to view, blogskin not nice though. Kk see ya!

13 Apr 09, 17:04

Tom: Hihi! I am Tommy for short is Tom haha. Haiz went to Samantha's blog, then Giolo's and finally yours haha, anyway tag tag!
Charmaine: Hahah. Hello! The blogskin's okay. Just a tad feminine.

13 Apr 09, 01:32

The Nameless: congrats on the Malay dance honors. considering performing solo at vibe? or maybe the next musical...if there will be one...
Charmaine: Hahaha! No thank you! There most likely wouldn't be a musical i think. I heard it's replaced by some other big production. Got any insider's information? ;)

12 Apr 09, 22:05

April: charmaine i miss you we should talk soon
Charmaine: Yes we should :( Speech day!

11 Apr 09, 21:52

lizhu: yay mon is arriving soon! its the first time i dont hate mondays : D
Charmaine: I AGREE WHOLEHEARTEDLY! But i tripped i think. Heh!

11 Apr 09, 02:28

Giolo: congrats
Charmaine: THANKS!

10 Apr 09, 11:55

Matt: proud of ya!
Charmaine: Thanks daddddy :)

9 Apr 09, 22:45

aika: YAYNESS! You won?? That's amazing! Congratulations, you deserve every bit of it. Teach me more moves soon, alright?
Charmaine: Hahah. Not exactly won but something like that! I will i will! CHURCH CAMP. YOU MUST GO OKAY AUNTY.

9 Apr 09, 17:15

LuzLuz: im sure she willingly supports arsenal! haha. she has taste man
Charmaine: I'm sure i do have taste. HAHAH. I always do.

9 Apr 09, 02:34

jiahao: stupid luzerne cheng, stop promoting your stupid team and psychoing my mushroom!
Charmaine: HAHAHA.

7 Apr 09, 23:08

LuzLuz: see, four tags in a day:D

7 Apr 09, 23:08

LuzLuz: now, u have to make a post all about arsenal!:D

7 Apr 09, 23:08

LuzLuz: ok CHARMAINE! hahah

5 Apr 09, 21:09

LuzLuz: hey! thanks for the cheer! haha. and credit me for the slogan!:D

Charmaine: You're welcome and i'm lazy! Hahahah. A POST ON ARSENAL? Unless you do one on how much you love Super Junior or some random Korean band first!

5 Apr 09, 17:26

Matt: Hello lovely! Its been awhile! I miss you so! Anyways, Dont give up even though the going gets tough ok?
Charmaine: I miss you too! And i won't give up! I know that you're praying for me right? Because i'm praying for you too :)

If sneezing meant that you missed someone, then you'll be sneezing for eternity.

2009-04-08T21:28:00.003+08:00

The announcement of results for Malay Dance SYF (JC) 2009.

It seemed to take forever.

I could hardly breath.

There was a long pause before our school's results.

It went like this:

National Junior College

GOLD

WITH HONOURS.

Screams erupted from us. Though silence was supposed to be maintained. But we could hardly contain anything. The joy. The relief. That indescribable feeling when it was announced. As our hearts leaped with happiness together, tears flowed. As this scene replays in my mind over and over again, i'll never get tired of it. It's the most beautiful thing i've heard. My first dance SYF. All our hard work and effort, finally paid off. We were perfect on that stage. We were together. We have become, through the constant practices, a true and very unique family. Which i have grown to love more and more with each passing day. Thank you all for the notes and encouragements. For people who wished us luck. It was an unforgettable experience. And 20, no, 50 years down the road, as this scene replays, even if all my teeth fell out, i will still scream and cry. Because there's no other team as wonderful as this. Malay Dance is really really love♥

Council

2009-04-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

I'm really sorry about not posting any sooner. Really no time! But here's an update of life so far:

I'm shortlisted for Council. So much things to do. I feel so crammed up suddenly.

Malay dance SYF is just next wednesday. I think we're ready. I hope we are. Gold with honours please. All the hard work and effort. Please don't go to waste. For that moment on stage, we have trained so hard.

Homework and tests. How much far am i lagging behind? Can i ever catch up?

What am i gonna do after jc? I need to plan for my future now.

But first and foremost, i need to find a picture of me. Oh dear.

Very very tired. Seems like i can't function on 5 hours of sleep a day.

I will and must complete all homework today.

And i know if it's the Lord's Will, He'll sustain me.

♥

29 Mar 09, 13:17

lizhu: 1000N whatever its unit is haha

29 Mar 09, 13:17

lizhu: i'll give you a hug which accounts to 1000J of strength : D
Charmaine: Hahaha. Yay! Thanks Lizhu! I LOVE YOU! :) I'll miss you when you guys leave :(

26 Mar 09, 14:55

shan: You can do it (: look to Him for strength, and to me as your forever patient listening ear! ILY.
Charmaine: Aww! Thanks! But i'm your listening ear too okay!

25 Mar 09, 21:30

alethea: as a good choice. bahhhhhhhhhhhh okay see you soon (i hope) ))))

25 Mar 09, 21:29

alethea: hey charmainezzzz long time to see and talk HAHAAAHAHA and laugh anyways you are so optimistic and hopeful (if they dont mean the same thing already) i admire your cheerfulness!! ib sucks btw so njc w
Charmaine: It does? Charmaine Pek is running for Council right? Vote for her! hahaha. And i'll try to be more optimistic this time round. Regrets doesn't take me anywhere. Hahaha.

22 Mar 09, 14:44

kristel: HEY CHARM MISS YOU
Charmaine: I MISS YOU TOO!

20 Mar 09, 16:31

JAY: CHARMAINNN!EEE!! wo ai ni! to infinity and beyondddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!! =] figures
Charmaine: Aww. Thanks Jay :) Wo ai ni back too! HAHAHA.

19 Mar 09, 04:28

bina: hows life btw?

19 Mar 09, 04:28

bina: i dont know what they did. SO FUNNY WHAT.
Charmaine: Hahaha. Who is they? SuJu? VERY BAD HAIR DAY FOR ALL OF THEM LA! Tsk. Hahaha. Ruin my Hankyung's hair. Life is STRESSFUL.

18 Mar 09, 21:37

lizhu: haha charmaine ive my ways. anw hang in there ok! i know its alot of prac im super tired too, just three more weeks!
Charmaine: YOU STALK ME RIGHT. I KNOW. HAHAHA. JUST A FEW MORE DAYS NOW!

Do you see the glass half full, or half empty?

OMG.

2009-03-25T22:10:00.002+08:00

I CAN'T ACCESS MY OWN BLOG! This is so stupid. STUPID.

CIP IS STUPID TOO. So troublesome.

Chemistry.

Biology.

Maths.

Economics.

GP.

MUG.

Malay Dance.

Council.

Uth.

Children's Ministry.

How much more can i take on?

Lord give me strength and carry me through.

Malay Dance Camp

2009-03-16T21:28:00.002+08:00

It was okay. Quite fun. But the Night walk didn't scare me much. Just the photoshopped photo. Hahaha. Practices were really tiring and everything. Cause we didn't sleep very early. Lol. And homework is PILINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. So angry.
As much as i really want to do well for SYF and improve on all my steps and everything, i think my studies are somehow very important too. There's simply too many practices and so little time for me to concentrate on my studies and even study a little bit. And it's like, i have so many church stuff too. Sigh. It's time to slow down and look up to God for strength before i run out of battery. Hahaha.
I may have a million activities and homework and practices, but that doesn't cause me to waver. Cause i have Christ and a God i can look up to for guidance and strength whom i know will always be there for me. That is my assurance.
I shall go do Biology now. I'll take things one step at a time.

♥

16 Mar 09, 17:21

Xiu: Hello my darling! How are you? JC life seems busy. Keep hanging in there kay? I love you xx
Charmaine: I'm fine i think! hahaha. It's SUPER busy! I will. Hanging by a thread. Hahaha. Praying for you too dear! LOVELOVELOVE!

15 Mar 09, 11:29

lizhu: hello! (: im smart huh, i found this!
Charmaine: OH ME OH MY. HOW YOU FIND?!

14 Mar 09, 23:25

shairah: hello haha!
Charmaine: HELLO! :D ALEX ALL THE WAY!

14 Mar 09, 06:10

bina: BTW CHARMAINE I AM LAUGHING AT HANKYUNG'S HAIR!

14 Mar 09, 06:10

bina: WENHUI YOU THEN WEIRD.
Charmaine: YA. I AGREE. AND I SAW MY BELOVED'S HAIR. IT'S SO HORRRRRRRRRRIBLE! WHAT DID THEY DO TO HIM?!

12 Mar 09, 19:53

wen: but im not stupid! Charmaine+Bina= WEIRD
Charmaine: WHAT WEIRD. YOU STRANGE.

9 Mar 09, 19:18

lingying: i can literally flunk maths with them(: hahaha so now i'm like trying to get a tutor for myself!D:
Charmaine: Yes! I know. I don't like tutors that can't teach. So annoying.

8 Mar 09, 22:57

LuzLuz: HEYYY! GOT PEOPLE TAGGING OKAY!:D
Charmaine: Aww. So sweet huh. Thanks dude :)

Blank stares at blank pages.

Homework!

2009-03-07T18:58:00.002+08:00

Now i'm doing chem. And copying Bio notes. Then it's maths. Finally Econs. Then i must mug for all those upcoming tests. Sigh. Malay Dance today. Malay Dance everyday. Hahaha.

♥

7 Mar 09, 15:28

MeL: Hey Charm! (: GLad to have ya on board sis! (: so looking forward to serving along side ya. (: take care sis!
Charmaine: I can't wait to serve too! We'll have fun :)

6 Mar 09, 20:11

lingying: HEY CHARMAINE!:D hahaha wait till u see both my mths lecturer PLUS tutor!D:
Charmaine: Hahaha. Why? What about them?

5 Mar 09, 18:39

GWYN: hey! i changed my url..so pls relink
Charmaine: Oh. Hahaha. Okay!

1 Mar 09, 18:43

bina: help me tell her she is stupid

1 Mar 09, 18:42

bina: wenwen! D:
Charmaine: Oh. HAHAHA. Okay. No problem!

27 Feb 09, 14:01

shan: i do recall someone saying "i will never turn into a mugger; never in a million years!" gee, i wonder who?
Charmaine: I KNOWWWWWWW. But i can't help it. Really.

26 Feb 09, 00:38

cass: haha! MY COUSIN?! A MUGGER?! Are we on the same charmaine here?!
Charmaine: Yes we are!

MUGMUGMUGMUGMUG!

Tutorials and Lectures.

2009-03-06T22:33:00.002+08:00

I haven't been completing my work on time. Just too busy! Sigh. I'm lagging lagging. I don't like. But i'm watching Perfect Cut 2. I like that show. Singapore's getting sicker. Hahahaha. In a sense. And more open.
I missed Uth Worship and the barbecue today. Far too tired. My first nap in like, what, 2 weeks? Felt so good. 3 hours. I like. Hahaha.
Okay. I'm rarely on the comp and i miss talking and blogging. Sigh. I shall go take my bio notes now. Toodles people.

I AM a mugger :(

2009-02-25T20:39:00.002+08:00

Aww man. I'm really turning into a mugger! Well, in the process of. Cause i'm still lazy to do homework and everything. No time too. But my class, everyone's finishing work beforehand! I feel like i'm lagging behind already. And it's only the 3rd week or something. Sighsighsigh. I really am very very busy. Stressed out! Hence the flu bug has decided to attack me. Spent one buck on tissues! Expensive! Any case, gotta go do econs, maths and chem. And read up on bio because my tutor isn't the best there is. In fact, quite hmm. Whatever. 100% self-learning. I can do it! So much for not mugging.

♥

24 Feb 09, 17:55

aika: CHARMEE, thanks for the pressie. P.S.I'm gonna kill myself if we don't start hanging out soon. So you better organize something if you still want this adorable little girl to live. OKAY??
Charmaine: You're welcome :) Hahaha. Okayokay. When! I'm so busy. After SYF!

19 Feb 09, 16:50

jiaxin: misssssss you! miss you and you and you LOL

19 Feb 09, 16:50

jiaxin: woooooo
Charmaine: Awwww. I miss you too! You and your nonsense!

18 Feb 09, 22:52

April: miss me miss me miss me?
Charmaine: Miss you miss you miss you!

18 Feb 09, 18:51

Giolo: Hello.....
Charmaine: HELLOOOO! :D

15 Feb 09, 21:45

evan: tags for euuu n btw i dont have accents ok?
Charmaine: Awww. Okay okay. Ew! It's you dude. You! Y-O-U. And why am i not invited for your farewell! HOW COULD YOU EVAN GAO!

15 Feb 09, 20:14

gwyn: sry..spell wrong name...sry sry...

15 Feb 09, 20:06

gwyn: do tag!

15 Feb 09, 20:06

gwyn: hi charmine!! gwyn here..bong sis la...tags 4 u!
Charmaine: Hi dear! Thanks! Will do :)

15 Feb 09, 03:07

bina: why a bit only!
Charmaine: Then a lot meh! Hahaha. Okay. I miss you and your rants. If you were in NJ Band, you would have to play every morning for national anthem and school song! I told Wen you would love it. She said you'll complain every day. Hahahaha.

14 Feb 09, 23:30

cass: SHAKESPEARE <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

14 Feb 09, 23:29

cass: hello babe. ;D anyway, saw a nice new tee that says Gospel girl! haha you should wear that, then maybe people'll call you that instead of gossip girl ;D
Charmaine: YEAH. Awesome. Love his romantic ways!

13 Feb 09, 23:14

judith: HAPPY VALENTINES GIRL! (:
Charmaine: HAPPY BELATED VDAY! :) I MISS YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND THE END OF MY SOUL!

13 Feb 09, 22:25

Jay: sup gossip girl? haha. havnt tagged in awhile. my bad! cant imagine charmaine ng becoming a mugger. but if your that keen, i'll teach you how to be smart/cool and HOT at the same time! missin ya mush
Charmaine: Sup peace out yo. HAHAHA. Oh please! More likely it'll be you taking lessons on how to be cool with me. Hahaha.

13 Feb 09, 20:58

jiN: when you say alvin, is it alvin yue? got a mole near his nose? haha
Charmaine: Hahaha. Yup. He's my OGL! He's really nice.

12 Feb 09, 22:10

April: yeah i missed you too.
Charmaine: SEE YOU ON FRIDAY :)

Six feet under the stars.

Econs Essay.

2009-02-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

I'm doing some 2 paged Econs Essay about myself. I have no idea how this is related to Economics and the whole fact that i don't want my teacher to know me so well is bothering me. I shall do it tomorrow. 13 Econs questions too. Hate the sudden substantial amount of homework in JC. I shall start doing it. It's piling up. Much to my dismay.

Happy Valentine's!

2009-02-15T17:03:00.002+08:00

I had a happy Valentine's. Hopefully all you people did too! Receiving tons of chocs and sweets until it's enough to cause all my teeth to fall off. Thanks! And sorry i didn't give you guys anything back. But i did give presents to some people. I'll post up photos of my Valentine's gifts soon i think. Hahaha. If i suddenly became not lazy anymore that is.
I gave up on Chem. Gonna ask around how to do those questions tomorrow. Maths is done. Left with GP Journal which will be done soon. Give me another 20 minutes that is. So i shall do it now. And ponder about what CCA to join while i'm at it.

Homework!

2009-02-12T16:16:00.002+08:00

We've got homework already. And it's just the first week of proper lectures. Ah well. There's Chemistry and H2 Mathematics. But i'll cope fine. I would very much prefer a better Biology Lecturer though. The rest of the subjects are still okay so far.
I auditioned for Choir. But apparently i wasn't called for some 2nd audition. So i'm not sure if i'm in choir yet. I'll be finding that out tomorrow. Hopefully soon. I don't like waiting so much. I mean, it's pretty nervewrecking in a sense.
Civic classes hasn't come out yet. But that's cool cause i love my OG5 very dearly. Hahaha.
And my OG mates are calling me Gossip Girl. Well, cause i wrote some quotes from that show on their lecture notes. And also because of the fact that i know about almost all the new rumours and such in school even though i haven't been around for long. Hahaha. But hey. I'm not saying anything malicious or anything. I'm just very updated about things around us. That doesn't mean i'm a gossip girl! I don't take that as a compliment either. Lol.
I want to nap now. So i can Facebook later. And finish maths and chem homework. I'm turning into such a mugger ain't i? Sigh. It's the fate of NJCians. Really.

♥

9 Feb 09, 22:53

April: tmr tmr tmr!!! <3
Charmaine: I MISSED YOU TERRIBLY! :(

9 Feb 09, 20:56

jiaxin: miss you bina? :O
Charmaine: I know. That crazy girl thinks the whole world will actually miss her.

8 Feb 09, 21:09

keith: haha. alvin was from my church. say hi to him for me =)
Charmaine: Yeah. He told me. Okay! Will do.

8 Feb 09, 20:39

bina: miss me? (:
Charmaine: You wish. Hahaha. No la. Okay. A bit. You?!

8 Feb 09, 20:11

Samantha: wtv. loser, keep doing your dumb sign language on the bus. nehh:/ hahah.
Charmaine: You are the dumb nehneh okay.

8 Feb 09, 01:07

hornsau: haha, u got flamed cuz u arnt HOT enough!
Charmaine: RUBBISH! Hahaha. I'm always hot okay. Better than you!

And you wonder.

NJC Orientation - e(nj)oy Viva La Vida

2009-02-07T20:18:00.003+08:00

Okay. I officially declare. I LOVE NJ AND I AM ALREADY MISSING ORIENTATION! :( Hahahah. I shall tell you guys all about my orientation. My great weeeeeeeeek at NJ. And how i actually like my full grey. Hahaha.

Monday - 2/2/09
First day of school. It was so tough to wake up so early. I'm so not used to it. Haven't been waking up at 6am for like, 3 months? So it really sucked. My eyes dreaded to open. First day was boring because it was all the talks. But i was busy talking and laughing and giggling during the talks. Hahaha. Luckily, Jocelyn Chan and Jonathan Lim were in the same Orientation Group (OG) as me. Which is my beloved OG 5! :) I love love love OG 5. And Syracuse too (my house for orientation). I realised we're really a very diverse OG. Hahahah. Like all very different types of personalities. And there were like, super a lot of Nan Huarians in NJC. Like, i think got 60 plus or more. Every where you go, it's like, OH. Hey! I know that fella. From NH. Hahaha. So funny. We owned yo! And there weren't much things going on on the first day. Basically played some games like Elope and stuff. And had awesome forfeits like 7 wonders. Hahaha. And chose our subject combinations. BCME all the way! And we did the Student Needs test just before dismissal.

Tuesday - 3/2/09
We had a talk about discipline and code of conduct. I don't mind really. It's quite strict in a couple of areas. But now, i get to wear white-based/black-based shoes. Meaning no more white canvas school shoes! Hahaha. Joy! And ankle socks are no longer illegal in school! How much happiness i have in my heart. Really. Hahahah. And the pe teacher giving the talk is super super funny. I hope he teaches me pe. Hahaha. The informal walk-in was tres cool. I loved every moment of it. So fun and interesting! And i know that the seniors had lots of fun preparing for it too. Hahahah. We began learning the mass dance. And Syracuse was assigned to the gym. It was so hot and stuffy! It felt like a human oven after a while. I was dancing with Luke. He is funny. And nice. He's gayboy yo. I'm his pimp! Hahaha. And there's Alvin (my OGL) who is Hairyman. Also under my charge. Hahaha. I like the mass dance alot. I couldn't really get everything. But now i get everything. So i'm really happy. Hahahah. And then i learnt a lot of new cheers during the Song&Cheers Session. Hahaha. And my school songs.

Wednesday - 4/2/09
We had an aesthetic talk by Mr. Keith Tan. He's so narcissistic. Hahaha. And then it was mass dance again. I love mass dance. And then it was station games. They were all very fun. But i can't get wet because of it's the time of the month. Which really sucked. Thank God it was the last few days. But still, couldn't take the risk. The CCA Carnival was okay. I'm gonna join Choir!

Thursday - 5/2/09
It was the external Hunt day. It was fun overall. We got lost at Jurong East. I love Junction 8. So much food choices! Hahahah. I'm such a pig. And lunch was my motivation while we're at Jurong East. Hahaha.

Friday - 6/2/09
Showdown was fun. I shot in one and Jonathan caught it! We played some bonding games in our OG. And Jonathan is so ungentlemanly. PAINFUL! He hits so hard. So mean. Choir audition was okay. House session was fun. Mass dance was fun too. Hahah. Summer nights! OG Bonding time was good. Dance party was AWESOME! :)

So that's my Orientation. Lectures starting next week. Ah well. Can't wait. So nerd. Hahaha.
And Luzerne wants me to credit him for sending me a very nice song known as Six Feet Under the Stars by All Time Low.

♥

7 Feb 09, 07:20

jiayi: HI charm! Hehe how's njc!
Charmaine: Hahaha. It's been awesome so far.

4 Feb 09, 23:09

Samantha: Yo, your beloved cousin here. hahah, relink yeah.
Charmaine: Relinked and i'm your darling cousin here. Hahaha.

3 Feb 09, 01:37

shan: Hello love(: hope your orientation went well!
Charmaine: It did! It was awesome :)

2 Feb 09, 18:28

keith: lol. why got people so no life randomly go people blog and critisize ppl. get a life!
Charmaine: Hahahah. I don't know. Some people have nothing better to do. I'm okay with it you know. So long God is magnified through this.

1 Feb 09, 23:38

aika: MWAH MWAH MWAH AND A MILOLION MORE KISSES ;D

1 Feb 09, 23:37

aika: thanks for CHARMEE THE PIG charm!!! I Love you:) and seriously, you didn't have to... but you did anyway! haha
Charmaine: No! The pig is called Aikyyy! And i love you back. I have to because that's the right thing to do :) And SMUARCKS BACK!

1 Feb 09, 21:21

glenda: charmaine, youre my new role model man, i dont think i would have reacted in such a civilized manner if i were you. you rock
Charmaine: Hahaha. I didn't replied so nicely at first. I was very rude and sarcastic. But i felt bad after doing it. There wasn't any peace. So i changed. In life however, there isn't always a delete or edit button for you to change whenever you want to change. So we must be cautious about what we say or do. It'll affect people around us. Hahaha.

1 Feb 09, 16:09

Giolo: nvm haha

1 Feb 09, 16:08

Giolo: who's G ?
Charmaine: Idk. Someone who had a bad day and decided to take it out on me? It's okay.

31 Jan 09, 18:30

LuzLuz:
Charmaine: :)

31 Jan 09, 01:23

Mr.Tan: good for you
Charmaine: Thanks! I didn't know you read my blog!

29 Jan 09, 19:58

Princess: Oh man i just realised the link @ the bottom.

29 Jan 09, 19:57

Princess: Hi charmaine. im here to remind you that im taller than you. Hi im taller than you okay, bye. <3
Charmaine: Hahah. Taller but not smarter. No difference!

27 Jan 09, 16:10

ELERINA: LINK PLS
Charmaine: LINKED :D

26 Jan 09, 13:19

glenda: hahahaha, almost-blog jinx!
Charmaine: Hahah.

23 Jan 09, 12:42

jonjon: relink me

23 Jan 09, 12:05

jonjon: nice skin
Charmaine: Relinked!

23 Jan 09, 10:33

Emmy: hey! check this out! Its only $10 and below! http://emmycart.blogspot.com/

22 Jan 09, 18:15

Giolo: haha

22 Jan 09, 18:14

Giolo: fine fin... youll be last person ill laugh at ok?
Charmaine: Okay!

22 Jan 09, 16:01

Rainbow: Yay. I'm an unfeeling girl. Pfffft.
Charmaine: Hahaha. I'm kidding only. I love you nonetheless!

22 Jan 09, 13:26

Xiu: I wasn't late!!! I was early! Haha, I had fun yesterday Love you
Charmaine: Yes dear. I know :) I love you too. And i'm missing you already :(

Sometimes, there isn't anything you can really do.

G.

2009-01-31T14:28:00.004+08:00

Edit: I shouldn't be doing this. As a christian, i'm not being a good testimony. And neither do i intend to be hypocritical by being good in church and not outside, even in cyberspace. I shan't continue this struggle and may Christ shine through me so that G can see God's love. I'm not gonna be so rash again. Yup. And i'm not becoming all holy or whatever. Because it suddenly occured to me what God wants me to be like. Fruits of the Spirit? Yup. So i shall behave how a good Christian will. And if you want to keep on insulting, you can. But know this. You can never hurt me. Because i know what my heritage and my inheritance from God is. And i'm assured in His love. God will always love me and care for me no matter what kind of person i am. And so what you say, G, will never affect me. Because God is my strength and my shield. And He will protect me from everything. Even from you. I'm not afraid of you. You can say and do anything you want. Because deep down inside, you don't have a reassurance of joy and salvation that i have. I hope one day you'll come to see His loving grace for you, and that you'll know what it means to have a firm identity in Christ.

God bless you always :)

Where are i going you ask?

2009-01-30T13:00:00.000+08:00

I'M GOING TO NATIONAL JUNIOR COLLEGE!

But i'm no mugger yo.

And will never be one.

Never in a million years.

Busy week.

2009-01-28T12:58:00.002+08:00

It's been a busy week lately. And it's one week since i last posted! How lazy can i get. Tsk Charmaine. Nonetheless, i shall start to dig through the recesses of my brain cracks and try to remember what i've been doing.

Well, last Friday we had the SGL + Encouragers meeting. It was a good time. And i AM wise okay! Hahaha. Just that now i'm even WISER! =p

The next day was Vibe where April and Jeremy came! Yayness. Hahahah. I went late. And helped to prepare the stuff for a Thai Vibe! Hahahah. I cut manymany onions and peeled manymany garlic. Hahahah. And i didn't cry! Yufei cried after cutting one or two onions. HAHAHA. So lousy. The Tom Yam Soup, Thai Chicken Wings and Pineapple Rice were yum! I had 3 bowls of Tom Yam Soup and couldn't eat my reunion dinner after that. After pee-ing, i was so hungry! Hahahah. But it was a good vibe. I missed the performance though. Boo.

Reunion dinner was typical. Yup.

After Sunday Service, my brother and his girlfriend picked my mum and i up for lunch at Pasta De Waraku. Japanses Pasta. Delish! Especially the pizza. The crust was as thin as biscuits! Hahaha. Super nice.

Went to visiting on Monday. It was cashing in time! :) Hahahah. Nice to meet up with everyone i guess. Hahaha. Met Lynnshan at AMK Hub after all the visiting and we watched InkHeart. Good show. Then we went back to Shan's house and watched random movies like Hairspray and Enchanted and her mum and dad heated up some food for us. Good dinner. Cheryl and Chang also came over for dinner. Teresa too. Then i went home around 10 plus with Teresa who took the same bus. Then i reached home around 11 plus. Hahaha.

Went out yesterday to Alyssa's house. Played Guitar hero. I suck at drums and i really like screaming into the microphone. We get to earn points by screaming okay! Though i'm like, having a little sore throat now. LOL! But i'm good in guitar. Wahahahah. Not bad at least. Went home after eating at some random place near her house. Oh yes. And i managed to buy Barcardi Breezer from the Cold Storage. I LOOK EIGHTEEN. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. How satisfying it was. To realise i look eighteen. Hahahahahah.

Okay. I shall go read my manga now.

I LOVE POCOYO! :)

Yanling's Birthday Lunch & Seoul Garden Dinner

2009-01-22T00:58:00.002+08:00

Okay. I shall blog now. Because my hair's wet and i can't sleep yet. Besides, i have nothing on tomorrow. So i shall blog now! Hahaha. But i went to visit Aunty May with my mum in the morning at SGH. She was really tired and nauseous due to all the morphine or whatever drug. But yeah. She didn't look so well and she didn't talk much. I don't know why out of all the people there, she was the one who got injured so badly. But who knows. God's plan to maybe make people realise that we can't always take our safety for granted and all. And Rainbow is an unfeeling little girl. TSKTSK.

Yanling's Birthday Lunch
People present: Charmaine, Jeraldine, Jemimah, Jeremy, Katharine, SuXiang, Yanling, Yihua, Yueli
I was early cause someone drove us from SGH to Suntec. I have no idea what's that guy's name. Hahaha! I'm so horrible. Anyway, then i was there super early. So i roamed around Toys R Us for like, forever. As much as i love Toys R Us, it's still rather empty and boring in the morning even though i pressed all the Sesame Street toys, Barbie toys, Polly pocket toys, My Little Pony toys and Dazzling don't know what toys and made them create lots of noise. HAHAHAHA. I'm so evil. Then we didn't go to the Japanese Buffet restaurant cause it was closed until dinner. Quite stupid. All the jap restaurants were the same. So we went to Just Noodles instead. The plan to surprise her worked quite well until Yihua's head pop up and Yanling saw. So it was like, she knew something was going on. Boo. Then we ate and talked. Free flow of drinks and ice-cream. Although we were all super full. Then we went to Heeren where i got two pairs of slippers! I got the exact Havaianas (cause i couldn't make up my mind) and a nice pair from Ripcurl. Yay! I like i love. Then Xiang couldn't wait and went off to Far East. While walking to Far East, the rest had to go home cause it was going to be 6. So they left and Yanling and i went to Far East for 30 min? Then i left to meet church people at 7 at Takashimaya SC while she went to the MRT to go to Jurong Point.

Seoul Garden Dinner
People present: Aika, Chang Shuo, Charmaine, Dennis, Dickson, Hanniel, Jay, Ming, Ryan, Shan, Shekinah, Shine, Ter, Wenny, Xiu, Yufei
Everybody's late. I think punctuality doesn't exist in Gospeliters' Dictionary. We should always tell them something one hour before the actual time. Then maybe they'll arrive ON time. Seriously. So we ate and camwhored and ate and camwhored some more and talked nonsense and did rubbish things. Hahaha. After about 3 hours of merry-eating, we left. We even sang Happy Birthday for some random group of people. Then we stoned outside Ngee Ann City (of which Wenny can't pronounce the Chinese name =p) and did more crazy stuff. And we finally went back. Aika and Xiu were being high and crazy about being lions. Hmm. And Dickson was oh-so-kind to wait for 963 with me. Where we talked more rubbish :D

♥

22 Jan 09, 00:02

bernice: whoa, nice skin! ;D
Charmaine: Hahaha! I know. That's why i put what. I like too!

21 Jan 09, 22:34

cass: I ABSOLUTELY LOVE SHAKESPEARE
Charmaine: THE LINES ARE WAYYYYYY ROMANTIC! :)

20 Jan 09, 00:50

Rainbow: TAGGEDDDDDD.
Charmaine: OKAYYYYYYYYY! You unfeeling little girl!

19 Jan 09, 22:55

shan: nice skin hahahaha, about time man!
Charmaine: I KNOW! I couldn't decide on what to change it to. hahaha. So something drastic!

Watch out for stars tonight :)

Lazy.

2009-01-19T14:19:00.002+08:00

Laziness is the reason why i haven't been online or posting. Hahaha. I'm so lazy to even on the comp! And my mum has been using it to watch her korean dramas (of which she can watch the same thing 7 times. seriously, how are we related? IDK!). So yeah. Been extremely slothful to blog or whatever. Heh! I see that i'm blogging like, once a week. HAHAHAH! Whatever. Read and enjoy! WAHAHAHAH.

Last Sunday and this Sunday we had captain's ball. Fun joy and laughter! And there were lots of people here today. I'm lazy to type everything out. Hahahah. Just join us and you'll know what i mean!

Saturday was Christmas Appreciation Dinner. I'm completely embarrassed now! Hahahah. But i do somehow miss Christmas. It was a good time. More fun joy and laughter!

I'm sure i did other stuff in the week. OH RIGHT. Sec school chalet. I stayed over. And didn't sleep. Played Big Two and Mahjong the entire time. 3 am walked to E!Hub to eat breakfast @ macs which starts at 4. Then walked back. By the time we stoned and played some more mahjong, it was morning already. I was DYING. Eyebags just grew eyebags man. Then i just died on the sofa at around 8 plus or something. The way home was long and TREACHEROUS. Well, maybe not treacherous but i was dead tired so i had trouble opening eyes. Jerking awake every now and then thinking you've missed your stop is HORRIBLE. And we just discussed tons of school stuff and all that rubbish during the course of the chalet. How stupid right. Lol. That's what you get when you have a chalet after the release of results. Of which i must remember to collect money from all the girls in the class. The beach was cooling and nice though. A must to go at the wee hours of the morning to just enjoy. Hahahah.

I'm soooooooooooooooooo incredibly lazy to blog and update. OHOH. I broke my Havaianas. BOOO. Stupid slippers. Jay! Please remember to bring them for me. And well, i need to get new and more slippers. I wonder if they're cheaper in Malaysia. Then i can get Giolo to buy for me. Wahaha! I shall go on the Hav's web and find what i like. Yayness. CNY's coming. Money money money!

"I fell in love when i first saw you, and you smiled because you knew." - Shakespeare

Week Review.

2009-01-10T16:47:00.002+08:00

Okay. It's Saturday already. The week just BLEW/FLY/(whatever other word that means time goes really quickly) past. Hahaha. It's been a good week thus far. I shall start by what happened on Tuesday and continue on from there.

Tuesday 6th Jan 09
I woke up at 8 plus and met Jenna and Beishan at JE mrt. I was ON TIME. Hahaha. And they thought Kasturi will be earlier than me. NO LUCK MAN. That woman was LATE! And she is INSANE i tell you. She wore NEW HEELS for a CHALET! White ones at that. Heels need to be seasoned before you start growing blisters after walking too long. At least the first 3 times. Crazy girl. And they're super high heels. She's already so tall. Skinnier. And hotter. Hahaha. Looked very much different from my memory of her. I misssssssssssssss 6A to bits. Anyway, we just yakked and talked all the way for the don't-know-how-many-mrt-stops ride from JE to Tampines. Crazy right. Then we went to NTUC to buy frozen satay and some jap satay thing which i temporarily forgot the name. Nevermind. Then we took 29 to the Govt Chalets stop. Nick said it was a REALLYREALLY long bus ride. But it didn't seem so long. Maybe because we were talking non-stop. Like usual. Hahaha. The guys were so kind. Not all though. But some waited at the bus stop for us. So gentlemanly. Why didn't i see any of such gentleman-ness when we were schooling together? It's so unfair. Lol. Then the other guys who were not so gentlemanly, went to cycle and some stayed to play Xbox and all. Jenna was peeling the prawns so we had shell-less prawns for the barbecue. Yay! Hahahah. I sticked them okay. Hahaha. Well, i helped her do it. But while she was shelling the prawns, Beibei, Kasturi and i were playing Big Two/Daidi over and OVER again. Guokai couldn't take it after a while since Ryan was hogging the Xbox with Zhiyang, he came over and taught us how to play Bridge. So i finally know how to play Bridge! Hahaha. But he was a VERYVERY impatient teacher. Justin said he was a good teacher though. Beibei and Nick helped to teach Kasturi and i too. Hahaha. After that, Beibei and i won the bet again Guokai through Bridge. So we got a chance to play the Xbox game. MAN. We screamed like mad and the guys too. We were all so high. Screaming and playing. Jenna, Keith and i were singing along to Korean songs later on too. Hahahah. Fun fun fun! Then those from cycling came back. We decided to go to Changi Beach. So we stopped the Xbox games and went to the beach. Some of them cycled, some of us walked. And talked. Hahaha. Typical 6A. We can never shut up. Then we did random things on the beach. Played with the 3 girls for a bit. Then talked to Yan Han and Kurtz. Fascinating stuff man. Hahaha. Then took incomplete class photos. Lol. Justin's mum is THE best. We started our barbecue fire later than other people but ours was so strong in less than 20 minutes! She's the bomb. She didn't even need any help! And we even went to the playground to chill a little. But i went back to help. And the rest followed. Jenna, Yan Han, Kurtz and i were like, the first few to eat the stingray. Yum yum! It was so tender and delicious! Hahaha. After that, people just automatically put the food on our table. HAHAHA. And we didn't inform the guys upstairs about the barbecue which had already started. Hahaha. Only when they smelt the food later, had they realise that it has already started. Without them that is. Hahaha. It was good to bond over food. And Kurtz Chua, i am NOT your best friend and i DON'T remember any times we shared. Stop saying that so that you can steal my food. Lol. Otah was good. Justin's mum should have a BBQ catering company. Hahaha. After the BBQ, and stoning, and the guys camwhoring with my phone (of which the twit photos are up on Facebook with their faces being tagged), we walked down to get drinks and stuff. Ash bought the Peach flavoured Barcardi Breezer. We shared. But it tasted awfully bitter because the Red Bull Zhiyang bought was SO sweet. Then we walked back to chalet. Funny stuff happened along the way. Zhiyi's really nice dad sent Jenna, Ash, Keith, Kai Ler, Heng jing and myself home. The car ride was SO long. We talked a lot. But i really felt like puking. And with Jenna being carsick, it's not exactly a safe ride considering she might puke any second. LOL. I kept hiding Ash's glasses and i could tell he wanted to murder me. Hahaha. Reached home at 11pm. Good time of fellowship!
I've been in so many classes and all of them were great. But the best of the all, is still 6A. I love the 4 years we all had together. I love the bond we share. I love how close we can get even if we met after so long. I love how we can just crap and talk nonsense the whole day. Being with 6A, let's me be myself. Let's me become 12 again. Let's me be kaypoh and irritating. Hahaha. I love 6A totally.

Wednesday 7th Jan 09
I wanted to go back with the rest to the chalet. But my mum didn't allow. So i was pretty sulky. But i had to get over it and prepare myself because there was the Navigator's course starting that night. It was a good course. I was the earliest! And the youngest too. LOL. But i like taking notes. I like making it really colourful too. Hahaha. Makes it interesting to study and read! But the course really taught me things. I like it! Looking forward to the next lesson! And happy birthday Bernice!

Thursday 8th Jan 09
Went back to Nan Hua with April. I miss the cheap canteen food like crap! And all the teachers. Just talking to them makes me so nostalgic! Photos are all up on Facebook too. Hahaha. And it's my 5th time listening to the oh-so-boring assembly talk about EAGLES award and CCA stuff. Boring things. Was sitting with the teachers while the assembly was going on. Hahaha. Mr Eric Tan didn't allow me to mark his students' work. So unfair. But we had a lot of fun talking to Miss Sathi. She gave us Premium chewing gum yo. Hahaha. From Japan! Hahaha. The other teachers were very nice too. All reminding us to come back in proper uniform for the collection of results on Monday. Judith and Jieying came for a while then left to go to Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Open House. I really miss school after going back!

Friday 9th Jan 09
Supposedly to meet Luzerne for lunch at Subway. But his orientation thing was pushed forward to 1pm (of which it started at 2:30pm actually). Hahaha. So i had lunch with my mum instead. Then met Lynnshan and Aika at Causeway Point for Bedtime Stories because the other places around didn't have the timings. We had dinner at Long John's Silver and talked a bit. Then went back to Bt Batok to take bus because the straight bus from Woodlands was gonna take forever. Met Luzerne and we took 852 to church. Where we were still late because of the traffic jam. Hahaha. But service was good. And Jiahao, i still like the 2nd design better! Hahaha. Taught Andrea some Primary 6 maths. MAN. It was a star question and it was easy peasy. I really miss Primary school. Hahahaha.

Anyway. That's all. I'm not doing anything today. Tomorrow might be soccer with Nerissa at 3pm and then captain's ball at Bt Panjang. That remains to be seen. Haven't asked my mum yet. Hahaha. Ah well. Results on Monday. My stomach is having this queasy feeling. Blah. I must do well. It's not an option anymore. God will help me through this. I know He will.

My condo is having a party for CNY. And they're playing Baby Hit me one more time by Britney Spears. LOL!!!

Btw. Have a safe trip Xiu, Jay, Wenny and Weiming! Have fun in Japan :) Sayonara!

♥

10 Jan 09, 14:52

matt: shes talking about the brezers lah! haha. But still! keep off that stuff! its no good! =p
Charmaine: Hahaha. Okayokay. But it's nice!

9 Jan 09, 12:07

hugsandbuses: HI, HUGSANDBUSES HAS REVAMPED! PLEASE CHECK OUT OUR NEW COLLECTIONS SUCH AS RAINBOW BANGLES, GEMSTONE EARRINGS ETC, YOU CAN EVEN BUY THINGS FROM OUR OLD COLLECTIONS LIKE VINTAGE RINGS/LEGO RINGS ETC!

7 Jan 09, 14:31

jiahao: barcadi is 40% la!
Charmaine: EH. THAT'S THE BIG ONE LA. I'M DRINKING BREEZERS!

6 Jan 09, 17:54

Giolo: be happy that your O lvls is over and you got no school lah haha, your making me feel jelous haha
Charmaine: I am happy it's over. Now it's the results and the waiting for it that's killing me. hahahah. Jealous for what! It's really boring. You'll understand what i mean.

6 Jan 09, 02:02

shan: You watched Ice Princess? Tsk, copy meee Mine can't play for some kuku reason!
Charmaine: Hahaha. TOO BAD. I WATCHED IT ALREADY! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! Then when you watch it, you're copying me!

6 Jan 09, 00:00

bina: wheee
Charmaine: WOOOOO!

5 Jan 09, 17:21

LuzLuz: hahah! im reading. and i wouldnt mind trading places with u you know
Charmaine: Reading reading reading. Always reading. But don't know what you are reading. LOL. You will have your chance. Trust me.

5 Jan 09, 16:22

cass: HAHAHA YOU CAN ALWAYS COME FOR NP'S OPEN HOUSE AND SEE MY FACE! i'm helping out on thurs, pop by to see my beautiful face? i wanna buy a new bag! and new bottoms. ):
Charmaine: HAHAHA. THEN DON'T WANT. LATER MY EYES ROT AND POP OUT OF THEIR SOCKETS! Hahahaha. Kidding. I was in my old school on thurs! And i want got a new bag already! Hahahahahah.

Don't let your mind go awandering
Awandering on sinful things
Don't let your mind go awandering
Concentrate on Godly things

When Satan tempts you with a word or thought you know it's wrong
Replace with some thoughts of God
Or a scripture or a song

Don't le your mind go awandering
Concentrate on Godly things!

I don't really remember the lyrics. So i might be a bit wrong here and there! :p

BORING.

2009-01-05T14:08:00.002+08:00

Staying at home has NEVER been so BORING. Really. I really miss school now. Drats. This is so annoying. When you have school, you hate school. When school ENDS, then you miss school like crazy. ANNOYING! I want to go back to school NOW. Especially since i have the nice new backpack. Hahaha. It's rotting at home. I don't like rotting backpacks. I want to get out and use it! I can't WAIT for school to start. And the results. Don't have a CLUE about when it's EVER gonna come out. All they say is early January. Early your head. Not even a proper date. Stupid MOE. Why start the stupid plan THIS YEAR? We're FOREVER the guinea pig year. Like the change of syllabus in the Sciences AND Additional Mathematics. Idiot idiot idiot. I have to go practice some maths too. Because i think, everything is CLEANED out from my brain.
My stupid Tablet always doesn't have enough space. And the stupid Sims 2 REFUSES to be deleted and REMOVED for some stupid unknown reason. AHHHH! STUPID STUPID STUPID. That stupid lousy game that lags the whole time and every movement affects so many things. STUPID. I want a new computer. Blah. I'll ask my brother to help me get rid of that annoying programme.
I need new pair of heels. For going out, for weddings, for whatever! Bought a pair of ballet flats yesterday. Finally. After looking for a nice pair for a gazillion years? Yeah. Now i desperately need heels. For, so many reasons!
I watched Ice Princess yesterday. Ice-skating shows ALWAYS make me feel like going for figure skating. But it's a tad too late. Plus, i have tons of other commitments at hand. Oh well. It still looks great.
Today is 6A chalet. Well, the first day technically. But i'm not going. So far, only the guys are staying. So no way man. I'm not gonna put myself in danger. I'm tempted to buy Barcardi for tomorrow. Only Barcardi cause it's only 4% alcohol, and Nick didn't want us to bring alcohol at all. I'm prepared to beg and whine so i can bring it. But then again, buying would be an issue since I CUT MY HAIR NOW and i apparently look like: 12 yrs old (Lynnshan), a small girl (Oliver) and very much younger (everybody else). So, that's kind of annoying too. Irritating. Ah well. And Estella might not go tomorrow. HORRORS! Bestestestestest friend in the whole wide world. Unable to go! *My world crashes* Okay. That's a bit drama mama. But whatever. Still! I think i'll enjoy the chalet. What's better than meeting up with all the old folks from 6A? Nothing is better. I love them all to bits really. And we're one freaking bonded class. So yup. We should have a cohort meeting some day. Hahaha. How cool would that be.
Okay. I gotta stop my rants here. I shall go watch some lame movie or just Facebook for the next few hours. How BORING. Although i'll just miss the whole, sleep at 3am and wake up at 1pm kinda thing.

♥

4 Jan 09, 12:40

ALETHEA: HI CHARMAINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO YOU MISS ASSEMBLY!!!! HAHAHAHAA I MISS HURLING INSULTS AT THE ER I-AM-FROM-CHINA EMCEES!!!!! (:
Charmaine: HELLO ALETHEA!!! AND YES!!! I MISS ASSEMBLY TONS BECAUSE WE CAN MAKE FUN OF STUPID PEOPLE!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

2 Jan 09, 21:04

jemimah: i have your xmas card!
Charmaine: Ah! Really. Then how to pass!

1 Jan 09, 21:43

April: its one experience you wont have again :@ pooooo i love you tooo <3
Charmaine: Nonsense. You wish you could have another experience with me. Hahaha. I love you and see you on Thursday! Can't wait to crash school. Edmund says we can go back in home clothes. But when collecting results, need to wear school uniform.

1 Jan 09, 01:13

GLENDA: HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRR;DD
Charmaine: HAPPY NEW YEAR BACK!

1 Jan 09, 01:02

Jiawennn <3': ILOVEYOUMUMMY <3
Charmaine: ILOVEYOUDAUGHTER!

31 Dec 08, 16:24

cheryl: you'll be fine sis.
Charmaine: Thanks :)

31 Dec 08, 11:33

jessica: link me yea?
Charmaine: Yup! Linked.

It's not about what you want for yourself, but what He wants for you.

Shopping is such a joy.

2009-01-03T21:12:00.001+08:00

I BOUGHT EVERYTHING ON MY SHOPPING LIST TODAY. Well, i made the list today aiming to fulfill it and i did! A new skirt, new watch, new belt and a new backpack for school! Can't wait till school starts. Staying at home is UTTERLY boring beyond description.
And i cut my hair today. It doesn't suck. But, i like my long hair better. Crap oh crap.
I shall go listen to Love Story by Taylor Swift to make me feel better. And pray that my hair grows longer too. Yup.

Love Story - Taylor Swift
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
And I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

New favourite song yo.

It's just another new year.

2009-01-01T17:51:00.002+08:00

I don't get the hype about 2009. Cause to me, it's just another year. Although 2008 isn't the best year for me, i really enjoyed it a lot. Somehow or rather. I did a monthly review thing last year. This year, it'll just be the highlights i guess.

Class bonding with 410
I love 410. Like super a lot. Always thought we were a whole bunch of misfits place together in this crazy class where everybody's personalities were so different. But surprisingly, we really came together this year as a real class. And i love you guys. I seriously think i'll miss all of you and all the crazy stuff we did as class or the internal class jokes we had. Hahaha. I love 410 from the depths of my heart to the bottom of my soul! It's been really great to be a class with you people. And sports day. Man we gave our all. Class effort really. Love love love 410!

Trashgang + The Lips
When you put eeyorhs and lips together, you get trash gang! Hahaha. I love all the other 9 of you okay. Hahaha. All the times spent. Although we dont have a lot of outings this year, i still love trash like a lot!

O levels
This really sucked. A whole lot. Lost freedom and everything. But it's finally over and i can't believe it. From talking about it, to finishing it. It's been a crazy journey. But thank God for seeing me through this period of time. Really learnt how to depend on Him.

Prom
It was a blast! Camwhoring is the best thing ever. And staying in the room with Amanda, Qishan and April is fun yo. Sleeping with April. Now that's an experience i don't want to have again. HAHAHA. Kidding. I STILL LOVE YOU APRIL KOH PEIPEI. Hahaha. But i liked Prom. And dressing up and all was delightfully fun. Hahaha.

Uth Camp
It was a good camp. Overall. Yup. Bonded with more people and everything. Yeah. It was a good time spiritually as well. Hahaha.

Sportlight
It was great knowing so many people. Hahahah. And i've blogged about this before. Hahaha. So yup.

Christmas Musical 2008
Thank God for musical. Like, a good time of practicing and rehearsing. Through this also got to know new people and just make friends and all. It's a good time overall. Yup.

Church Pals
Thanks for always putting up with me and my nonsense. Hahaha. You guys rock like, woah! :)

I don't know what to say about the past year. It was just a good time and it's tough to put so much events and everything into just one post and all. So yeah. This is about all that really happened in the year. Yup. That's all for now. I need to go bathe. Hahaha. I stink a whole lot.

New Year's Eve

2008-12-31T09:09:00.003+08:00

Yup. So today is New Year's Eve already. Which means school is starting this Friday for well, other normal poor students! How depressing. Results are coming out in about 2 weeks' time. I'm quite worried to some extent though. Like i wouldn't do well or whatsoever. I don't know. Deciding between JC and Poly would be yet another tough choice. Hahaha. But I'll be praying about it and leaving it all up to God to decide for me what is best. Because, He knows what's best. Duh! Hahaha.
I'm addicted to Love Story by Taylor Swift. I like i love! It's so nice. In fact, i like most of her songs because the lyrics are really meaningful and awfully sweet. Hahaha. Oh well. But this is just another random fact about me for now.
Xiang and Kristel are coming over to my house now. And after we slack and do nothing for a couple of hours to wait for Kat's ballet lessons to be over, we'll go to her house and watch Disney Movies all the way. I promised them i'd got for this Lips outing. If not, i would have plans to go to Alyssa's house. But it's okay with me either way. I'll get to have lots of fun both ways. Hahaha. Guranteed.
I did absolutely nothing yesterday. Except upload photos and tag them on Facebook. Doing that would mean that i was horribly and extremely bored. I woke up around 1 plus yesterday? HAHAH. In the afternoon that is. And then just stoned and msn-ed and did nothing until i went to bed.
OKAY. I'M LIKE, STONING WHILE WAITING FOR THEM TO COME. I shall just go take all the SportLight pictures then. I don't know why i ALWAYS procrastinate. Annoying. New year resolution: PROCRASTINATE LESS!

♥

30 Dec 08, 20:40

henrietta: link

30 Dec 08, 20:40

henrietta: lin

30 Dec 08, 20:40

henrietta: you also nv lik me
Charmaine: LINKED ALREADY. HAH! Now go link me. Hahaha.

29 Dec 08, 23:24

jessica: chill charm. love you always. tc.
Charmaine: I'm chill yo! Hahaha. ILY TOO!

29 Dec 08, 17:34

Jay: : ) love ya girl
Charmaine: :D

28 Dec 08, 23:45

your kissing partner: link yea??
Charmaine: LINKED ALREADY. So did you go to Ubin in the end?

27 Dec 08, 21:11

bina: wah i havent seen you in a long time yoyoyo
Charmaine: You just saw me two days ago! I bet you miss me like crazy now right? HAHAHA.

25 Dec 08, 00:26

Jonyuen: Link me cheerfuljoker.bs.com
Charmaine: LINKED LINKED LINKED!

24 Dec 08, 00:29

giolo: yea thanks for cheering haha im getting teo irritated by jon jon alrdy haha, that guy is a walking trashcan man haha i say that cos he is full of funny crap haha
Charmaine: You're welcome! Hahaha. He is cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

23 Dec 08, 23:20

wanxin: oh ya! our cup noodle trophy. we could have gotten first though, but due to our sportmanship behaviour, we let them win. HAHAHA
Charmaine: OH RIGHT. The trophy. Sorry lah. No money now. HAHAHA. Yeah! I know you guys would definitely win cause you guys are always so RANDOM! But i love you all nonetheless!

23 Dec 08, 20:39

bernice: oh oops. sorry. ignore the last 3 words or so. no idea where they appeared from. hmm.

23 Dec 08, 20:39

bernice: poor luzerne. ;D i still feel kinda bad for laughint at him for so long, haha.ot much worth watching)
Charmaine: Hahaha. I feel bad too. But i mean, you can't help it right? Natural human reaction. HAHAHAH. If it happened to anyone else, I'd have a good time laughing too. Heh!

23 Dec 08, 19:45

Jon-luz: Link me hisloveiseverlastingg.bs.com

23 Dec 08, 19:44

Jon-luz: Link

23 Dec 08, 19:42

Jon-luz: I'm not irratating or gay!!!!!!!!!! Nnn
Charmaine: YES. I AGREE. And I linked. Hahaha.

23 Dec 08, 18:29

karine: Charmaine! I wanted the green one Hahahah anyway glad you enjoyed ROD
Charmaine: Hahaha! Too bad! I got the green one. The frog is MINE! Hahaha. I'm glad you guys planned such a fun one :)

23 Dec 08, 09:49

LuzLuz: oh turn a blind eye lah! hahha. and please lah, jon yuen is just pure irritating and maybe gay! lol
Charmaine: I can't. It was absolutely pure entertainment! HAHAHAH. I'm sorry that it's at your expense but whatever right? HAHAHA! Jon Yuen is cute okay. Hahaha. Stop bullying him!

23 Dec 08, 04:05

Jiawen: link me yeah ?
Charmaine: Will do! Hahah. Love ya girl.

23 Dec 08, 00:52

Jay: what soocer is boring??? the few interesting matches were the ones i played right? haha. anyway you wanna watch twilight on fri??
Charmaine: I watched Twilight already! Although Robert Pattinson isn't my Edward, he behaves like how i dreamt Edward would be! Hahaha. It was so cool! We-ell, your matches were alright. HAHAHA.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess :)

It's over.

2008-12-28T10:37:00.001+08:00

So the musical is over. Finally. After so much rushing and everything, it's finally over. Hahaha. Months of practice and hours of stoning. It all boiled down to 24th Dec 8pm and 25th Dec 11am. Thanks for coming all of you who came. And Jeremy, post the photos up on Facebook. I'll get them from there. It was a great time to just serve God in this way. And remembering how every role is important in their own way, really helped me to get into character. Ellery said i was getting too comfortable in my role. So i was like, i need to add in some characteristics unique to my character and all. But really thank God for everybody involved. It was a great performance for both the timeslots.

Okay. Enough is enough.
I'm tired of getting teased. Please people. Get a life. Really. A guy and a girl can freaking have a platonic friendship okay. I do NOT like Luzerne Cheng or any other fella out there now. OKAY? Okay. And i'm NOT the one who posted on Luzerne's blog for some stupid Christmas thing. It's some random girl from his school. NOT ME. Seriously people. Just because we're close doesn't mean anything okay? I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF THIS. Damn it. So annoying. Go tease someone else or find something else better to do. EVERYBODY NEEDS A FREAKING LIFE. LUZERNE, CAN YOU PLEASE JUST CHANGE YOUR PASSWORD? I DON'T WANT TO BE ACCUSED OF ANYTHING ANYMORE. SO TIRED OF EXPLAINING AGAIN AND AGAIN. AND GETTING SO RILED UP BECAUSE I HATE BEING ACCUSED. I DON'T LIKE HIM. GET THIS IN YOUR HEADS PEOPLE. Go stalk some other people. BLAH. AND WHEN SOME GIRL TAGS AS CHARMAINE, IT'S NOT ME. I TAG AS PRETTIER CHARMAINE OR CHARMAINENG. OKAY?
Ah crap. I'm pms-ing.
BAD MOOD NOW. LEAVE ME ALONE.

Sportlight + Sunday Practice

2008-12-22T23:59:00.002+08:00

Let's do this orderly now shall we? Hahaha.
1. Sportlight
2. Sunday Prac
3. Lynnshan's skirt
4. Luzerne's really unfortunate accident
5. Council ROD/ORD

Sportlight 19 - 21 Dec 2008
I wasn't supposed to help. But i decided that since i was free, i might as well help out. So i did. For Netball and was the AWESOME team manager of Wanxin's team, RANDOM! Of which i love to bits now. Any case! Went to Sportlight. I SWEAR I'M SO BLACK NOW. And stupid Chunxian who saw me today said i look like an indian. Okay. Back to Sportlight. So i went there and i just talked to my team. And rattled on and on. And Qiuying just kept laughing at me. She said i was funny. HAHAHA. And we all just bonded over the 3 days. Although during most matches and stuff i'm at the soccer field accompanying Nerissa due to my kind and wonderful heart. I even helped her wrote score. Anyway! I love Random and all the random people it. It was great just meeting new people and now, having great friends. Plus, the late night soccer training by Oliver was super fun. Including the last night captain's ball where i knew the floorballers. They are just so nice! I like them lots. Back to the team. They lost only one match which was to the Deyi people and they were super upset. But they still got 2nd! Awesome job well done. I promised cup noodle trophy. Ah well. I love my team. Thank God for the amazing weather. Whenever it looked threatening, i quickly prayed and the rain clouds would just spread away. So it was like, woah. God answers prayers just like that. Amazing. Soccer was boring usually with only a few rather interesting matches. Aunty Helen is the Number One Soccer Mum. Honestly. The way she screams for Luzerne, shocked me. Hahaha. I SCREAMED AND SHOUTED FOR GIOLO. Because he wanted me to. LOL. So Giolo, i did turn a blind eye to the sms after all. But i was kind enough to cheer for both. This camp was good for another reason because i managed to talk to Baoyue and Lynnshan. I love talking. It's really fun. Hahaha. And i really do like getting to know people better! Sportlight was just, a whole new experience for me because well, i'm not particularly sporty unless you count shopping a sport. But yeah. It was a good camp. I had fun. And thank God for my mum who agreed to let me stay on the 2nd night! Hahaha. Good camp!

Sunday practice
It was alright. First full dress. I looked like a ghost. But that's stage make-up for you. Ah well. I was stoning half the time. Lol. But it was a good practice basically. Ellery's girlfriend, Sharon, really helped us get into our roles. It was so fun! She's really nice. I have blue hair extensions. Clip on. Super cute. I have to paint my nails blue by tomorrow. Oh bother. Base coat, two coats of colour and top coat. Before that still must trim, file and buff. Troublesome. Hahaha. But i shall sacrifice my time! We took forever to decide on what to eat. In the end, Nasi Lemak from Adams won me over to eat in church. Hahaha.

Lynnshan's Skirt
IT WAS SUPER FUNNY. HER STRINGS BROKE AND THEN, HER WHOLE SKIRT JUST SLIPPED DOWN AND SAGGED. HAHAHAHA. I KEPT THINKING IT'LL FALL OFF BUT CRAP IT DIDN'T. I TOLD HER TO MAKE ELASTICS AND SHE'S LAZY. Nonetheless, i had a good laugh about it. But what happened later, was even more hilarious. Really.

Luzerne's really unfortunate accident
This was extremely funny. I'm sorry i was so slow but i really thought it was constipation. Seriously. He was just squatting down there. HOW COULD I HAVE KNOWN WHAT DID JON YUEN DID?! But thank you Jon Yuen. For providing me with entertainment for the whole night and the whole trip home. It was, beyond hilarious. And Bernice, i totally agree. I never imagined myself having such an enjoyable time laughing at people's pain! And having such a conversation. But man. I laughed so hard my tummy ached. I thought i was going to have 6 packs from laughing. And the jokes we made. Funny! I think Jon Yuen is really numb after getting hit so many times cause he said it wasn't so painful. LOL! No wonder he's turning to Fatimah and calling people Honey! So please Luzerne. Don't seek revenge. There wouldn't be anything left afterwards. Really. HAHAHA. And he'll really become Fatimah. No way man. I like Jon Yuen. He's cute and irritating.

Council ROD/ORD
I finally know what does ROD and ORD mean. Same thing actually. But ROD is Retirement Of Duty whereas ORD is Official Retirement Day. Nonetheless, that just means i'm old and out of Council. It was a good time talking and joking around about Yijun and his lovelife during Council Chalet. Siewkiang and Kiathoon are super funny actresses-in-the-making. Hahaha. It was good fun. Although i left early for my mask at Jo En's house. Hahaha. But i like the frog finger puppet thing and all the tons of sweeeeeeeeeets! Hahaha. Even though i didn't play games, i enjoyed talking. Hahaha. Thanks ROD Committee for planning it anyway!

After that was just facial at Jo En's house. Fun and funny. Hahaha. Oh oh. And i conference call with Lynnshan and Luzerne yesterday for about 2 hours. Although all in all i talked to Shan for about three. It was all good fun and mainly just crapping and everything. And Luzerne just listened in without contributing much due to the fact he was watching a match of which he screamed Goal in my ear. But it was nice. Talking. LOL! Oh oh! I'm really busy throughout the week. Practice tomorrow at UCC. Musical on Wed and Thurs. Post-Christmas shopping with Xiu and Baoyue on Friday and then stayover. Vibe on Saturday. I really need to sleep now. LOL!

One last thing, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HENRIETTA! ILY<3>
♥

22 Dec 08, 01:59

shan: it was fun conferencing; rather interesting too (: iloveyou!
Charmaine: I know. It was funny. But he was just listening most of the time. LOL. I love you too! Stayover!!!!! Swimming!!!

21 Dec 08, 21:00

JIAWEN: thanks for everything mummy ! good luck for musical !
Charmaine: You're welcome and thanks! I wished we talked more :)

21 Dec 08, 17:08

Rainbow: Chatmaine. Miss yaa. You miss me too, right?! LOL!
Charmaine: YES DEAR. I MISS YOU. BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO MISS ME SO MUCH TO MISPELL MY NAME!

20 Dec 08, 21:50

cass: hello.
Charmaine: HELLOOOOOOOOOOS! Choose flattering photo of moi okay.

19 Dec 08, 12:20

bernice: (we really shouldn't procrastinate so much though. the 4 hours on christmas eve between rehearsals and the actual musical would be a good time except baoyue wouldn't be there/ hmm.)

19 Dec 08, 12:18

bernice: hahaa. we didnt really get to do hsm, but the first night singing easter/christmas songs did bring back lotsa interesting memories! haha.
Charmaine: We shall we shall! We shall share our love of HSM with Giolo. Because he actually hates HSM. Hahaha. It was fun singing easter/christmas songs but i couldn't sing because my throat hurt like CRAP. Which was blah. Oh well. Another time!

17 Dec 08, 16:48

giolo: eh, link me www.gararc.blogspot.com
Charmaine: Linked! I'm efficient eh.

17 Dec 08, 15:18

LuzLuz: tag ready lah!!!:D
Charmaine: Wahlau. What kind of tag is this?!

17 Dec 08, 14:41

alyssa: the princess is gracing your tagboard with her pressence. <3>

Talking is goooooooood!

Tag Replies

2008-12-17T12:34:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry i have been extremely tardy in my tag replies. Hahaha. I've been lazy beyond words. Heh. So i shall get it done now. Hahaha.

15 Dec 08, 21:16

giolo: helo.....
Charmaine: Hello! Hahaha.

15 Dec 08, 13:06

JIAWEN: MUMMY ! (: thank God for you ! ily <3>

14 Dec 08, 18:46

Wenny: YAY! . you did write about me. haha.
Charmaine: Of course. I keep to my promises okay. Hahaha. I want my chicken in a biscuit!

14 Dec 08, 17:53

henrietta: thank you we're good cousins
Charmaine: Of course we are ;)

13 Dec 08, 21:00

hanniel: yo!!peace out!! \_/
Charmaine: Hahaha. You're so random! But i thank God for you always being so funny and everything!

13 Dec 08, 20:14

jessica: helloo. my crazy friend. thank God for you. love ya!
Charmaine: Hahaha. I assume crazy to be a compliment okay. Hahaha. Thank God for you being so young, and yet serving in all ways that you can! I LOVE YOU TOO!

13 Dec 08, 19:08

aika: I LOVE YOU TOO!!!
Charmaine: Much love right back. Hahaha.

13 Dec 08, 13:44

shan: Queen! (: I had an awesome time with you; you've been a blessing! Love ya!
Charmaine: Everyone has an awesome time with moi. Hahaha. You've been a blessing too dear. Lovelovelove!

13 Dec 08, 01:31

dan: hey sry about the cheers la.. i did try ok but somehow doesnt stick. thanks for thinking of the cheers n writing them down, n patiently working with me in camp!
Charmaine: It's cool. Hahaha. I was just feeling, complainish. Hahaha. Thank God for you serving too!

13 Dec 08, 01:00

bernice: heyhey! i thank God for you too(: really had a good time in this camp, getting to know you a little bit better. we have to do our high-ing sometime soon. thanks for being so free with our hugs!
Charmaine: Yeah! WE MUST HIGH! SPORTLIGHT IS COMING RIGHT UP! LET'S NOT WASTE ANYMORE TIME! AND HUGS ARE GOOOOOOOOOOOD! :)

12 Dec 08, 15:34

jingying: HELLO CHARMAINE!
Charmaine: HELLO JINGYING. HAHAHAH.

7 Dec 08, 22:30

Rainbow: CHARMAAAAAINE!
Charmaine: RAINBOOOOOW! Hahahah.

7 Dec 08, 04:20

henrietta: charm,kill samantha if you want

7 Dec 08, 04:19

henrietta: wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

7 Dec 08, 04:19

henrietta: PS THIS IS NT SPAM ; THIS IS YOU LOVE HENRIETTA
Charmaine: That is a spam and i will kill samantha.

7 Dec 08, 04:18

SAMANTHA!: dumb!

7 Dec 08, 04:18

SAMANTHA!: dum*&

7 Dec 08, 04:18

SAMANTHA!: henrietta is dum=
Charmaine: That i will agree. That she iis dumbdumb yo! HAHAHA. But you're not much better sam.

7 Dec 08, 04:18

henrietta & SAMANTHA!: Yo! you love us ALOT ALOT ALOT uh huh! like never before. youre going to protect me we love you just the way you are wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Charmaine: Okay okay. Thanks dears. HAHAH.

7 Dec 08, 04:13

henrietta: ) ahh dummy i want a camera too but i want it PURPLE.hahah must save money first ):
Charmaine: Since when did cameras come in purple? LOL.

6 Dec 08, 02:48

shan: Boo, I love you (:
Charmaine: AHH! I love you right back. HAHAHA.

29 Nov 08, 22:39

Qiuting: Hey Sweet, do drop by sometimes =)
Charmaine: Okay! Btw, you are?

26 Nov 08, 15:32

jiaxin: junsu bina's. Yoosu mine

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: :O

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: NVM

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: OK LA SO CHIO

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: SIA

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: POST

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: YOU

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: WHY

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: SO UGLY

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: EEEEE

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: CHARMAINE SUCKS

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: ACOINAONCA

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: CAOIJAMCOA

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: IABANCA

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW UNGLAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

26 Nov 08, 14:35

jiaxin: OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
Charmaine: Pretty la. Sexy until no end can. Hahaha. My korean craze is fading! Hahaha. OH NO!

26 Nov 08, 08:59

jo: anti social?!
Charmaine: In jonathan lim's words, YES. LOL!

26 Nov 08, 01:49

bina: WGM!

26 Nov 08, 01:49

bina: he is cute and he is mine
Charmaine: What is WGM? LOL.

IMCA! (I miss camp already!)

2008-12-12T14:13:00.003+08:00

Hahaha. And truly, i am already missing camp. This is totally unexpected. Because i mean, most of us had the same thinking. Man! Consecration. Sounds boring. But i guess it's at that point that we realised we're all pretty much wrong. I came to camp pretty much prepared, or so i thought i was, and had all these cheers and everything. But being true to our group name, my group was awfully PEACEFUL. Like, all just, stone, watch the rest play games, win or lose, whatever. LOL. And i couldn't believe that atmosphere. Until Cheryl was like, "Once you've been to 4 or 5 years of Uth Camps, games don't really matter." It was from then that i realised, just having fun in the game was more important and that games and winning, weren't the major parts of the camp. So then, cheering or not, was not important. I always felt like my cheers had to be good, and that it was something people will expect out of me because in Ian's words, I set the standard for cheers in camp. So it's something i felt compelled to do well in. But my group weren't that enthu about cheers. So i mean, i'm cool with it. I did my part by having a good cheer. And no thanks to Daniel for NOT memorising such a simple cheer. You're from HCI dude. Shouldn't you be able to memorise anything in one short time? But nevermind. Thank God i had a mind to write the cheers down for some unknown reason. Nonetheless, due to the excessive shouting i had to do to lead the cheer, i have lost my voice and i have a flu too. And i had slight fevers during camp. Panadol came to the rescue. Although ChangShuo scared the crap out of me by telling me how Panadol stays in your liver after you take it. FREAKY.
Everybody's doing camp posts and just basically thanking everyone. I was contemplating the option of doing a description of every single day, but realised that, i can't do that because there's just so many things going on for me to fully put them in words. Hahaha. I love camp. No matter how i wasn't exactly looking forward to it, i have to thank God for everything He has done in this camp to make it so memorable and how He has proven that sometimes, we cannot judge a camp, by it's camp name :)
Thanksgiving list:
1. God. For just being our Awesome God. For His amazing presence in camp. For working in our hearts and just comforting us, drawing us nearer to Him. And for making this camp so wonderful for all of us. He's our Heavenly Father who sacrificed His Son to save us. And yet we fail Him time and time again. What evil hearts we have that are so ungrateful. But Lord, thank You for being You and for loving us, while we were yet sinners.
2. Peace. For being so peaceful in everything we did. HAHAHA. It bothered me at first. But come to think of it, we're really faithful to our name of Peace. Hahaha! But nonetheless, it was good fun being with you guys in peace. Although i didn't really talk to Peace guys much, but i had fun with the girls. Hahaha. Love Peace! The girls rocked the Earth Ball game yo!
3. My small group members. Although we didn't spend much time together apart from small group discussions, i thank God for you girls because you girls just opened up and shared with me and that really blessed my heart.
Aika - I'm so glad you have decided to come for camp and then make another major decision by surrendering your life and your heart back to God. You have no idea how much that decision impacted me because i'm so glad to see you shining once again for Christ. Be steadfast in your faith and we shall encourage one another to do our devotions every day and grow in our Lord. I love you from the depths of my heart to the bottom of my soul!
Alyssa - Stupid Princess. You should be honoured the QUEEN wrote in your book okay. Hahaha. But you're a great crazy girl. And i'll be keeping you in my prayers. Continue to study hard and do well in school. Be a testimony that everyone will marvel at and just shine for Him! Love you fake princess. Hahaha.
Glenda - Although i didn't spend much time with you in this camp, i really thank God for giving me the burden to put you in my group. You're an amazing girl and you have talents that you can really use for God. I hope you'll continue to grow in faith and study hard. No matter where you go, aim to make a difference in people's lives. Catch up soon!
Jo Lin - Sadly enough, you weren't around most of the time and i prayed for an opportunity to talk to you, but God said no. I am cool with it but i have this deep burden for you. I do hope you'll turn your eyes back to our Lord Jesus and if you want to be a good testimony to Deniz, this is the only way. Please remember to put God first in whatever you do and may all your decisions be one that that is pleasing in the eyes of the Lord. He will always love you no matter what, till the rest of eternity. So don't turn your back on Christ and let Him work in your life. I love you and miss you very much sister. Go back to your First Love.
Leonah - You're young and you have much to learn. But i love you nonetheless for being so bright and chirpy and so chatty that you're always willing to talk and just make conversation with me! You're a great girl and i really hope you'll make friends your own age so that you can share your problems with them. You need to understand that your family is very important that you can choose everything but your family so please work at your relationship with your family. I will pray for you always and always will shower care on you! Hahaha. Love you!
4. Rest of the peace girls/roomies/late night talks
Audrey - You're a blessing to my heart. For playing silly games like Ping Pong Piang or whatever. And just your presence is great. And encouraging me too. Thanks for being so funny and everything! And sorry for making the room so cold that you had a bad flu. Will pray for your speedy recovery okay! Shine on love!
Bernice - HELLO FELLOW HSM FAN! :) Hahahah. We never did manage to sing HSM songs through the night. Hahaha. But you're a blessing all over too. Just talking to you is funny and everything. And seeing you surrender yourself back to Christ is great beyond words. Continue to love Him so much and grow so much that people think you're a giant beanstalk over night! Okay. That was a really random description. Hahaha. Make Him a permanent part of your life.
Beverly - Although you only dropped in during one small group discussion, i thank God you opened up your heart to us and prayed. And to see you turning your life and everything back to Christ is great. I heart about your ministry in the past and i can see the people whom you've brought in were truly blessed by seeing you go back to God after running for so long. Thank God for bringing you back and touching and moving your heart once again. Be that beacon of light once again and draw the people in with your amazing charm :)
Cheryl - XUE ER! Hahaha. Although we didn't talk much in camp, thanks for always guiding me and encouraging me giving me good advice all the time. Hahaha. And praying for me too! You've always been a blessing in my life and i think you'll always will. I thank God for letting me get close to you and know you so much better. I know you miss Freezer but you'll see him next year! Hahaha. And maybe i'll bring another fella along. Hahaha. Thanks for talking to Alyssa and annoying her about the Guitar Legend game. Rock on for Christ!
Kimberly - Hello Efron Fan! I saw that in your notebook. Hahaha. I sent you two songs okay! Hahaha. And it was fun playing games with you in our room. We were all so silly. Hahaha. I miss you okay. And visit often! We'll sing HSM through the night and talk about how hot Zac Efron is and how annoying that Vanessa Hudgens manage to hook him up. Hahaha. But putting all those things aside, i hope you'll consecrate your life to God and grow in Him and be an example to everybody around you. Love you babe!
Jessie - Thank you for the Panadol and your showers of cares on me. Hahaha. You're a blessing and you always thank God for all the leaders. That really makes me feel very appreciated and eveything. Hahaha. And thanks for always keeping our things for us and keeping us organized and all. Thank God for you serving so quietly behind the scenes and always there with encouraging words for all of us. You're a humongous blessing. Thank you! And thanks for the invite to your wedding :)
Jo En - Stupid lion king. Snore so loudly that it woke me up. Hahaha. But i thank God for bringing you back to Him and seeing you surrender your life back to God is amazing. I understand the need to be accepted by people around you. But please differentiate between good and bad influences. And be faithful to the decision you made in this past camp and grow in Christ.
Lynnshan - I love you hubby. Hahaha. The king! Hahaha. It was great just talking to you and spending quality time with you. It's nice sleeping with you and i'm sorry for snatching the sleeping bag/blanket away from you. Hahaha. But i love you millions and i thank God for Him just touching your heart. We should encourage one another to grow in Christ always and watch as He works in our lives. I love you from the depths of my heart to the bottom of my soul! Hahaha. See you around!
Priscilla - Hello! Got to know you better in camp. It's great. You're a very nice girl and i really wish to see you grow ever so strong in Christ and in your faith. Hahaha. May our teeth get straighter everyday as we grow in Christ! Hahaha. Braceys rock!
Shekinah - I didn't talk to you much but thanks for the talk last night. Just sitting there and listening to what you guys said really opened my eyes alot. Thank God for putting you as a sister for Aika and always encouraging her and helping her. Hahaha. Thanks Shek!
Valerie - It's nice to have you around too dentist! Hahaha. Although you are so economical that you bring a tube of finishing toothpaste. Hahaha. But you're really really nice :) And i really really like you! Hahaha. May God continue to use you for His glory and may you aim to please the object of your faith. Hahaha.
Xiuying - We always have late night talks at camp! Thanks for the hug when you found out i was sick and whenever i look like a needed one, you gave your hugs so freely :) I love you Xiu so very very much. God bless you in your school and everything okay! I hope to sit in the car you're gonna drive one day. Hahaha. It was great talking to you anytime, all the time. And hearing you sing random songs with Aika was really funny. I love you! And be a girl that is after God's own heart!
5. Other girls
Cassandra - Thanks for encouraging me when i looked so down during the games. Hahaha. Thanks for cheering with me too. I wish we could form this cousin team or something! Hahaha. How cool is that don't you think! Hahaha. But really thank God for working in your life. If you have any problems, text or call me anytime. I'll definitely be there for you. And thanks for praying for me too! Hahaha.
Henrietta - Stupid girl. You know you love me more. Hahaha. I'll pray for you to have wisdom in your life and in making decisions. Thank God for your burden for the soul of Rachel. Thanks for sharing with me. Always remember prayer is the most important thing and that no matter what happens, you can always turn to God and tell Him even if the whole world turns their back on you. Love you much.
Samantha - You seem so innocent and everything. But i know when you're hiding something and i'm really sensitive to all that. And i pray that you'll just open your heart to God and everything and just be open. Be right with God always. And i pray that you'll please Him in everything you do and may your words and deeds be glorifying to God.
Teresa - Thanks for always encouraging me. And thanks for what you've written in my book. Hahaha. It really touched my heart. And thanks for thinking so highly of me. You're a good example for me to follow in your faith and your love for God and everything. Thanks for being there and for encouraging me with a smile or whatever. Hahaha. I love you!
6. Some guys. Hahaha.
Jiahao - Mushroom. Hahaha. You're so mean to your sister. Be nicer. She was so concerned about you that she cried. And you called her crazy. You should give her a hug and say nice things okay. You mean thing. Hahaha. Anyway, you're a good example to me too. In your walk with God and that you're always encouraging me and guiding me in my walk with Christ. Thanks! And though we didn't speak much during camp because of you had school, your very crazy presence is good enough. Hahaha. And not only crazy, but loud too. Hahaha. Just thank God for you!
Luzerne - Stupid. Put mud on my face. It was clean already okay! And my cup noodles are still in your bag. Hahaha. Better frame up my nametag and admire it everyday okay. And re-read the one page long essay inside your booklet. Hahaha. Took me so long to write that that stupid Louis was bugging me to write faster because i annoyed him before that. HAHAHA. Anyway, thank God for your heart of service. Hahaha. And for leading your group of small boys just in faith. Hahaha. You owe me mudpie and a talk. Better pay up soon okay. Hahaha. Continue to lead according to His will and be a great leader for Christ!
Weijie - Ah well. We didn't get to spend much time this time round! But there's about two more years down the road. I'll be seeing you so often i would wish you'll go back to Australia! Nah. Just kidding. I'm super glad you're back :) And making me worried about you running away isn't one way to assure that i really do care okay. Hahaha. But i thank God that you did have a revival in the end and not think about how tired your stinky legs were. Hahaha. Continue to burn that fire so brightly for God and grow in Christ.
Weiwen - This is an edit okay. Because wenny wanted me to thank God for him. Hahaha. I thank God for him always being so funny and giving me that stupid smile of his and NOT SHARING HIS CHICKEN IN A BISCUIT WITH ME. Hahaha. But just thank God for Wenny helping out for the backstage in musical again! Continue to let God use those muscles of yours for greater works ahead!
7. Games were fun! Hahaha. I liked it a lot. Especially the muddy ones. Thank God for the games team and everyone who made the games so enjoyable!
8. Messages were good and really pierced my heart time and time again. Thank God the messages and for them being able to work in our hearts to once again turning us back to the cross!
It was truly God's camp as we watcheed Him work His wonders in this camp making it so amazing for all of us to enjoy, and have fun as well as using this camp to turn our eyes back to the Cross. Thank you God, for bringing us to camp, for making us and molding us to who you want to be. I love you Lord.

I choose to be holy
Set apart for You my Master
Ready to do Your will.

Straight from the heart of the author.

2008-12-06T02:28:00.003+08:00

Life's not just about the Hahahas. Sometimes, i'm just really tired. As camp draws near, i know i have to get right with God. Life is really tiring. And it really drags you down. That's why through this camp, may i not only be a blessing to others, but be very much blessed as well.
I'm really tired of being happy and active all the time. Hahaha. People always wondered where did i get the energy from. I'll tell you where. By turning all the negative energy into positive one. Why? Because i don't like people being worried about me. I don't want people to be concerned and all bothered about for me. I'm a people pleaser. I like people around me to be happy. So i don't mind being all really high and funny and all. But seriously, don't judge me just because i'm active. Just because i always have a smile. Just because i crap and i talk nonsense and laugh. Don't judge me. You don't really know me. I hate it when people say i'm a bimbo. I'm not a bimbo. I probably have more brains than you'll ever have if you had two lives. A bimbo doesn't think. And i think a lot. I just don't say it. I mean, what's the point right? Only people who see me as who i truly am, appreciate my value. If i was just a random bimbo, i wouldn't be a leader would i? God's given me the ability to lead and i thank Him for it. It's not easy being a leader. And sometimes i'm really tired of leading all the time. Like my class chalet. Since when did i say i'll plan the class chalet? Never. I didn't say anything. And suddenly people were asking me about it, asking me to make decisions about it. But i don't want to plan. I'm tired of it already. And now, throw everything to me to handle. So what if i'm in the EXCO of the damned Student Council? Does that mean i have to plan everything? And when something goes wrong or not according to you people's wishes, the chalet would suck? And it'll be my fault? I hate that. Really. That's why i don't exactly enjoy planning something that i'm completely unprepared for. So fine. Dump everything to me to handle. Thanks a lot.
I bottle up all my unhappiness. Because i see no point in expressing them. But i'm not always happy-go-lucky. I will burst eventually. I'm not a bottomless pit and i'm not such an unfeeling soul who has only one feeling of happiness. I do get upset, i do cry in the shower alone and wonder why do i pretend to be happy when i'm not. Because that's just the way i am. I can't change it. Because if i do, people will go all, ARE YOU OKAY ARE YOU OKAY? I don't want that. I don't like people getting worried about it. I'm fine the way i am. I'm not depressed or anything. I just, want to express how i feel sometimes. Apart from hiding everything sometimes.
Smiling takes up lesser muscles than frowning. Besides, most of the time, people really do think i'm fine. Isn't that the whole point? LOL. I'm really fine. Majority of the time anyway. Damn i have a headache now.

New comp and new cam.

2008-12-04T13:42:00.003+08:00

I SERIOUSLY NEED A DAMN NEW COMPUTER. The stupid crap that i'm using now, aka the Tablet PC for 4 damned years, IS DYING AND LAGGING ALMOST ALL THE TIME. I never realised my deep hatred for this stupid thing until now. Shitxzxz.
I WANT A MACBOOK PLEASE. It's so much better. I'll just install Windows into it so i can use it like normal pc. Plus, a macbook is SO MUCH sexier.
Kat and her sister got VAIO laptops. Pretty things if you ask me. But i always loved Apple. Ever since iPod was invented. Hahaha.
I want a new camera too. Thinking of Sony T77. Jiahao lent me his for my prom night and i fell in love with the camera. Not my choice of colour though. I would have preferred black. I will buy the black one i think. $499 at the Sony shop. Considering to go down to Sim Lim or Funan IT mall to check out for better bargains.
I really need a new laptop and camera to start the next year right. HAHAHA. What an excuse.

Nan Hua High's Promenade 2008!

2008-11-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

PROM IS THE BOMB YO!
BEST THING EVER!
I LOVE PROM!
HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay. Now to blog about it.
Yesterday was prom! 24th November 2o08. Yup. So it's like, i woke up around 10 plus? Then decided to head down to Far East to the shop where i've been going for the past 6 years to cut my hair. Did my hair there according to a magazine that i had. Then had lunch at Ramen Ten. Man the food is AWESOME! Hahaha. Cabbed to Swissotel Merchant Court. Then the cab driver asked if i was from Singapore and then, after i told him i was Singaporean, he asked if i was studying in NUS. I was like, WHAT?! I'M ONLY SECONDARY 4 THIS YEAR. Is this an insult or a compliment, i have no idea. Anyway, room 950 is the one we stayed and really messed up. Waited at the lobby for Teo Qishan aka Miss Yvonne Lim look-a-like to pick me up cause the lift can't work without the room key. Then we took a couple of photos. At around 4 plus 5 we decided to change. And glam up! Jeremy did Amanda's hair and Qishan did Jeremy's hair. Lol. Then we put make up and all. April and i were done soon so then we camwhored with Jeremy who was done pretty soon too since he doesn't have to do anything to his face. Hahaha. We took 44 photos in the room. The last being a group shot before we went down to have the night that we'll always remember.
1st row : Amanda, Qishan, Jeremy
2nd row : April, Me
Then we went down. Everyone looked so glam! Especially the girls. Some guys were REALLY HORRIBLE. Tee shirt and jeans? Man. You gotta be kidding me. Thank goodness all the people i took photos with didn't wear such horrid stuff. And nobody wore the same dresses! This kind of shows that Singapore does have a surprising variety of clothes. Although some people bought it online. Hahaha. Then registered and got a ticket. I DIDN'T WIN ANY LUCKY DRAW AND I LEFT MY TICKET STUB ON THE TABLE. Crap man. I wanted it as a souvenir! But there's the prom CD. Hahaha. I'm happy. I ate the first few courses. But i missed the last few. Because i was running around taking photos. Hahaha. 252 photos for just during prom! HAHAHA. I rock yo. I took with all my friends. And i will re-take with a couple of people a few times. Hahaha. I think yueli's really pretty :) My table voted Damien for Prom King. And he won! HAHAHAH. The cheers were really loud. Hahahah. And his ahbeng poses were really funny. Olivia won Prom Queen. I guess they didn't want to choose councillors for fear of being accused of being biased. I can totally understand because i helped to choose the Prom King and Queen for the past two years. Hahaha. Oh well. After that, i couldn't find my roomies (Amanda, Qishan, April and Jeremy although he didn't stayover). So i ran around like mad. And i used Siying's phone to call Jeremy and he told me they were at the lobby but i couldn't find them. And then i went up before that but it APPEARED as though the room was empty. I heard noises, but i thought it was mechanical stuff. Then i went down and to find Siying. Then i went up again and this time, there was no more "mechanical" sounds. I looked around and it sounded really fishy because Jeremy said on the phone, "You come up first." If he was downstairs, he would have said go up. But he said come up. So i was like, really suspicious about it. The 2nd time round, i was looking around and saw April's big face in between the door crack of the toilet door. So their supposed tactic to scare me, failed. Lol. I'm glad i'm observant in speech sometimes. And how i hate grammar errors. HAHAHAH. Sent Jeremy to the MRT.
I SEE THE SADNESS AS HE WALKS WAY DRAMATICALLY! Not. HAHAHAHA! Kidding.
And then we walked around to 7-11 to buy snacks and drinks. I got Redbull, Green tea (bottled) and chips. Amanda got chips and Vanilla Coke. Qishan got Milk tea (bottled) and Twisties (Cheese Flavour). April bought a Tropical Lime flavoured Bacardi. Took photos along the way.
When we went back to the room, we watched TV and stoned. And then Jiaxin and gang came up to mess our room!
HELLO SEXY!
After that, we really stoned. And then we watched some more TV. Australia Network showed a rather explicit scene. We were super shocked. And then we were bored. We called our class guys and they were at Yonghui's house don't know doing what. I only know Jonathan Yap was was watching "We got Married!" intensely that he was a complete anti-social. Hahaha. The rest were mahjong-ing. Then Junneng hung up on us! Annoying. Then we called the Prom King aka Damien and talked for 2 hours 09 minutes and 24 seconds from 3 plus till 5 plus. We slept around 5 plus and then woke up around 6 plus 7 because Jeremy was knocking on the door. ANNOYING. Then we didn't sleep anymore. We wanted to call Macs Delivery, but April didn't want. So she and Jeremy went to Liang Court to buy Macs back for us! Hahaha. Food is goooood! Then we just did our hair and watch a documentary on a pride of lions eating a giraffe. Lol. Then we camwhored. Did our hair. Randomly decided to put on make-up because it was fun. Hahaha. Then the total number of photos after the prom amounted to a cool 210 photos. HAHAHA. Went home. Slept for an hour plus then i was made to wake up to eat dinner. So currently, i'm surviving on like, 2-3 hours of sleep? Lol! I'm very tired. I think my eyebags just had eyebags again. LOL.

♥

25 Nov 08, 22:14

bina: JUNSU FTW

25 Nov 08, 22:13

bina: you pigggggggg
Charmaine: YOU THEN PIG AH! Hahaha. Junsu is cute yo. Hahaha.

25 Nov 08, 20:21

shufen: HI CHARMAINE!! haha, I LOVE DBSK TOO! =) yunho is the best, LOVE HIS FINGERS=)
Charmaine: Fingers?! That actually sounds sick. LOL. Hahaha. I WANT MY PHOTOS OKAY!

25 Nov 08, 10:26

jiN24: send me my photo?
Charmaine: SENT! I'm efficient. I know! :)

25 Nov 08, 01:32

shan: we have to go out in dec maybe with alyssa! hahaha!
Charmaine: YESYES! GO OUT! You can go out now?

20 Nov 08, 23:46

Zenchai: hey! you sound so free! haha. btw, sim2 rocks!!! hehe. enjoy being addicted (:
Charmaine: I am so free. Hahaha. Aren't you?! Hahaha. It's SO laggy beyond reason. Lol.

20 Nov 08, 17:20

Jay: yo!! toodles?? hahah, funny girl. wow you sound like your having heaps of fun! save some fun for me ok ha. anyway im not going camp =[, miss you nvertheless...
Charmaine: Yeah man! Toodles yo. Hahahaha. I am having tons of fun! Hahaha. I'll keep a portion just for the Wengs. Hahahaha. WHY AREN'T YOU GOING CAMP?!

19 Nov 08, 23:46

aika: wow!! thanks for having sooo much fun without me man! looking forward to that sleepover though:D
Charmaine: Hahaha. In the end, it was cancelled. When can the three of us meet up again?!

19 Nov 08, 01:19

Baoyue: Pictures on my blog
Charmaine: All of the pictures? Thanks! Awesome!

18 Nov 08, 12:58

jiaxin: ask me what? o_________O
Charmaine: Ask you to go for my church's Christmas Musical! I'm singing and acting yo!

18 Nov 08, 11:50

Jane: Take up japanese classes at Bunka. Holiday classes start 24th nov
Charmaine: My friends can't commit! I need to check out other lessons. Hahaha. But thanks :)

18 Nov 08, 04:13

hornsau: sims 2!
Charmaine: It's super fun but SUPER lag. I got bored after like, ONE DAY. LOL!

17 Nov 08, 17:54

LuzLuz: oioi! illegal dl eh!!! i killed one housefly lah!!!
Charmaine: Hahaha. You don't jealous okay. I'm the MOST useful. I killed FOUR!

17 Nov 08, 15:18

jiahao: mushroom 1!
Charmaine: Mushroom CEO!

15 Nov 08, 01:39

Wanlim (:: HAHAHA! omg i didnt know you have a blog LOL, just found it haha!
Charmaine: Hahahah. Then you must read it whenever i update!

14 Nov 08, 18:20

keith: hey, when's ur musical thingy?
Charmaine: 24th and 25th Dec. I forgot to give you the invitation card!

It's a night that i'll always remember... :)

Pre-Prom Preparations

2008-11-23T22:51:00.003+08:00

I just realised my title starts with 3 Ps! Okay. Right. Lame. Whateverxzxz. I borrowed Jiahao's camera for my prom tomorrow night. THANK YOU LOW JIAHAO AKA MUSHROOM CEO FOR LENDING ME YOUR CAMERA YO! :)
Okay. Let's review what happened the past week. Hahaha. I must really post every day to stop doing this.
Friday was Uth service. But then it wasn't normal service and sermon though. It was a games session. The games were pretty fun :) Awesome job done Marcus and Charmaine! Hahaha. It was a good time of screaming yo. Hahahaha.
Yesterday was VEEBEE! Better known as Vibe. It was fun! And there were a pretty good number of people. I guess I had fun because I choose to and also because i was like, running all over the place man. Hahaha. And Alethea and Melissa came! They were really nice people. And we were really warming up when LUZERNE CHENG had to call me and tell me practice was starting. So i left for practice and then they left shortly after. Oh well. It was overall pretty okay. Cleaned up really fast. Yay for Vibe yo.
C&D!
Went to Kat's house today. Did stupid things. HAHAHA. Typical. Did nails before that. I did French Manicure for $15. I did Kat's nails and CONSTANTLY REPAIR XIANG'S NAILS. Tsk. Horrible girl. Kat's dog is CRAZY. And he makes me run around. Lol. Xiang's hair was done up by Kat's sister. It was pretty cool yo.
Photos up after prom. Hahaha. Too lazy now.

2008-11-17T15:48:00.002+08:00

I've been out the past few days that today was the only day that i get to stay home because i am sick! HAHAHA. I shall go over my schedule for the past few days.
On Thursday, after the Bio MCQ paper, i went out. This was posted about in the previous post.
On Friday, i went out with my cousin and aunty along with my mum and we went shopping! Productive shopping is the best therapy. Seriously. I bought a dress, skirt, shorts and necklace. Hahaha. Spending around total of slightly more than a hundred dollars. I think.
On Saturday, there was the prayer course workshop thingy in the morning and in the afternoon, we did CD checking for Rei. I was the first to finish my 100 cds! Plus, burn a few more. Hahaha. I rock yo. Then had musical prac whereby i killed FOUR houseflies. Jiahao killed two. Anyway, will be uploading the pictures of the dead flies soon. Once i'm feeling not so lazy. Hahaha. Then went for dinner at Macs and went home.
Yesterday, i had church in the morning and then Baoyue came over to my house. We watched two movies and tried desperately to deal with her Facebook problems. She had 182 friend requests which were unapproved! Seriously. LOL. Then she went to her friend's house for a stayover.
Which reminds me, ABC stayover this sat after Vibe! I'm helping out for Vibe yo. And praying for Jeremy Chua Khong Jui to come together with Yihua and folks. I want to ask Jiaxin. I shall do it later. HAHAH. I'm downloading the cracked version of Sims 2 along with the expansion packs. It seems to take one million years you know. Tsk. I might actually die due to waiting.
I'm lazy to reply tags. So, TOODLES. HAHAHAHA. That was gay.

SIMS 2 is the SHIT yo!

IT'S OVER!

2008-11-13T22:40:00.003+08:00

YAY! FINALLY IT'S OVER. THE DREADED HORRIBLE Os! Hahaha. I thought i was going to type in caps all day long.
After Bio today, last paper, Yueli and i jumped up and screamed in the examination room. LOL! Then i went to fix my specs but went and realised that the stupid shop only opens at 11:30am and it was 9 plus then. So it's like, wth. And i took many buses in order to get home. Anyway! I slept at 11am and woke up around 1 plus. Met Xiang at the MRT at Dover because i got on the wrong train. SHE WAS LATE. And i had to shop around the bookshop at Clementi MRT station. Which i was glad to do so considering they sell Korean Mags. In chinese though. That kinda stinks. BUT ANYWAY! The latest mags are up! At least, the October Issues. Singapore must so have a better relationship with Korea. Like, seriously. And i sent my phone for repair. Collecting it in 2 days time. So i'm using my brother's spare Motorola phone which stinks like crap because it's SO NOT USER FRIENDLY. Blah. And then i had to spend half the time figuring out how the thing functions! Although it looks pretty. But whatever. Blah to that. So pissed! Went out today and bought NOTHING. Only hair accessories. Crap. I saw Glenda at Takashimaya! Hahaha. She didn't realise but waved after a while. Then i saw Kurtz and Abel at Far East. Which reminds me, I'm going there tomorrow again. HAHAHA. Oh well. I shall get on with playing. HEH!

♥

13 Nov 08, 19:08

Giolo: congrats!!! O LVl's are over!!! (pls correct me if i am wrong)
Charmaine: Hahaha! Thanks man!

12 Nov 08, 14:04

April: srsly jiaxin just shut up man. zzz..
Charmaine: HAHAH. If jiaxin shuts up, there won't be anymore things to laugh at anymore!

11 Nov 08, 13:47

jiaxin: pei pei can teach us chinese

11 Nov 08, 13:46

jiaxin: o i thought she said PEI
Charmaine: LOL! Whatever man! Later she teach chinese, we think she come from China. HAHAHA!

:)

2008-11-10T18:52:00.002+08:00

Yay! Two more papers left. Hahaha. Oh man. I haven't checked my email for one million years and i have what, 1000 ++ emails?! It's gonna take me FOREVER to get rid of all that crap. I hereby declare that i have fallen in love with the Xperia phone by Sony Ericsson. It's $638 with a 2 year plan! How crazy is that price. I'm gonna be patient this time. I'm glad my C902 price is still good! So yeah. Anyway, i'm gonna wait for the Xperia phone price to drop. Plus, i'm also waiting for Sony Ericsson to make better changes to that HAWT phone because currently, the camera is ONLY 3.2 megapixels which stinks compared to my lovely Cyber-shot phone. So yeah. I'll be patient and wait until they manage to fix 10 MP into that phone and then get it. Which will be two years later. PLEASE LET SONY ERICSSON MANUFACTURERS GET BETTER AND BETTER!

♥

9 Nov 08, 00:58

cass: i wanna take up jap lessons too! shall we take up together? though they're so ex, i might just not be able to afford it ): LET'S ASK REI TO BE OUR TUTOR! hahaha!
Charmaine: I'm going to a Jap School with my friends! So we can also watch out for cute Jap guys. HAHAHA. I asked him already. He said he's not free recently. I think Sportlight and Uth camp will be very hectic for him.

6 Nov 08, 23:25

hubby: Ooh, right! Tell your mom she's just jealous coz I wished you first and was ON TIME
Charmaine: LOL. She's gotten over it already i think.

6 Nov 08, 22:38

jiaxin: tell them yoochun is my husband

6 Nov 08, 22:38

jiaxin: mayb got discount yo

6 Nov 08, 22:38

jiaxin: cos they are related to coolktime

6 Nov 08, 22:38

jiaxin: ehhhhh learn at cambridge!

6 Nov 08, 22:38

jiaxin: I WANT ALSO
Charmaine: I think they'll think you're crazy and send you to mental hospital la. And you check the price already then tell me.

6 Nov 08, 21:28

LuzLuz: free food is never forgotten!

6 Nov 08, 21:28

LuzLuz: eh! dunt go back on your word hor! my lifetime supply of mudpie!:D
Charmaine: Then you better start praying for me to get famous and spotted first!

6 Nov 08, 20:00

Jay: everytime you post you change blogskin!!!
Charmaine: Hahaha. I like! Pretty right?

6 Nov 08, 19:59

jiaxin: tangshin babo?

6 Nov 08, 19:59

jiaxin: chor nun yeppun yoja aka yoochun's yoja chinggu imnida. ^^

6 Nov 08, 19:59

jiaxin: ahn nyeong

6 Nov 08, 19:58

jiaxin: so funnyzxzxzxz

6 Nov 08, 19:58

jiaxin: sakaeeee~~

6 Nov 08, 19:56

jiaxin: agree agree suju is lame lame and lame
Charmaine: Sakae was funny. HAHAHA. Suju is in Japan now. Hahaha. And stop saying you're pretty and you're so not Yoochun's girlfriend. LOL.

I ROCK YO! HAHAHA!

2008-11-06T17:38:00.002+08:00

Now that i'm considerably free, i'm actually bored. I thought i'd never get bored by freedom. But this freedom won't last. There'll be tons of things to do after Os. Such as, shopping, Uth, Vibes, Christmas Musical rehearsals, Jap lessons, Korean lessons and Dance lessons. Language lessons are SO expensive! I need to save up. BROKE! Tsk. 3 more hours to freedom. I still hate Os. Nonetheless.
I love my new blogskin.
And i love changing blogskin.
That's the only reason why i switched back to Blogspot.
HEH!

♥

6 Nov 08, 00:35

cheryl: jiayous!
Charmaine: Thanks :)

5 Nov 08, 22:29

giolo: haha. better late than never lol
Charmaine: LOL! I rather he do it next year!

4 Nov 08, 15:54

hubby: WHY is it unfair???
Charmaine: The previous skin kind of cut off my reply. You can read it!

Tohoshinki, aishiteru!
Super Junior & SHINee, saranghae yo!
I really love Korea. HAHAHA!

2008-11-04T14:26:00.004+08:00

Ugh. I can't believe it but i'm actually studying for my higher chinese paper tomorrow. LOL. What's wrong with me? I don't either. How crappy. Anyway, as i was saying, i have been studying for chinese by listening to my iPod, dancing around, sit for 5 minutes to read two lines, highlight words i THINK looks difficult and mightily cool and then jump up and run around somemore :) Hey. That's Bob Greene's The Best Life thingy where we have to work out right? So i'm working out. But jumping around and running in circles. No. I'm not a dog so i don't exactly run around like i'm chasing my tail, but for those who know me, they get the drift. Anyway, i'm currently lunch-ing (which just means i'm the process of eating but i'm also blogging so it's like, lunch-ing, in the process kinda thing thing. Crap. now i'm confused.) and YouTubing. I discovered a new love! YouTube. Man. That web has tons of korean stuff. HAHAHA. I watched DBSK's Come to Play. Oh man. I laughed like crazy. Jaejoong talks A LOT now. And the way he sleeps is funny. But when he talks about yunho's sleeping habits with such zeal, it's even funnier. Hahaha. He's pretty witty too. And he smsed Boa! That's pretty neat. Hahaha. And the Hong Chul guy was pretty good with guessing their rankings. But it's so unfair! The show cut out Changmin's part of the rankings and all! >:( Way pissed. How can they do that thinking we, as fans, didn't know! Argh. Annoying. Anyway, on a happier and funnier note, their first kiss moments were funny. Yunho is so man! HAHAHA. And Jaejoong's first kiss was rather sad if i do say so myself. Lol. I bet Micky's first kiss went to some girl who is working in SM considering it was while they were on a job. I thought Changmin didn't have a girlfriend! Blah. He cuts fruits up pretty well. Hahaha. Like a handsome ahjumma when he sat with one bent knee. LOL. Suju's in Japan! And preparing for their next album. When will any of them EVER come to Singapore? Let's say in one million years time because Singapore's Korean wave is so ... compared to other countries. Annoying Singaporeans. Can't you see what's good for you?! Blah.
I shall get back to YouTubing and play some games! Man. I actually MISS Diner Dash and all that sort of lame games. Crap. That probably means I'm lame too! LOL. Whateverxzxz.
And honestly, writing a blog post/diary or whatever, makes me feel like i'm talking to myself, except now the whole world can read the conversation i have with myself. How strange. LOL! Just kidding.

♥

4 Nov 08, 08:13

jonathan: wow your list is freaking long. happy birthday!
Charmaine: Birthday was over almost more than two weeks ago? LOL. I know. I'm much loved. WAHAHAHAHA!

3 Nov 08, 22:20

hubby: And I was first; how immensely awesome!

3 Nov 08, 22:19

hubby: Excuse mee, i tag your blog more often than you do okay! Teehee!
Charmaine: That's because you use the computer more often! My mum kept screaming at me how unfair it was that you were first you know.

3 Nov 08, 21:41

bina: suju is so lameeeeeee now hahahahahaa
Charmaine: I don't even know where are they exactly now! LOL!

3 Nov 08, 20:27

giolo: hi charmaine, all the best for o lvls

Charmaine: Hahaha. Thanks. But it's ending already... LOL.

Doesn't it really makes you wonder?

8 down, 5 to go.

2008-11-03T18:15:00.003+08:00

Okay. I'm posting. But it's not yet the end of the HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE O levels that ROB ME OF MY FREEDOM. There's still 5 more papers left. Higher Chinese on Wednesday and 3 more MCQ papers next week. And then i can finally get my freedom back and go shopping all day and every day. And watch HSM 3 and watch many many other korean shows. And i'll have to save up for the Super Junior Super Show Concert DVD which i'm begging Bina to help me buy online. And I'll be visiting HMV to buy all the past CDs of Super Junior. And YAY! Their new album comeback is due next year. Awesome awesome awesome. Plus beloved Hankyunggie is starring in a 12-episode show about a dancer facing loads of obstacles to obtain his goal of being a famous dancer. Joey Yung is gonna be in that show apparently. If there's gonna be any kissing scenes or whatever with any of the females actresses, i will slap them until they become swollen faces. Really.
And to Jay: I will not kill myself if he gets married. I will just kill her. Like, duh. Lol.
Anyway, this is gonna be a super belated birthday post on what happened on my birthday.
But first, here's the name list of the people who wished me happy birthday :)
1. Lynnshan (who was on the phone with me which was why she's first)
2. Mum + Aunty Catherine
3. Luzerne
4. The Wengs (Which means Xiu, Jay, Wenny & Weiming. And because of their phone call which was why i couldn't pick up Jiahao's phone call.)
5. Tai
6. Yeechin
7. Wenfu
8. Damien
9. Keith
10. Jiahao (And he wanted me to include the fact that he was the first to sing me the birthday song. Which he promised is NOT my birthday present.)
11. Sarah Wong
12. Giolo
13. Audrey Lee
14. Sister Hau Chan
15. Jocelyn Chan
16. Jeremy
17. Xiaotian
18. Melvin
19. Hornsau
20. Matthew
21. Shiyin
22. April
23. Xiang
24. Judith
25. Rachel + Aunty Jane
26. Katharine
27. Yihua
28. Siying
29. Alethea
30. Evelyn
31. Bina
32. Jiaxin
33. Estella Poh
34. Gladys Sim
35. Estella Koh
36. Jason
37. Jieying
38. Hannqian
39. Yueli
40. Nerissa
41. Cheryl
42. Amanda
43. Gerald
44. Baoyue
45. Daniel
46. Dad
47. Tay Weijie
48. Jeraldine
49. Jingru
50. Nicholas
51. Miss Jesse Lim
52. Kristel
53. Zixin
54. Junneng
55. Rogan
56. Qinxin
57. Kuanlian
58. Khadeza
59. Sarah Soh
60. Ashu + Allisa + other BBSS friends
61. Zenia
62. Ashleigh
63. Jenna
64. Yishuo
65. Eugene Lee
66. Judith Ang
67. Huiqin
68. Yileen
69. Heshuang
70. Limin
71. Clara
72. Aika
73. Cynthia
74. Kevin
75. Mr Eric Tan
76. Eugene Goh
77. Wenhui
78. Claudia
79. Melody
80. Wanlim
81. Jemimah
82. Rachel Peh
83. Felicia
84. Jiayi
85. Joseph
86. Aunty Noreen
87. Daphne
88. Joel
89. Aunty Cindy
90. Cassandra
91. Samantha
92. Henrietta
93. Gladys Chan
94. Yu kai
95. Lendl
96. Rainbow
97. Shuzhen
98. Teresa
99. Cheryl
100. Caleb
101. Alvin (Because you were 3 minutes early =p)

And then there's the belated wishes from the people who have a heart to wish after all. Lol.
1. Ryan
2. Daphne chan
3. Kenneth Chai
4. Kai Ler
5. Beishan

All in all, it was an awesome birthday. I had the craziest day what with Xiang and Kristel turning up for the BBQ and that my cousins giving me a photo album full of THEIR photos for some unknown, strange and alien-like reason. LOL. And when Henrietta fell into the pool and that Cheryl, Teresa, Audrey, Matthew and Shuzhen turned up at my door screaming surprise and with me looking completely stunned because i was actually singing to myself in the lift. HAHAHAHA. Whatever. Singing is fun okay. HAHAHA. Anyway, awesome birthday. Fab people. Thanks so much! Plus all the presents are greeaaaaaaaaaat too! Here's photos of the presents.

THANKS FOR THE GREAT PRESENTS :)

Okay. So here are the photos. HAHAHA. So nice of everyone to give me presents :) Yay. I feel oh so loved. Although no present, I can feel the love too. HAHAHA. I think. Just kidding. I'm no material girl okay.
Okay. I'm off to update songs & videos in my iPod Touch and watch DBSK on Come to Play! :D

♥

28 Oct 08, 18:41

Rogan: hey Charmaine, please send me your email address
Charmaine: Okay. Will sms you. What's your number?

21 Oct 08, 11:15

The Nameless: all the best for your o lvls

Charmaine: Thanks!

13 Oct 08, 17:59

Name: happy birthday

Charmaine: Thank you!

11 Oct 08, 22:37

cheryl: HEY SIS!!hope you enjoyed your birthday. It was quite a classic expression on your face when you saw us.. can't wait for your o's to be over!! press on.
Charmaine: I know! And Matt was shooting away at my expression. How horrible. Hahaha. I can't wait too! See you sooooon!

11 Oct 08, 01:33

JIAHAO: wheres the birtday post!
Charmaine: HERE IT IS!

10 Oct 08, 10:30

zenia: HEY CHARM!! HAPpY BiRTHDAY!!! sorry! i lost your phone number again.
Charmaine: Now no more excuse! You better store my number somewhere safe!

9 Oct 08, 14:32

aman'da: ELLO!! good luck for your o'levels!!:D yeah there was only 1 person from 410 this morning. and then B.lim was asking about everyone else. and then all the sec 4s were laughing. XD
Charmaine: Thanks! Hahaha. You too! We're almost always in the same room! How fun. Hahaha. Yeah. Kenny is one faithful chap.

6 Oct 08, 18:55

felicia: press on, charm!
Charmaine: Thanks dear!

6 Oct 08, 15:24

AIKA: you're*

6 Oct 08, 15:24

AIKA: thanks for the birthday post charm... and despite your busy schedule!! and i love you too just because your CHARMAINE:)
Charmaine: You're welcome! ILY JIE JIE! HAHAHAHA.

3 Oct 08, 16:22

WeiJie: heya charmy! sup dudey! hows the 'studying' going?? haha anyway that tote bag does look pretty decent.. alwells, have fun with aika tonight catchya lucky!
Charmaine: Studying's HORRID! Hahaha. Course it's decent. I chose it. Hahaha. I didn't have fun with Aika in the end though. Oh well. See you real soon!

2 Oct 08, 21:34

jiN24: tag and link, thank you
Charmaine: HAHAHA. Lazy.

27 Sep 08, 19:00

jiaxin: yo aunty aunty yo yo
Charmaine: Yo ah ma yo yo!

27 Sep 08, 15:58

orangekun: Is urs the 1st gen or 2nd gen itouch?
Charmaine: Mine is the 2nd Generation iPod Touch. Apparently iTouch is the wrong name. HAHAH.

25 Sep 08, 17:32

Christ-ian: Hi Charm....:D your ordeal will soon be over! 'O's level praying for u!

Charmaine: HAHAHA. Yeah man. Ordeal. Hahaha. Thanks!

24 Sep 08, 23:57

LuzLuz: im not first to tag! but im still nice!

24 Sep 08, 23:56

LuzLuz: im first to tag on ur blog!!!
Charmaine: Apparently not the first and i never said you weren't nice!

24 Sep 08, 22:11

hubby: tagging as requested
Charmaine: You should totally do it automatically. Hahaha.

15 Sep 08, 21:09

jonathan: tsk

15 Sep 08, 21:09

jonathan: i still think classic is way better! should have bought from me
Charmaine: LOL! Whatever. Stop scamming money okay.

14 Sep 08, 20:22

jessica: heyy. ORANGE braces!
Charmaine: Hahaha. Now it's PINK!

8 Sep 08, 18:13

Gilo: hey THanks Again For Faithfully Serving during the games day, looking for a new in chrage of the next one so if u intrested let me know, and ya All e Best For O LVLS. Will Cont Praying For You
Charmaine: You're welcome. We're just all serving our King up there after all! Hahaha. Thanks for praying!

7 Sep 08, 20:07

cheryl: glad t see u @ uth on fri!! meet up aftr prelims ok!
Charmaine: We met up last friday! :)

28 Aug 08, 16:01

jiN24: oh yeah, next oc. cherngyew and i are going back in this year's tee. you?
Charmaine: Yeah. Okay! No prob. We should plan some event for the juniors. Hahaha.

24 Aug 08, 23:16

kristel: HAHAH oral was freaky!
Charmaine: Oral was okay!

21 Aug 08, 19:51

Kuanlian: charmaine, thank you for the encouragement and everything! BACK FOR OC, YOU PROMISED!:D

Charmaine: Definitely be back. You bar me i also will jump in or climb in or whatever!

Back on the road again.

2008-10-09T12:27:00.002+08:00

I am finally gonna turn sixteen in about twelve hours time. Hahaha. Somehow or rather, maybe it's due to the upcoming o levels that makes me not so excited about being sixteen now. Hahaha. Oh well.
Apparently, only one person went to school today. Awesome one kenny. Hahaha. I bet our class line at assembly was the shortest. Wouldn't that be one hilarious sight? LOL. Can't wait to see his face tomorrow as he tells us all about being there alone. LOL!
I shall get back to doing work. After all, that's why I stayed home right? :)

2008-10-06T00:24:00.002+08:00

HELLO AIKA. YOU BETTER READ THIS. ALTHOUGH IT'S A BELATED BIRTHDAY POST. BE GLAD I EVEN POSTED EVEN WHEN MY O LEVELS ARE COMING SOON! HAHAHAHA.
I LOVE YOU AIKA LIKE, HOW THE SUN RISES FROM THE EAST AND SETS IN THE WEST. Although that doesn't make much sense, it does sound very poetic to some dumb extent. HAHAHAH.
Anyway, i shall now list 10 reasons why i love Aika:
1. She's funny
2. She's cute (i really hope i'm not lying here. but i have no choice. LOL.)
3. She's dumb
4. She's lame
5. She's in love with herself
6. She's crazy
7. She can be serious
8. She is a camwhore like me
9. She is a tad nuts
10. BECAUSE SHE'S JUST AIKA! :)

I LOVE YOU AIKA FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY HEART! HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY STUPID GIRL! HAHAHAHAHA.
Super
Talented
Unique
Person
In
Demand

(I'm just trying to make it sound better.)

Love ya babe.

2008-10-01T02:53:00.003+08:00

Why am I posting at this unearthly hour? I don't know. LOL! This is why it is bad to have an iPod touch. LOL. I shall sleep now. Feeling that I have wasted yet another day and o levels are seriously drawing near. I wanna go where God wants me to go. So I'll be happy with my results no matter what. I'll miss my school though. Come to think of it. LOL. It's not that bad after all. Hahahaha. I'm tired.
Enough today.

2008-09-26T15:22:00.002+08:00

Yay! I'm using my iPod touch to type this post :D school has been boring. I'd rather stay at home and study la. Oh well. I'm eating. Shall update when I'm free next time!

2008-09-24T23:02:00.001+08:00

I can't believe i'm back to blogger. LOL. Like, seriously. But i saw all the fab skins and couldn't resist! And they refuse to work for Xanga because Xanga has a different set of codes for skins and all. So it was pretty crap. And i was like, WHAT! NO WAY! I have to use those skins. So i might as well re-use my blogger again. HAHAH. After a hiatus from blogger for about a year? HAHAH. Was a great new experience and all. Oh well. Skins are really important to me. Having a nice skin will prompt me to blog more and be super happy about my blogging experience. Hence, blogskins are a very important factor. Heh.
Updates more after O levels. Just about 20 plus more days. The countdown is driving me crazy.
Goal: THREE PAPERS A DAY
But damn i'm doing one in three days. Crap crap crap.
My results will decide where i will go. But more importantly, it must be God's will if not all else will fail.
O levels hasn't even started, and i'm thinking of my after-Os plans which are crazy and really packed. Fantabulicious!

I'm fickle. Shoot me. HAHAHA!

2008-09-24T20:50:00.002+08:00

HELLO BLOGGER. BYE BYE XANGA! :)

2007-06-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

WWW.XANGA.COM/THENOISYLOVE

This is my new url :D Please relink. On the way, drop by and leave me a tag! :D

2007-06-02T10:45:00.000+08:00

My 101th post will be dedicated to my lovely blogger.

Though I'm oh so sick of blogger, I might come and blog here. If I'm ever that bored. Anyway, I'll be changing over to Xanga today. I couldn't wait for the 125th post. LOL. I'm that sick of blogger. LOL. I'll have to figure out a way to link these non-Xangans aka Bloggers. So please, still drop by my Xanga and leave me a tag :D I would appreciate it manymany<3>

Last Tag Replies on my Blogspot
KL: LOL. Whatever!
shAnz: Yup. Nothing much happened these days! I can't have something really exciting happening everyday right? =p And I'm just sick of Blogger really. LOL. I MISS YOU TOO! This Sunday. Promise I'll come :D
Felicia: You work at Macs. I assure you, they'll give you free ice-cream AND seaweed shaker fries. Then, you can come share with me :D
mu: Barney is everybody's friend! :D Really.

The Xanga url will be www.xanga.com/thenoisylove
I still like to be thenoisylove. How can I ever change! =p

2007-06-01T18:35:00.000+08:00

THIS IS MY 100TH POST! :D

I think I should be changing over to Xanga once I reach my 125th post. I'm pretty sick of blogger. More or less. Considering I used it for let's say, 4 years already? I think my blog posts altogether can amount to 400++ at least :D Hahaha. So I guess it's time for a change? :D

Anyway, today we had Chemistry today. Our teacher kept pushing back our lesson. It's so irritating. But I guess it's because 309 had CIP and stuffs. I don't know. I had a mass copying session to finish my Chemistry. Hahaha. Thank you guys so much for helping(: Proceeded on to Macs with April,Jeremy, Jiaxin and Qishan.

I LOVE SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES :D

This is my 3rd time in a week :D I rock. WOOOO! Stayed there until around 4 plus, then I went home. Stoned and watched tv and did stuffs. So that's roughly what I did.
I can't stand it. My brother speaks the same way as my dad. I think that way of speaking ought to be slapped. I hate the way my dad speaks. It's so crappy please. Like so retarded.

Kristel's blog has all the photos of the day we went to Kat's house! :D My butt looks like some chicken's butt. YUCK.

I shall go do something. I can't just rot my life away like that.

Tag Replies
iris: Thanks! :D YOU TOO(:
Felicia: YES! :D Buy me some too!
kris: I'M NOT CLUEDO-.- I am just good at it =p
Neuxcharge: WHO ARE YOU?
mu: WOOO! Tie Kristel up :D Tagboard is silly too.
KL: HAHAHA. Okay :D
ESTELLA: Oh. Okay. HAHAHA. You are an idiot :D Trust me. Go get a new pen then! =p
shAnz: I think I'm right about my warped theory about parents coming from the same factory :D
yanling: TRASH TALK! :D
dan: Yup. Thanks for the encouragement. I think Chinese is better :D
Xiu: It's fries. Then you add in some seaweed seasoning into the fries and SHAKE it :D Hahaha. I miss you too! (:
SONIA: Of course you are! :D SMUARCKS!
yihua: LALALA (:

Barney is a dinosaur from our imagination
And when he's tall that's what we call a dinousaur sensation.
Barney's friends are big and small and come from lots of places
After school they meet to play and sing with happy faces.
Barney teach us lots of things like how to play pretend
ABCs and 123s and how to be a friend.
Barney comes to play whenever we may need him
Barney can be your friend too if you just make-believe him! :D

2007-05-31T13:01:00.000+08:00

Post number #99

One more final post to a perfect 100 :D

Anyway, my aunty and uncle are here to visit my mum. I don't get it. Why do adults believe every single time you do horribly at some stupid test or exam, it must be a guy behind it. Like, what type of stupid warped theory is that?! It's lame beyond comprehension. I mean like, there are so many reasons that cause horrible results. How about, ADAPTATION TO SECONDARY 3 LIFE? Or, I'M INVOLVED IN SO MANY STUFFS I HAVE NO TIME TO STUDY? Or to put it simply, instead of finding other reasons, I LOVE TO PROCRASTINATE? Like, whatever. Stop thinking you guys are such know-it-alls when you don't even know me. Pathetic. Puh-leese. Guys do not have such a ginormous effect on me.
I have a gazillion amount of Chemistry to finish for tomorrow. I don't think I'll finish it because I like to do my Biology and Book+Movie Reviews first. Hahaha. I like to do what I like first. Besides, Damien Lim insists that I shouldn't finish my Chemistry because he wants me to do it with him tomorrow. I think I'll just be stoning at the Chemistry questions. Nevermind. I'll make Damien give me the answers :D What are studying buddies for anyway? (: I'm just kidding. I'll try whatever I can I guess.

WHERE IS ALL THOSE DARNED CHEMISTRY WORKSHEETS? Gahhh.

Tag Replies
ESTELLA: Omg. What 4-letter-word did you use?! LOL. I assure you, it's cute. Really. Not(:
small kid: I have no idea. Most likely not. I have a project to finish. Not much difference if I go or not, right?
yanling: Listening to me talk is a good thing :D I LOVE BEING TRASH TOO! HAHAHA. Rubbish (Inside joke :D)
Felicia: ICE-CREAM IS GOOD FOR YOU :D
jess: Thank you! And, HELLOOOOS :D

Charmaine, stop procrastinating.

2007-05-30T20:19:00.000+08:00

Today was fun :D

TheLips went to pay a visit to Katharine's house today! :D It was fun. Xiang and I bought KFC and Macs and brought it to Kat's house to annoy her! :D It was fun. Trust me.

I ATE TWO SETS OF SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES TODAY! :D It makes me happy. Teehee.

Thank you Kristel. I owe you $2.50 now. And I owe Xiang $3.10. Hahaha. I hate being broke. I left like, 2 bucks. My mum is so owing me $10 for topping up my ez-link card. I need money! ): Anyway! We played Cluedo and it was really fun. Though Kristel was horribly retarded. She made herself, and all of us, so awfully confused! Stupid girl. I left around 5 plus. I thought I could go to Marina Mandarin to meet Shao An, Mervin and Yeechin. I already skipped the Meritus Mandarin one. I'm oh-so-sorry about skipping. But honestly, only today and Sundays I'm free. Sigh. I feel so trapped):

Oh. And my mum was discharged today. Apparently, her blood count was 43 yesterday and 63 today. She also didn't have any fever. So I guess that's why she was discharged(:

Tag Replies
dan: Oh. Okay. Thanks for the help! Hahaha. HELLO DAPHNE! And I'll be praying for Hmay(: Who is that guy? Hmm.
elena: Yeah. I think she is. Thanks so much for your concern and encouragement :D
Kuan lian: AHHH! SO ALL THE MONEY IS WITH HER? Oh no. LOL.
kris: WOOOO! FUN! :D
mu: Tie who up?
jiayi: I love you too! :D

I want to do something
But I don't know what
I want to go out
But I don't know where
I want to speak
But I don't know what to say
I want to know what to do
But I don't know why I don't feel like doing anything
I want to stop feeling so confused and contradictory
But I don't know how
I think I'm going to be brain-dead.

2007-05-29T22:54:00.001+08:00

I JUST REALISED THE PREVIOUS POST WAS THE 96TH POST. I should have dedicated it to myself. OH WELL! Hahaha.

Today was insane. I went for Chemistry remedial. Stayed back in school to sell a bit of ice-cream. So left school around 12:20pm. I pass the business to Kuan lian. I WANT THE MONEY PLEASE! Same for Estella Koh Jia Hui who has the money for the carwash and whatsoever else. Anyway! The Trash gang (Lips+Eeyors) which consisted of only Jemimah, Kristel, Xiang, Yanling and myself went to Orchard Shaw House to eat at Pepper Lunch! Because I had a sudden craving. So might as well. We ate and had a wonderful "sharing" session. It felt good to talk freely and everything again. And then we left for Yanling's house except Xiang because she had piano lesson. I went to NUH to visit my mum after that and just came back. Including I bathed and everything. Tomorrow has viewings for hotels. I hope everything's okay. I really want everything to be settled soon. I need to finish my accounts! ):

I promised photos! So here they are :D

LOOK! I'M AN ARTISTE! :D

We're so cool
We make you drool! :D
CLASS PHOTO. Spot the guys and the girls(:
PEEKABOO! :D
This is hot(:
This is so 70s.
GLAMOUR GIRLS
UGLIFY OURSELVES!
Isn't it all so clear who we're imitating? (:
Estella may have many hands, but I'm sure she doesn't know how to use it! =p
We're the twit sisters please!
High-angle shots
Blowing kisses! SMUARCKS!
Isn't this oh-so-cool?!
Run up the manymany steps!
LOOK AT THE ANGELS AND DEVILS :D
SAY CHEESE! :D
Take photo from the mirror :D
Puff up your cheeks like a pufferfish!
Sonia SENIOR and Jocelyn JUNIOR

Her random photos.
Negative view of hair!
JOCELYN IS SO VAIN PLEASE! =p
End of the day :D

So that's all the photos! Not all really. I promised Estella not to post her stupid photos up. So if you guys want it, just ask me to send it to you! :D Hahaha.
It's late already. I shall go pack my mum's stuffs for her and I'll go sleep(:

Tag Replies
yanling: Yup. I was an angel :D Like always. Hahaha. YOU CAN HEAR ME? Woah. Either the microphone is super powerful, or I'm just super loud! HAHAH!
jiayi: Me too! :D You take care too love! (:
michelle: I wouldn't miss it for the world! Really! Hahaha. My first team(:
ESTELLA: Nonsense. Hahaha. But I do appreciate what you do for me. Really :D And I didn't blog it up in the end! I'm ginormously nice(: I saw! Thanks so much hon. I love you to bits and pieces(:
mu: Okayokay. Hahaha. ROPE?! NO! I have a better use for it! Tie Kristel up! HAHAHA.
jocelyn: You silly little girl! Hahaha. I will give you only one heart! Hahaha. But I assure you! That one heart is made of a million hearts! (: I LOVE YOU!
Neuxcharge: Who are you? And who is Daphne? Pray for who?
Kuan lian: Thank you! I will! For everybody, and for my mum! :D
April: I'm darn lazy to change): Just know in your hearts please! Hahaha. I know. Thanks darling(:

GET WELL SOON DAMIEN! When you're sick, it's so hard to bully! ): Hahaha.

This is just the beginning of a new chapter in my life. And I'm not letting it go.

Culture Potpourri

2007-05-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

ENGLISH DRAMA CLUB ROCKED TONIGHT :D

That was the bigget understatement of the year please. Hahaha. I think we did so much better than in SYF. Hahaha. Maybe it's the fact that our school was watching us that gave us the fuelling energy to do better and prove to them that we deserved something definitely much better than just Silver. And the school is super duper biased. They put all the results of the rest of the Performing Arts CCAs except Drama. Like, WTH. We did our best at that time and we were all hoping for a Gold with Honours. It's like, super biased. Stupid. Anyway, it was the last performance with our Sec 4 Seniors and the very last time we're going to do this script (at least for me I think). So it was rather meaningful and memorable.

To my dearest Sec 4 Seniors
You guys were the best seniors I could ever have. I love you guys millions and tons(: Do your best for your O lvls :D Drama is always behind you guys. Please come back and visit us after you graduate! And I hope you guys can all go for your Graduation Night and have a fantastic time(:

I had a very long day. We all did. Meeting in school at 8pm and reaching home at 10plus. This is murder. I wanted to stay after the interval but decided I had a better use of the $10 so I changed my mind. I'm glad I did. I'm so dead tired now. My brother, whose 27, is highly gross while talking to his girlfriend on the phone. I think my ears are falling off. Sheesh. Anyway! I'm too tired to post the pictures now. So! I shall post the pictures tmrw. You guys are such lovers of the camera. We did many stupid poses like, bimbo, you-know-who, twit and glamour girls. Hahaha. The dressing room was ginormous (put gigantic+enormous together :D). At first it was microscopic. But we had a wonderful "bonding cum screaming session" because we kept telling ghost stories(: Our juniors kept screaming. Hahaha. I particularly freaked Jiayi out. Sorry darling. Hahaha. Jocelyn is such a sweet junior! She smsed me asking me about my mum(: Thanks dear a ginormous amount(: I HAD LIKE 30 HAIRBANDS ON MY HAIR! So cool. Hahaha.

I OFFICIALLY DECLARE, ESTELLA KOH JIA HUI AND DAMIEN LIM JIA WEI ARE MEAN PEOPLE WHO JOINED FORCES TO BULLY ME):

Damien Lim, you better remember. You messed up my hair): And all my cool glitter fell off! Rah. You're a mean poo. AND, you bully me when I don't have any shoes on): You stepped on Serene's horribly swollen foot too! Now her foot is like, pig trotters. LOL. Damien's meanmeanmean. Rah.

Estella Koh, you didn't help me. You're a crappy idiot. You useless person with ugly hair! Hahaha. Serves you right Yeechin called you Qi-Long-Zhu! Hahaha =p That's for disturbing me =p HAH.

And to those who are concerned about my mum, her blood count dropped from 125 to 50 this morning. Sigh. And I was pretty upset about it. Stupid Damien was so mean nonetheless. At least Estella was so nice to lend me her "BROAD" shoulders. But he asked me about it later though. YOU'RE STILL NOT FORGIVEN FOR BEING MEAN DAMIEN LIM. Rah.
I'm super duper tired. I think I'm going to faint. Rah. Nights people. My eyelids feel like lead! ):

Tag Replies
kris: I try. Hahaha :D
mu: I WANT MY PACKING LIST! Please go print it asap(: Maybe I just feel it's better if we're close(:
Melvin "ROCKS":D: OKAY! Thanks so much. But we're pretty much settled. Just have to go check out the hotels and all that miscellaneous stuffs(:
princessSISTER :D: LALALALA! Right back at you :D
dan: Yup. Long time no tag! Yeah. OPPS! It's supposed to be 10 x 5. Really(:
MATT: Sorry. Your granddaughter likes to spam! Hahaha. And you should just tag really often so your tag can always be seen :D I MISS YOU TOO! I haven't seen you in like, ONE WEEK! ):

And it's all just over like that.

2007-05-27T18:35:00.000+08:00

I skipped church today. Supposedly to take care of my mum, but I don't really see the difference between me being at home or not. Considering she sleeps the entire day away (apart from the constant complains of aches and hunger), I just do my own stuffs. Dengue fever is more of an immunity-system-gonna-handle-it kind of illness. So staying in the hospital is a waste of time and money. I'm like her personal grandmother-reincarnate because I'm nagging her to drink water, take medicine and rest more. That's why, everybody always say, having a daughter is so much better =p
And I have two remedials/enrichment lesssons falling on the first day of two camps! Like the first day of the Children camp and the All Girls camp. But I'm not going for the first day of the Children camp. So it's quite okay. It's the Girls camp because of the Amazing Race. I think I'm going to ruch there by cab. Immediately after my Maths remedial. I CAN DO IT! :D
I need to do my Biology now. Mr Ng is such a killer. He gave us a gazillion questions for A maths and E maths. I think I'll just screw everything up real badly. Oh well. I shall go do my Biology. I lovelovelove Biology. And I heard we're going to dissect a live frog! :D This reminds me. I have to start packing for my camps. Oh crap. I haven't bought my track pants yet! Gahhh. Xiang still owes me a packing list.

Tag Replies
shAnz: Really? Cool. Then, Tom Welling is hot :D Thanks darling!
xt: Don't all my words ALWAYS strike you? =p Hahaha. I'm not a big car fan really. But it's a Cayenne. Cheap? Are you serious? LOL. It's still a Porsche after all. AND, you're never sat in one. So there =p
jiayi: YES! IT'S SUPER NICE. How can such wonderful ice-cream be invented to make me become fat?! Gahhh. Hahaha. But it's really heaty. Drink more water please! (:
princessSISTER :D: HELLOOOOOOOOO MY FELLOW PRINCESS :D
MATT: I know. It feels really long too. Sigh. I will go back soon. I promise :D
rainbow :): Hey! I didn't receive any e-card. What did you say?
jonathan: Precisely. It's still one expensive car, Xiaotian! =p Idiot.
Felicia: MY DAUGHTER! Tons of hugs and kisses :D

So who really knows me now?

2007-05-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

Boredom gives you the drive to do silly things like doing quizzes at 11pm when I know I'm super tired.

LIAN/BENG QUIZ:
[x]you prefer contact lenses than specs.
[ ]you always make up.
[x]you like dressing up.
[x]you don't like tucking in your shirt.
[ ]you own many mini skirts. (Define mini)
[x]you wear socks below your ankle.
[ ]you hate reading books/studying. (Books are okay. Studying is stupid. But I like certain subjects. So I'll pass.)
[ ]you despise ugly people/nerds. (Why should I? My best friend is a nerd. HAHAHA.)
[x]you own several/one computer. (I am using my very own tablet to do this now. LOL.)
[x]you play more than you study. (Yup. I admit it. I must play and mug hard :D)
[x]hands in work late occasionally. (Uh-oh. Sorry. HAHAHA.)
[ ]you have been late for school before. (Nope. I'm a councillor. If I'm late, I get 5 times the detention.)
[ ]you drink/smoke.
[x]don't bring extra pins/clips. (Why do I bring them for anyway? LOL.)
[ ]hangs out with popular people in your class. (Define popular.)
[x]you have a slingbag/handbag.
[ ]all teachers don't care/despise you.
[ ]you failed countless tests before. (It's not countless. I think it's about 5. SEE?! I can count them =p)
[x]you come home and play computer than do homework. (Of course. But it isn't right.)
[ ]Have been in more than 5 relationships (What a waste of time now.)

10 x 2 = 50

Oh wow. I'm half an ah-lian because of that? What nonsense. Go to this web I think it's funny. And totally against this quiz. Hahaha. The colour is a bit off because I chose a random colour to cover up the Orange used by Xiang. Teehee.

I LOVE MATA ASHITA :D

2007-05-26T20:32:00.001+08:00

*At Kopitiam eating dessert with my brother and his girlfriend*
Gerald: I hate eating -this veg-.
Charmaine: Oh. Uh, what is that? I think it's the green colour one right?
Gerald: Yeah.
Faith: How can you tell what is that vegetable by the colour of green?

I feel horribly stupid.

The cold war thing is sort of over? I think. I don't want to lose a friend like that because, I guess he really means a lot to me. Like, he's always there and willing to lend me a listening ear to hear my rants even when nobody was around. Thank you bestie alotalot. You really do mean a lot to me. Really.
PTC went alright I guess. EC was surprisingly nice today. Probably because parents were around. She's so retarded. Mr Ng spoke to my mum. I guess I really have to start to set my priorities right. I'm going to work really hard and do well for my commons and EOYs. I shall work hard :D Anyway, I went to help out for the car wash and the ice-cream sales.
I SAW RUSSELL MUM'S PORSCHE. GAHHH.
It was so pretty. Hahaha. I didn't wash it though. I just went and look at it. But that was enough(: I TOUCHED IT THOUGH. It was so freaking cool. Been selling ice-cream for the past few days. Our profit was pretty fat, apart from the fact that we've also been paying a really high price for the delivery charges and the GST. We-ell, at least it's 5% only.
I can see from all the Grad Night committee members' exasperated faces that everything we're doing, has not only taken a toll on our results, but also our feelings and everything. I just want to encourage you guys here that we're doing it for our seniors and we're going to rock it for them because I'm sure you love them manymany. And we're going to do it for ourselves, and reward ourselves on the actual day as well when we see that everything is going as planned. Trust me, it's something really worth to work hard for now. It's going to be a bittersweet result when we feel happy that it's over and sad that it's gone so fast. So let's just slog hard now and enjoy the fruits of our labour later(: Do it to the best of our abilities. You guys really rock.
About my friendship stuffs, I'm not going to worry about it and think too much. I mean, like, leaving it and eventually, we'll find an end to it I believe. And I'm watching Cheaper by the Dozen. I guess it's really a nice show with a nice storyline. Plus the guy is hot. LOL. That Smallville guy whose name I apparently forgot. Actually, all of them are really pretty or cute or hot. Hahaha. It must be so much fun having such a big family with someone close to your age to talk to and have fun with. Hahaha. I want to have someone close to my age in my family I guess.
Anyway, I just had ice-cream. I think I am going to be fat): But it was good. Ben&Jerry's Chubby Hubby (AHH. I'M EATING LYNNSHAN AND JINGRU! D:) and uh, Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough :D It was super nice. The Chubby Hubby was this ice-cream with pretzel filled with peanut butter and covered in chocolate fudge. Yum :D
My mum's in the hospital now. Suspected Dengue. I hope she's okay.
I think my new blog icon is preeetty.

I'll try and be happy. I'll try really hard(:

Tag Replies
shAnz: I LOVE YOU TOO! I promise I'll try and be happy(:
mu: Okay(: I will. Hahaha. But we seem so distant sometimes):
small kid: Maybe heaven's crying. You don't know me anymore. It's clearing. And I only see myself standing there alone, supporting myself. Nothing else was in that picture.
yanling: I WILL! :D Thanks darling ♥
MATT: It gets tiring sometimes to go. Hahaha. Sorry. Been very caught up in my school things recently.

Maybe I will really be happy. Someday.

2007-05-25T20:23:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened the past few days so I didn't really find the need to post. Maybe, except that little cold war going on right now (which I'm far too stubborn to give up my stand and that this whole stupid thing is going on because of a misunderstanding and that since he doesn't care, I don't see why I should either.), there's only grad night stuffs to settle. Apart from the fact that we all don't have the freaking time to check out the hotels we were going to book and getting our favourite grad night teacher of all time to get told off by the principal, my life can't get any worse(: So far, there's only one thing that DID went well. Which is the grad night presentation because we rocked it alotalot :D

Realising so much has been going on in my surroundings nowdays, I only have one thing to say. Friendships around me, are falling apart. Really. I, for one, feel that I'm straying away from my once close friends (Including the cold war thing). The Lips just no longer feels as close. I don't feel like telling anybody anything now. My life's like, one whole lie since I'm no longer being my true self. I can't be me anymore. No wonder my blogskin is so fitting since nobody really knows me. I'm so freaking sure I'm having PMS. Except it's post instead. I've been so irritated the past week over the slightest thing. Being sensitive to every single word. I don't know what's with me. I'm so busy I'm killing my holidays. I need my life back.

Tag Replies
Xiu: Yeah! I remember too! Hahaha. It was super funny. The leaders were so suspicious of us. I miss camp! Please come back really soon so we can do more stupid things together! :D
jiahao: Pleaseee don't be so greedy! Hahaha. Be happy you even get a smiley! =p
MATT: It's so not! This is just for visual pleasure. Really(:
-jiaxin-: A GUY! IT'S A GUY! SO CUTE! =p
KL: Okay.

You used to talk to me like, I was the only one around.

OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB :D

2007-05-22T20:02:00.000+08:00

EVERYBODY LOVES OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB! :D

Yay. I lovelovelove ouran. Especially Tamaki and Honey :D And Haruhi. And Hikaru and Kaoru and Kyouya and Takashi! I LOVE ALL OF THEM :D They're all so nice and funny. GAHHH. I must re-watch this(: Qishan and I keep talking about it during lessons that we always end up getting scolded. LOLLOL.

But who cares?! I'm pretty much obsessed and Wikipedia also has a TON of information too. I've also been sourcing for manymany pictures :D

SCHOOL'S OKAY. Except I think I'm so dead during June Holidays. My schedule is so packed and tight I think I'm suffocating. And that means all my plans of going out is goneeeee): Not all I hope. I am DYING to go out during my June holidays. Yeah. I'm getting my wishes. I have 3 camps going on consecutively. BUT! I like all the camps I'll be going to. SO! It's going to be fun =p TEEHEE :D Hahaha.

I shall get started on some homework(: I'M MORE DEAD NOW. I have like a Chemistry Test on Thursday and I have a composition on Inspiration to hand in. ALSO, I have to stay back on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday until about 7pm. GAHHH. I can't study at all. No wonder I'm failing everything): Stupid school.

Tag Replies
shAnz: TAMAKI IS HOT! :D HONEY IS SO CUTE! GAHHH. *GUSHES!*
Xiu: I miss you manymany too! I can't wait till you come back and we talk non-stop into the night(:
timonthy: What about gravity? I don't get it. LOL.
April: Same here(:
mu: I LOVE OURAN LOTS AND LOTS! :D
Kuan lian: Working with you guys will be a lot of fun too! :D

Tears were like rain falling from my eyes.
I thought I could never see the sun.

90th post

2007-05-21T18:45:00.000+08:00

It's my 90th post already.

It didn't felt like it was so much though. It's only been 6 months. Okay. It was long. Hahaha.

I just came back from my English Drama Club Practice. I'm so tired. And I have to stay back until about 7 plus from Wednesday till Friday for practice because Culture Potpourri is just next Monday. I'm going to embarrass myself and look totally retarded. Seriously.
For those who want to watch me humiliate myself totally, please book tickets with me(:

I was feeling really sociable today. But I am getting really tired on the way home. So I'm not going to post much. I'M GOING TO BUCK UP AND DO REALLY REALLY WELL FOR MY FUTURE EXAMS :D Reallyreally(: Then I'm going to be so proud of myself! Teehee.

Been currently obsessed with some emo-ish songs like Anything But Ordinary by Avril Lavigne. Maybe it's just a phase I am going through as I am maturing (Yes, I am growing up.) Music is my life(: GAHHH. I want so many songs. And I'm watching Friends now and seeing Courtney Cox put a big cold turkey over her head complete with a red cap and a pair of BIG yellow shades. And she was dancing -.- And that guy just saw her and ran off screaming. Now that's funny.

I'M GOING TO WATCH MY OURAN HIGH SCHOOL NOW :D I'm very sure that I'm going to re-watch it manymany times(:

Tag Replies
MATT: You told me already. Hahaha. And I'm so not worse! =p
jiayi: YES! HE IS SO CUTE! AND HE'S SUPPOSEDLY 18! GAHHH. He makes me happy(:
shAnz: YAY! :D THANKS DARLING!
mu: I'M KAWAII PLEASE! =p You too! (:
judith: YEAH! So hot can. LOL.
kris: Told me what?
rainbow :): Thanks love<3>
small kid: Yup. I will. You too. Hahaha. You're always saying the same things! LOL. Naggy. Tsk.
cass: HONEY KUN! HONEY KUN! HONEY KUN! HONEY KUN! =p
sugar: Hahaha. Silly girl(: I LOVELOVELOVE YOU MILLIONS AND MILLIONS :D
kai wen: Thanks(: I commented at your blog already! :D

Life's not pure.
It's completely the opposite.
It's dirty and paradoxical,
Confusing and horrible.

Here's a song I recommend :D
Home - Daughtry
I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Ouran High School

2007-05-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

MY NEW OBSESSION : OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB!

AHHHH! It's a totally nice show. I LOVE HONEY-SENPAI! :D I shall post up a picture of him(:

Courtesy of Xiang :D ISN'T HE JUST SO CUTE AND SWEEET?! And he's supposedly to be 18 in the show. GAHHH. I'm obsessed(:

There's this weird obsession with speaking in Japanese in my school nowadays. Hahaha.

Watashiwa kawaii! :D

Hahaha. Go figure what that means(: But I'm learning lots of Jap now from the anime watching and from speaking in Jap with my friends. Tmrw's a brand new day! Oh wait. It's already Saturday. Teehee. I'm loading my Ouran High School Episode 10 :D It will be the 7th episode I watched today. Oh man. I feel mad. As in, I was watching it during my dinner and lunch times. I'm that obsessed. Tsk! I have to start mugging. I did HORRIBLY for my mid-yrs. I'm so dead. My parents might have to see my principal. Oh whatever. I'll have to buck up! Tmrw after my piano lesson, I'll be going to Island Creamery to meet Cassandra so we can mug and do work together! And encourage each other to study hard(: Yay.
And I noticed that once my Cbox was up, I'm getting loads more tags! All you lazy people. TSK! Hahaha. I skipped Uth Worship today. I overslept. Teehee. It was like, I slept at 4pm and woke up my 7pm. And my mum called me up and I was like, WHAT?! SEVEN?! I have to go to school! Then I checked the time, it was 19:23. And I thought, my phone isn't spoilt right? Then why 7? And then I finally got it. It was 7PM and I couldn't go Worship anymore! I'm so dumb. Oh well. Lynnshan said I didn't miss much. So I guess it's okay. I want to watch my 10th episode now.

Tag Replies
Xiu: HELLOOOS XIU♥ I LOVE shopping :D It makes me happy too! And this should be a permanent blogskin. I think. Hahaha. Jazz is cool too! Dance is just nice! :D I love talking to you too(: LOVELOVELOVE!
iris: Yes! So all you lazy people out there can finally tag :D
timonthy: Different people have different fortes okay! =p TIMOOOONTHY!
the lame one: Urhm, yeah. Hahaha. Can you please leave your name? I don't want to resort to checking your I.P. address.
MATT: HI! :D YAY! I love it too(:
jiayi: Hahaha. Yeah :D You can go find too what. It's just on blogskins.com. I could recommend some good skinners if you want :D
mu: AREN'T YOU HAPPY NOW YOU CAN SPAM AGAIN?! :D See! I'm so considerate(: I can't wait for the outing too. PRINCESSES ARE NICE(:
ghimmy: Yeah. Hahaha. Are you jealous? =p
princessSISTER :D: YOYOYO! :D Hahaha. You're hot too. All PRINCESS-related people and things are HOT AND SEXXAYE(: I recommend some skinners some other time on one of my posts for you guys :D
April: Hey love. HAHAHA. We have SO many insider's jokes please! 牛油 YAO GUAI, 面包 GEK SAI! :D
shAnz: Thanks husband :D Your blogskin is cute too! Don't get the same havaianas as me! It's so wrong. Hahaha. I WANT TO BE UNIQUE =p
dan: Teehee. Thanks! I made it to suit my blogskin main colours(:

Infatuation is a way to torture a person slowly and surely.

2007-05-17T16:58:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOGSKIN :D

You guys have your Cbox back for easier tagging so please stop asking me where's my Haloscan! (:

Today was fun and I passed my SS. I'm so proud of myself because I didn't really mug for it :D

Tag Replies
mu: Hahaha. Yay :D She is rubbish (: It's back to the Cbox! :D
charlenechan: HELLOOOS PRINCESSSISTER:D October babies are so HOT :D SO COOL! SAME HOSPITAL! (:
cass: I never liked Physics. Hahaha. Studying is stupid. I wish I could study something I liked. Like, the art of Shopping or something. Lol.
dan: I'm not very upset actually. Hahaha. Because the amount of effort put in is the amount of results I'm going to get back. And I will mug more. Rest assured(:
MATT!: LOL. But she's older than you.
hornsau: Why don't YOU learn it? =p I like Hiphop better actually. Hahaha. What's american jive anyway!

What is the real me then?

NAPFA test!

2007-05-16T17:55:00.000+08:00

I failed A maths with 13/80. I think I'm so smart):

ANYWAY!

Today NAPFA was FUN! Hahaha. I got Silver I think. Hahahah. STUPID INCLINES AND SIT AND REACH. Rah. Those are the causes that I didn't get Gold): It makes me get Ds! Urgh. Stupid stupid things. SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE IS SO COOL! :D I want to learn Salsa or Hiphop. HAHAHA. It looks so fun and interesting. Rah. Hahaha. But that's just random crap. I THINK CRAIG IS HOT :D Teehee.

NAPFA WAS FUN BECAUSE, I GOT 1.62M FOR MY STANDING BROAD JUMP :D Wow. I can jump over myself(: Okay. I'm short. WHATEVER =p AHHH. CRAIG IS SO CUTE :D Okay. Off topic. Lalala. I haven't bathe and I stink. DAMIEN IS SO RETARDED! HE REFUSED TO DO HIS PULL-UPS IN FRONT OF ME, KRISTEL AND XIANG. Rah. Then he pull my hairband): Idiot. So mean.

Oh yes. And we were so stupid at Macs. I vow never to sit with Barry and Katharine TOGETHER at the SAME table when I eat. You will not get any PEACE at all and you will just keep laughing at their stupidity.

Tag Replies
mu: I WANT TO GO GO GO TOO TOO TOO! :D
Damien BESTEST!: Idiot. Hahaha. You're second. Good enough already(: Better than not tagging! AND I'M VERY BUSY OKAY! I HAVE CAMPS LIKE, EVERY WEEK! D: Rah. This is nice too what =p
MATT!: You're perfect in God's eyes too! (: Tsktsk. Go marry her and let me have a mummy :D
April: Yeah. I won't(: Thanks love! Yup. Let's all MUG :D

Quote of the day:
Barry - I didn't know Big Mac was so big.
*Everybody else starts laughing at him.*

Barry oh barry. You're so gay! Hahaha. Stop touching your legs! =p

Feelings often cause people to make the wrong decisions.

I am failing):

2007-05-15T15:13:00.000+08:00

I failed MORE subjects ):

Geog : 24/50
E maths : 35/80
Chinese : 62.48/100 (Overall)

So that's all the subs I got back today. I think I'm going to fail FOUR subjects. Oh crap. But I hope I pass the overall grades for all subs. I should be able to get some C5 or C6. Hahaha. Maybe I can get an A for Biology :D I hope and wish and pray!

I resolve not to be put down by idiots who are mean to me and say mean comments! I shan't be put down by you guys. Rah. Jeremy and April were being mean to me today. I AM GIFTED OKAY. IT'S JUST AREAS YOU DON'T SEE EVERYDAY. Results aren't everything. At least, to me =p So there. I think I'm gifted and talented enough for myself. Rah. And I am in Special stream. I just don't know why I can't get to mugging properly nowadays so that's why my results are slacking. My mum seems to want me to have tuition. I don't really mind if it can pull my grades up. But whatever. It's expensive and I'd rather use that money for a better cause like, SHOPPING or whatnot. Hahaha.
I can't wait for holidays! Damien Lim Jia Wei, you better keep that day free because you want your hoody right? =p

Tag Replies
jiayi: YES. I think they're all made from the same company or something. HAHAHA.
mu: Nope. They seem pretty young. Hmm...
MATT! : Hahaha. Juliana theory has manymany nice songs :D EYECANDIES ARE GOOD FOR HEALTH :D AND YES! THAT'S YOUR NAME! (:
judith: Exactly my point. But it really depends sometimes.
dan: Because you are lazy and I for one, have too much time to spare. And so, it just proves that I'm lazy and I don't really care anyway. Besides, tests are just regurgitating every single nonsense you learnt and I don't really bother. I study alone. But sometimes, I think studying in a group is good too because you get to learn from other ppl's mistakes and so on.
hornsau: Not really. But if you want to believe it's hinting something, then it's your problem. LOL.

Feelings are one defect of the human body.

Quiz

2007-05-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

I'm bored and I refuse to do my maths. Hence, I shall do this quiz! :D

1.Full name: Ng Charmaine
2.Name backwards: eniamrahC gN (This looks just WRONG. LOL.)
4.Meaning of name: I KNOW! I must be oh so charming(:
5.Nickname: Omg. There's so many! Uh, let's just put CHARMAINE ♥ :D
6.Screen name: Charmaine
7.D.O.B: 10/10 Isn't it such a pretty date you JUST have to get me a PRESENT? :D
8.Place of birth: Mount Avernia Hospital! Okay. I admit it. I forgot the spelling.
9.Nationality: Singaporean (I'm quite proud to be a Singaporean. NDP was fun :D)
10.Current location: Couch potato remains firmly ON THE COUCH!
11.Star sign: Libra
12.Religon: Christian
13.Height: 1.58m (I THINK. And hope AND wish :D But it's not confirmed.)
14.Weight: 45 kg (Okay. I face it. I am fat and I need to SLIM DOWN!)
15.Shoe size: 5/6 (Depends on the cutting really.)
16.Hair color: Black
17.Eye color: Dark brown
18.Who do you look like: Me, myself and I :D
19.Innie or outtie: OUTTIE! :D (I love shopping. How do I not love going out?!)
20.Lefty or righty: RIGHTY! (:
21.Gay, straight, bi or others: Is there another option for ALL? =p Just kidding. Of course I'm straight.
22.Best friends: Lips :D, a few others(:
23.Best friends you trust most: LIPS! And others.
24.Favourite pals: Lips! And some other people.
25.Best friend of opposite sex: DAMIEN! :D
26.Best buddies: Lips, my HUGE family, manymany others in church :D
27.Boyfriend or girlfriend: Not so soon.
28.Crush: LALALA! =x
29.Parents: My real parents. Yunian papa, Matthew Daddy and I think that's all. Teehee.
30.Worst Enemy: =x
31.Favourite online guy: Damien :D (YOU MUST BE SO HONOURED RIGHT! =p) But he's not the only one. Hahaha. Sorry. Got some others too.
32.Favourite online girl: So many!
34.Craziest friend: Shouldn't it be friendS?! Hahaha. So many that it's uncountable!
36.Loudest friend: So many friends who are loud. WHO TO WRITE?! =p
37:Person you cry with: I like crying by myself.
38.Any sisters: Nope):
39.Any brothers: They're not horrible. But they're passable :D
40.Any pets: Someone let my cat away):
41.Any disease: I'm perfectly healthy. Trust me.
42.Pager: Uh, welcome to the 21st Century :D
43.Personal phone line: Is my handphone counted?
44.Phone: Nokia.
45.Lava Lamp: Can I have one? :D
46.Pool or hot tub: BOTH :D
47.A car: Eh, SOME POSH CAR? :D If I can afford it that is.
48.Your personality: CRAZY. LOUD. BOISTEROUS :D
49.Driving: I probably learn how to drive when I'm OLDER(:
50.Room: I need a nicer room. REALLY :D
52.Whats missing: A room.
53.School: Nan Hua High School.
54.Bed: It's big and comfy(:
55.Relationship with parents: It's okay(:
56.Believe in yourself: Of course I believe myself(:
57.Believe in love at first sight: Not really. Hahaha.
58.Good listener: Yeah. Quite :D
59.Get along well with parents: MOST of the time.
60.Save e-mail convos: Nope.
61.Pray: Yes :D
62.Believe in reincarnation: Nope.
63.Make fun of people: Hahaha. I call it TEASING. It's just for jokes really :D No harm intended.
64.Like to talk on the phone: I ADORE TALKING ON THE PHONE :D Just that no one calls nowadays):
65.Want to get married: Maybe(:
66.Like to drive: I want to drive! :D
67.Motion Sickness: Depends.
68.Eat stem of broccoli: I don't really have a choice.
69.Eat chicken with fork: I try. Hahaha.
70.Dream in color: Yes :D
71.Type with your fingers on home role: What's home role?
72.Sleep with stuff animals: My mum insists they contain germs and are dirty):
73.Next to you: My mum :D
74.On the walls of your room: MY WALLS ARE BARE AND UGLY! ):
75.On your mousepad: I don't use an external mouse. I like the Internal Pointing device better :D
76.Dream car: HONESTLY? :D FERRARI, PORCHE, MERCEDES, BMW and ALL THOSE PREETTY BRANDED EXPENSIVE CARS! (:
77.Dream date: Some posh restaurant, a nice beach walk, count the stars and watch the sunset :D I know I'm cliche but whatever. HAHAHA. At least it's sweet. Or maybe, he'll make a picture or something with 9999 roses! :D I don't know. Hahaha!
78.Dream honeymoon spot: Europe/Australia/USA I DON'T KNOW. Maybe anywhere I go with my husband is good enough (: Hahaha!
79.Dream husband or wife: Let's just leave it as it is :D
80.Bedtime: Past midnight all the time :D
81.Under your bed: Dust, ants and all those gross stuffs that are usually under the beds. HAHAH.
82.Single most important question: Can I ask more questions?
83.Bad time of the day: When I just wake up and YOU irritate me :D
84.Worst fear: I don't know.
85.The weather is: Humid):
86.Time: 10:06pm
87.Date: 14th May 2007 Monday.
88.Best trick did on someone: When I pulled out the chair from under Aika during one musical prac... Hahaha. And maybe a few others :D
89.Theme song: SPONGEBOB! Or TEEN TITANS. Or, I DON'T KNOW :D
90.Hardest thing about growing up: Growing up itself is hard. Losing myself in so much nonsense of problems, troubles and life.
91.Funniest experience: All the times spent with my friends (:
92.Scariest experience: A couple? But I don't remember =p
93.Silliest thing you have ever said: Hahaha. I say lots of silly stuffs.
94.Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex: Why do I need to get the opposite gender anyway? =p
95.Scariest thing while you are with your friends: I don't think we did anything scary. Hahaha.
96.Worst feeling: When I feel alone and lost. Like I'm the only one left on this planet and nobody understands how I feel. Or maybe, when people give me promises and can't be able to fulfill them, it really hurts):
97.Best feeling in the world: Being myself is the best thing ever :D Because I have friends who love me and care for me most of the time(:

And this is all about me :D

Results thus far

2007-05-14T18:36:00.000+08:00

SO!
I got back FOUR results already.

Based on the paper alone,
For English SA1: 55/100
For Chemistry SA1: 44.5/100
For Biology SA1: 69/100
For Physics SA1: 46/100

CAN YOU PLEASE TELL HOW IRRITATED I AM?! I JUST NEED LIKE, A FEW MORE MARKS AND I CAN FREAKING PASS THE PAPER. Oh freaking crap. I think I'm going to fail BOTH MATHS and SOCIAL STUDIES. Not forgetting, GEOGRAPHY. Parent-Teacher Meet is next Saturday. Thank God my mum doesn't have to see my Chemistry Teacher. You know why? Because, I PASS CHEM! Well, the overall. I got 60 ++ for my CA1. Hence, it SAVED me :D I think I rock. Wahahah. I'm mad.

I STRONGLY BELIEVE, parents ALL come from the same factory/school where they teach them what to say and they all just memorise it. And then they come back home and start scolding their kids the exact same way. I think parents, if their children fail subjects or anything, just at least praise them for their effort (if any, be honest to yourself) and then reprimand them for not doing as well as expected. I mean, a child should receive some form of compliment from the parents occasionally. It's really hard for us to just mug our brain juices dry and then just receive lecture sessions. I promise I'll not scold my 4 daughters :D I think encouragement has a better effect than scoldings. Besides, since when did negative comments gave positive results?

Today was quite alright. We went a bit mad during recess and lunch. Then again, not a bit. Hahaha. Katharine is stupid. And I'm sure nobody disagrees(:

Tag Replies
Felicia: Thanks lovely! :D
shAnz: I know. It's so hot, just like. HAHAHA! :D
mu: HAH! So it's not my fault. But they are very, relaxed in a way. Like order tea all that. Hahaha. So cool.

So give me something to remember you by.

:)

2007-05-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

Thank you all for cheering me up and always reminding me that no matter what, I'm never alone(:

Hahaha. Anyway!
I just came back from Raku. Some really nice cosy restaurant+bar at Holland. So I had my dinner at around 9+. Hahaha. I'm such a pig. I'm just going to grow fat and everything. Oh well. Back to the dinner. So! I wanted to eat at Sushi Tei but no more cooked food. So my brother, my mum and I decided on Raku. It really had a very good and warm ambience. There were only 5 staff as far as I can tell. There weren't many tables. It was rather small in my opinion. Anyway, the food was pretty good. And you could see the people preparing your food. My Sukiyaki (I should be correct.) which was some beef, mixed vegetables claypot thing was good(: I was seated near some Jap people and they spoke Jap. Okay. That was preetty obvious. But it was really cool. I tried eavesdropping and listening to what they said, but I didn't really get it. Hahaha. So I concentrated more on the food :D

So that's about it. Sick. Tomorrow I have to go to school and face the music. So boring. And I'll be getting back results. Even more horrible. Oh well.

Quote of the day:
Gerald: Speeding doesn't kill. It's the stopping that kills.

Tag Replies
April: YES! I SAW THE NUM GUYS AT HEEREN. Totally to die for. Then again, not die for them. But the eyecandy is totally giving me eye diabetes :D
MATT: THEY ARE NOT GAY! ): I like my tee too :D GO GET IT THEN! =p
kris: I'm better alrdy :D Thanks darling!
mu: Hahaha. I like it (: I'm happy having a daughter like you! :D Thanks dear and I LOVE YOU TOO! ♥
hornsau: I reflect alot okay. Later I become so emo! Actually, I am emo. Just that, I protray the un-emo side for people to see :D Makes them happy, then I'm happy. Goodness. I sound like I live for others.

Some things just aren't real. Just like stars. You never know which is real until you look through a telescope.

2007-05-13T20:04:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling horribly ignored and alone.

More shopping :D

2007-05-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

I bought a new MYUK bag :D All my bags are broken or crappy already. So I have ALL RIGHTS to get a new bag :D I'm pretty pleased with it because it's a rather good size.
I just bathed. Hahaha. My mum always say that bathing is one of the best things in life :D I agree. And I was scrubbing my lovely new white havaianas clean! Apparently, due to my non-stop wearing, it's turning a bit black. Teehee. I have dirty feet!
My cousins are coming for service tomorrow :D Yay. Thank God. Oh. I'M SO VERY EXCITED ABOUT THE NEW VIBE :D I'm in the advertising team. Credits to Lynnshan because, according to her, I am loud and should do advertising. Hahaha. The Fantastic 4 (Jean, Cassandra, Lynnshan and I) were psyched about the ideas we had while we brainstormed! :D
So that's pretty much today. I went to change my Little Miss tee because S was a bit tight. Lalala! There were new cute guys on shift today. Hot nonetheless. I think NUM has special auditions, that's why the guys are always so good-looking. HAHAHA! Even Lynnshan goes ga-ga over them.
AND I HAD CARL'S JUNIOR PORTOBELLO BURGER WITH BEEF CHILLI CHEESE FRIES :D I'm such a pig):
There isn't much to post about. I shall go change my blogskin =p

Tag Replies
small kid: LOL. Matt answered your question :D You had your chance, now it's mine(: I hope we all get to work in the Christmas Musical! :D Nights. Hahaha.
shAnz: Now you know! :D I'LL GO RETAIL THERAPY WITH YOU SOMEDAY! :D So fun! Hahaha.
MATT: Really? I haven't checked yet. Hahaha. I LOVE MY DADDY TOO! (:
Felicia: Don't follow my bad genes!
jiayi: Who will be super lucky? HAHAHA. I'm lost!
mu: YES! YOU HAVE A HEART :D Yes! We wear knee socks together someday! :D

I should start appreciating what I have and stop asking for more.

RETAIL THERAPY :D

2007-05-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

TODAY I CANCELLED THREE THINGS OFF MY LIST! :D

Teehee. I love my parents. Hahaha. I spent so much money today that I am having this bout of guilt! ): Then again, not really. Hahaha. But the retail therapy was good :D I'm so pleased with all my harvest! :D Teehee. I lovelovelove my clothes! Yay. But I still want that shirt. Rah. And I ate at Sushi Tei again. Hahaha. But I had only one dessert this time.

HERE'S THE CHOCOLATE WAFER! :D Obviously the serving size is not only two. My mum and I ate some already. Okay. Among the 5 pieces, I ate 3 :D I'm so sure it's 5 but my mum refuses to acknowledge. So irritating.

OH. AND THE GUY WHO ATTENDED TO ME AT NUM WAS SO HUNKY AND HOT :D HE'S SUCH A TOTAL CUTIE! :D Omg. Why can't ALL guys be like him? LOL. And I think, most of the NUM guys are quite good-looking. HAHAHA.

ANYWAY!
After my wonderful retail therapy(: , I went home and decided to pig for HALF AN HOUR. So it was 5:15pm and I set my alarm clock at 5:45pm. I did wake up to off the alarm and was thinking, 5 more minutes won't kill. Therefore, I went back to sleep. Suddenly, I WAS SHAKING! It was my mum and she's like, "Aren't you going for Uth?" And I was like, OH YAH. Major oh no. Because it was already 6:47pm. HAHAHA. I think I'm a genius. Teehee. So I thought, since I'm going to be late, then let it be and be late. Heehee. I'm retarded. So I sort of took my time and went to church. The message has ended already and it was the last song. I think I'm stupid. LOL. Anyway, I went to Island Creamery with Huishan, Cassandra, Jiawen, Lynnshan and Allisa who is Lynnshan's cousin. But there didn't have anymore space so we went over to Macs with a two tubes of ice-cream and a double scoop. I ate my dinner of Grilled Chicken Foldover. Heehee. Went home arnd 10 plus with my new-made friends Siqian and Hok Chai! OH YES. And they live SO NEAR ME! :D Like, just one bus-stop away. Siqian and I talked ALL the way home like nobody's business although we only talked the VERY FIRST TIME after Uth worship ended. It was cool talking to her. We just chatted random stuffs. Thank goodness they live near me. If not, I'll be going home alone and that would be so boring): But now I have new mates to go home with me! :D No more worries of boredom. Teehee.
Oh man. It's so late. I shall go read Damien's latest post and go sleep. I'm tired):

Tag Replies
mu: LINK ALRDY! :D I even gave you a heart(:
MATT: I'm going to sleep! Go play some games or something then.
ESTELLA: I didn't see you at Vivocity! ): My shopping therapy ROCKS :D YESYES! LET'S! I can't WAIT to go out with you someday(: And isn't the imitation so HOT?!
shAnz: Hahaha. But it's more convenient for me to reply tags darling (:
Felicia: But I'm sure you'd pick schl than midyrs anytime right? :D And don't worry, you'll have your opportunity(:
jiayi: OH MAN! IS IT SO OBVIOUS? Her signature pose. So sexy can. Don't you wish your girlfriend was hot like HER?! :D Not only hot, but sexxaye and cute. HAHAHA.

There are manymany stars tonight(:

Sentosa with 310(:

2007-05-10T20:26:00.000+08:00

310 OWNS! :D

So! Today I went to Sentosa and Vivocity with my classmates(: It was so fun! We were mad.
Here's the list of people who went today:
April
Bina
Jieying
Jiaxin
Judith
Jeraldine
Me
Siying
Sarah
Sheryl
Yueli
Yeonglan
Qishan
Amanda
Jeremy

So here's the crazy 15 who went. Hahaha. I met up with Sarah, Siying, Jeraldine, Yeonglan, Qishan and Amanda. The way I got onto the MRT was hilarious. Hahaha. And I was being so stupid in the MRT. Hahaha. So we popped by Vivocity first to get some candy and snacks from Candy Empire. I got my Nerds and Nerds Stick! :D I LOVEEEE WILLY WONKA! Teehee.
We walked around looking for a pair of boardshorts for Amanda because apparently, she didn't had any and wore a skirt! :D I upskirt her later on. But she was wearing shorts. So un-fun. Rah. Then the rest came. We decided to go to Sentosa soon after since many shops weren't open yet. Besides, there was a school group aand we wanted to go before they took up all the Sentosa Express Monorail. It was fast and cool. We were so fascinated. And we waved to this really cute guy! :D Hahaha. He was a Sentosa staff and he was really funny and cute. Hahaha. Eyecandy :D So we got off at the Beach Station and decided to play the Luge + Skylift first. It was so very fun(: I nearly flipped. After the Luge, we went to the beach to rot. I did something really stupid like, fall down in the toilet. Hahaha. I'm so retarded. Rah!
CHECK OUT THESE HOT AND SEXY BABES OF 310 :D (Jeremy's the oh so wonderful photographer so he's in the next shot and Yueli became the photographer:D)
SEE?! WE KNOW MAGIC. WE TURNED YUELI INTO JEREMY! :D Okay. Random. Hahaha.
LOOK AT THE PREEEEEEEEEETTY VIEW :D It's just so serene and everything that it looks very scenic(:

OUR FEET! :D (April, Judith, Yueli, Sheryl and Me) Guess which is mine! :D
WE LOVE PALAWAN BEACH! :D
All Girls Class photo :D
POINTS! :D

Then we proceeded to Vivocity because we were hungry. We agreed on Sushi Tei :D The curry udon was good and the dessert was AWESOME. Hahaha! (Insider's joke.) So then we took stupid photos the whole day. I think I can have EVERYTHING on the dessert's menu. It was so small but OH SO CUTE! (: And yummy. Heehee.

THE BOSS IS ANGRY! AHHHH! :O
GUESS WHO WE'RE IMITATING?! :D (My school's big joke. HAHAHA.)
ISN'T THE DESSERT JUST SO CUTE?! It's really good too. The strawberry ice cream is mine :D

Anyway! We started to split up after lunch to shop and buy stuffs. I didn't buy anything since I'm going there with my mum tomorrow. I'm going to know what I want today so I can CONVINCE my mum tomorrow! :D Teehee. Pretty scheming eh? (: I liked the Espirit shorts but it's an insane price of $59.90. And I saw my Little Miss Fun tee! :D I'M SO HAPPY! I want the dark blue one. It's $49.90. Rah. And TaggerBags are not as nice as I thought it would be. I thought and hoped it was canvas but it wasn't. It was this plastic thingy. And the pink wasn't so nice. I saw a nicer pattern. But it really depends. It's $150.00. Ouch for my wallet. Or rather, my dad's. Hahaha. I'll see if they have the pattern I want tomorrow. Lalala! I hope I get most of the stuffs from my wishlist :D Teehee. So that's about my day.

Photos are courtesy from Jeremy's blog.

I HAVE THIS REALLY HORRIBLE ZIT! ): It's big and red. I hate zits. I look ugly): Rah. I sound like a bimbo.

Tag Replies
mu: YES. SPAMMING IS ABSOLUTE FUN!(:
jiayi: NOPE! :D Are you jealous? Hahaha. I don't even have to go to school! :D
shAnz: It's not STUPID! ): It's good okay! ):
Felicia: Lots of love! <3>
iris: You're a hopeless case iris. LOL. CANNOT MAKE IT! =p
Xiu: YES! LOVE IT LIKE, TONS AND TONS. I think I'm a great cook too. Hahaha. Let's cook something for each other someday! :D You're so silly that it's cute(: Loves!

AND I WANT TO CHANGE BLOGSKIN! Again(:

2007-05-09T21:51:00.000+08:00

I VOW NEVER TO SIT BESIDE KRISTEL DURING A MOVIE ANYMORE.

I really mean it. She's so annoying. She keeps laughing at the NON-funny parts and commenting on the show. I felt like killing her. Rah. Xiang was SO grateful that she wasn't sitting beside her. It's so unfair. I had Churros :D Heehee. I love it so much.

I think I killed my A maths paper):

ANYWAY!
Today was really tired. Walked like crazy. I waited with Jeremy for the 312 people. So we went to library and stoned and read books and took photos and videos! I look totally RETARDED! Rah. And we left the library after that. We sat outside our classroom and read and STONED. Jeremy was playing in the rain. Hahaha. I couldn't get wet too much and so, I TRIED to keep dry.

Xiang's dad came "soon after". He had his colleagues in the car. I was being really stupid, bobbing up and down to Mcfly's songs. Heh. It was a bit embarrassing but I was really high :D We walked one WHOLE round before we decided on eating Pepper Lunch. It was my first time and it's really interesting and good! It's just so much fun cooking your own food.

This is my Salmon Set Lunch thingy. Looks good eh? :D

Hahaha. Because, IT WAS GOOD! Xiang and I had the same thing. Kristel had some Beef rice thingy.

This is Kristel's food. As you can see, she isn't a very good cook. Hahaha.

So after lunch, we walked around for quite a bit and booked tickets.

SPIDERMAN 3 IS A NICE (but quite long, sadly) SHOW! :D

Then we went home! :D I'm so tired. We took TONS and TONS of photos! I think Xiang's camera is so cool and fun. Heh. There were more stupid things that happened that I really can't rmbr. Hahaha. And if you guessed it, it's Kristel. She's always so dumb. Heh.

TMRW I'M GOING TO SENTOSA :D

I can't wait. I can't decided what to wear! ): I better start packing my stuffs. It's late and I'm really tired.

I promise I'll change back to a Cbox when the sidebar is bigger. Heh. For now, please note that the comments part is after every single post :D

Tag Replies
MATT: I'm sorry! ): Yes! You're the FIRST! :D
cass: Is it that difficult? I am so dead for my A maths paper):
mu: Hahaha. Thanks. Yeah. Sorry! ): SMUARCKS! :D
jeremy: Sorry! Hahaha. But Haloscan is nice :D
xiaotian: Thanks :D I know you're very fascinated about this comment thingy right? :D
April: What's the difference in my blog on Mac? Heh. I can't wait for tmrw! :D Agreed. Haloscan is gooood! And I was at Suntec. Hahaha. Jealous? :D
Felicia: I'll go put a heart on your link okay? :D Don't follow my bad example! Tsktsk.
Rainbow: Read my blog and you'll find out! :D That's one way to keep up with my life(: Haloscan seems ANTI-SPAM! Hahaha.
jiayi: LOL. Now you found it, TAG MORE :D

I'm not going to cry over you.

2007-05-08T20:01:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOGSKIN AGAIN! :D

Yes! New blogskin. Even I can't stand the small fonts. Hahaha. And I think this is really cute. Hahaha. And I changed Cbox to Haloscan. I guess it's better. I am going to change blogskin whenever I feel like it. To heck with the schedule. I'll follow the sequence of which blogskin. But it's not going to be monthly already. Hahaha. I only have ONE MORE PAPER LEFT! Hahaha. I'm so happy(: Anyway, it's A maths tomorrow so I'm going to start practicing some questions. It really feels like my exams are over already. I'm not mugging. I've been procrasinating and watching television. Hahaha. Who cares?
I think I didn't do so well for my Chemistry and Social Studies. As in, there is so much to memorise! At least I did the Chemistry Midyr 2006 paper. Some of the questions appeared again today. So thank goodness I did that paper. Hah. I'm so smart. I'm psychic I tell you. Hahaha. I shall go do my A maths Ten-Year-Series. Heh. I like my new blogskin(: I'm going to Suntec tomorrow to watch Spiderman 3 :D Ahhh. So happy. Then Thursday, I'm going Sentosa(: Wooo! I can't wait for the A maths paper to finish like, NOW! :D

Tag Replies
mu: I'm always contradicting my dear. Hahaha. Changing blogskin is easy peasy(: I can't WAIT for tomorrow!
cass: It's not helping you know. I already think Sec 3 life is horrible enough! Pray about it and see what God wants you to do! :D
shAnz: He is a stupid man. Hahaha. Being high is good and fun! :D And I updated your url alrdy(:
dan: Oh yeah? What's the reason behind the guy looking at other women? =p
Cherie Tan: My entries are ALWAYS interesting :D Hahaha. Just kidding. It's finishing and I can't wait! :D See you!
MATT: Yeah. Hahaha. I know. School is fun only because of friends. Hahaha. You have friends right? :D
jocelyn: HELLO! Then whose lesson is it? Hahaha.
wanxin: I know. That's why I changed blogskins :D For your eyesight's sake!
judith: Thanks love! Hahaha. I'm better alrdy and I tagged at your blog! :D
kris: What's nice? I don't understand! ): Hahaha.

I'm happy because God loves me! ♥

Edit: I CHANGED THE LOCATION OF THE HALOSCAN. IT'S GOING TO BE AT THE END OF EVERY POST. MATTHEW AND JUDITH WERE THE FIRST TWO TO COMMENT! I'LL ALWAYS RMBR :D Sorry but those tags are no longer arnd):

rah.

2007-05-06T15:03:00.000+08:00

Just came back from church. So I decided to post! :D Saw a lot of things that gave me the inspiration to post. Hahaha. I must pen them down before I forget! (:
Firstly, Children Church today was really rowdy. What with the goodie bags and all. I love that idea, but it distracted the kids a lot. We'll do better next time! :D I'm sure we can make it! Hahaha. We need to seriously brainstorm lots and lots. Also, I'm praying about it whether I should serve in the Children Camp. I'm sure they'll like the Uth element in the camp. Hahaha. Especially there's a little surprise at the end that I can't state here lest the kids see! But if I do go for Children Camp, it'll be damn mad for me. I'll have camps in the first, second and third week. Like, consecutive camps. I'll die after June. Really really die. I'll have to really pray about it. I am dying to go out during the June holidays! That's the ONLY time I'm ever free. Sigh. But for the kids, I don't mind(: I'm sure it'll be fun. All I have to do is convince my mum...
Anyway, when I was on my way home just now, I stopped over at Sweet Talk to buy Milk bubble tea (again, yes.) Hahaha. There was this guy, I have no idea if he's Chinese or Malay, but he was so gross. Eeew. He was SCRATCHING HIS BACK IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE WORLD. How disgusting can he be?! He just lifted up his shirt and started scratching like nobody's business. I wanted to tell him to stop before I slapped him. As in, YOU'RE A FREAKING GROWN-UP MAN. YOU LOOK THIRTY AT LEAST AND YOU LOOK ABSOLUTELY REVOLTING DOING THAT. Seriously, you can cause people to stop drinking from that stall. What's more, he turned around and saw me STARING at his vomit-provoking actions and just continued like he wasn't doing anything wrong. WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIS BRAIN?! Then again, he might even have one. Since he's so rude. In the end, I got my drink faster than him. He looked at me with such a face that I felt like throwing a punch at his face. WHO ASKED YOU TO BE SUCH A FREAKING GLUTTON TO ORDER TWO DRINKS?! TOO BAD IF I GOT IT FIRST. BLAME YOURSELF.
Singaporeans are so kiasu aka cheapskate. They will take anything free, ANYTHING. So long it's free, they'll take it. It's so embarrassing that this is the view that people from other countries see us like that. They then stereotype us and think we're all like that. WE ARE NOT. I saw this family on the bus and sometimes, you know, they have these little things hanging on the railings that you know you can take home, but it's still so uncouth to do so. They just took 3 and happily got off the bus. How cheapskate can people be? -.- But I guess the kids wanted it. That can be forgiven. During sales, you see tons of people lining up. During free gifts, regardless of what it was, you also see throngs of people flooding that area. Ugh.
So! I got off the bus. I saw this poor mother carrying something and holding her little girl's hand, trying to close the pram, while her husband is carrying another baby. BUT THAT MAN, I want to stab him so much, he himself has a daughter but while CARRYING HIS OWN BABY, HE'S LOOKING AT OTHER WOMEN. Ugh. Men. I know I shouldn't think guys are all generically like that, but apparently, majority of the guys I see, are like that. They are such a disgrace to society. What's with looking at other women when you already have wife AND kids?! Don't give me the nonsense that is your freaking rights. Then so, why get so pissed off when your girl sees some other guy? And I thought we all agreed on equality. I do agree that girls are the weaker gender. But that's just BASIC gentlemanly manners. Or has manners here being forgotten?
Everything written above, is based on what I see, and how I feel. If you don't like it, go ahead and click that little red spot with an "X" on it and leave me alone. Your comment wouldn't be needed here.
Those are just some thoughts for the day. Everyday is Mugging day till 9th May.

Tag Replies
mu: Hahaha. Yeah. Next month! Though I won't be posting much since I'm so busy. I think. Hahaha.
Rainbow: Okay! Hahaha. I'll do my best(: Yes! I so want to visit you guys! :D Hahaha. I think you girls are lovely too! Thanks so much for your compliment! Rest tight!
MATT: HEY DAD! :D Really?! Hahaha. I like it manymany too! Hahaha. I love this type of style now :D I can't wait to show you next month's blogskin! (:
princessSISTER :D: OKAY! :D I'll put it up right now! <3> You're so cute and silly! Hahaha.

9th May is so near, yet so far.

new blogskin

2007-05-05T19:23:00.001+08:00

NEW BLOGSKIN! :D

I know I'm super kind to change it because you guys couldn't really read. Please don't complain the fonts are too small or whatever. Hahaha. That just means you need serious glasses!
I don't know why I'm changing my blogskin at this time. Because it's like, I have midyrs! And, I made a SCHEDULE for my blogskins. Like how every month is a different one and I already know what I'm going to use for the rest of the year! Omg. I think I'm mad. Really. So I shall get on with mugging D: Ugh. And I'm leading songs tmrw for the kids! I better prepare what I want to say. Rah. I think I have a sorethroat):

Tag Replies
MATT: You mean the Chanel logo? Hahaha. They will so sue me! I'm not worried about my papers. I'm just saying it because it'll be unnatural to stress! HAHAHA.
jiayi: I won't darling! :D Loveslovesloves! <3>
Felicia: Uh, the previous blogskin wasn't really a blogskin. It's a layout. Hahaha. The custom one. But I like my blogskins now. Since it's my blog, that's what matters most, right? :D
KL: Lol. Did you break your specs or something? I thought you always saw dots. You're too lame to understand anyway. Hahaha.
April: Yes it is funny :D Be honoured your name's even ON my blog(:
shAnz: I can tell. Hahaha. Okayokay. I changed already! :D
mu: I can't wait for her eyes to fall out! HAHAHA! It gets a bit dizzy. I know. I can tell when I reply tags and I have to keep referring back to my blog! HAHAHA. Sorry about the spamming thing. Nxt month's blogskin should allow you to spam. Hahaha.
kris: THANK YOU. are you happy now? =p

Every object will continue in its state of rest or uniform motion in a straight line unless a resultant force acts on it to change its state. - Sir Isaac Newton

Physics and Chemistry is driving me crazy.

2007-05-04T15:41:00.000+08:00

I'm so dead. Gone is my Geography! I totally didn't mug it properly. I'm going to screw it all up! ):
Whatever. I never really liked Geography this year. I mean like, we have to mug pages 9 - 120! AND there's BIOLOGY. Which is like, 6 chapters. The school is just so retarded. Rah.
I'm contemplating if I should change the blogskin. Since so many are complaining about the reading due to the spots. Lol. See my faithful readers? I'm so concerned about your eyesight. Hahaha. Be grateful and tell me if I should change blogskin. I don't want your eyes to fall off due to see too many spots while reading. Hahaha. Though I believe that will be a hilarious sight. Lol. I really shouldn't be building my happiness on people's misery. But I can't help it! Like the coconut tree's complains of bf stuffs (insider's joke). Hahaha. That's just damn funny.
After Geography paper today, we had chemistry remedial. She was oh so late! Probably trying to swallow her rice. HAHAHA. So a few, okay, quite a fair bit of us, went down to eat because we thought she wouldn't come so soon. So we were busy chowing our food and being retarded when, someone's boyfriend came down. Then I was like, "Why is he down already? OH NO! Does it mean she's here?! Shit." So I asked him. And he nodded. Then I shouted like, "OMG! SHE'S HERE ALRDY!" Everybody was way frantic and went "HUH?!" and some of them quickly ran up. The few of us who were eating rice, took ENORMOUS bites. So wasted. Especially the chilli fish! Rah. It costs us one buck. Argh. But we just stuffed ourselves and ran upstairs. Thank God she wasn't in class. We manage to escape! :D Wooo! Sweet escape. HAHAHA. Okay. Random. I know. Walked to central with April, Jeremy and Yueli. Got a milk bubble tea. I finished it before I reached home. I'm so bloated now. Rah. I'm so retarded. After going to the mrt, I realised I have enough money in my ez-link card. So the walk to central was quite wasted after all, with the exception of Sweet talk(:

Tag Replies
mu: I LOVE YOU TOO! :D I think she doesn't get the Bahbah song. HAHAHA.
xt: HAHAHA. THANK YOU! :D
iris: Yeah. Hahahaha. It's so distracting! :D I love it! (: Don't worry! I won't cheat you of your design! :D YES! Talk!
MATT: I know. I failed two papers before! :D
shAnz: It made you so cross-eyed you typed wrongly! HAHAHA.
cass: YES. BUT IT'S SUCH PREEETTY BLACK DOTS :D
dan: LOL. That makes your comment pretty redundant too. Lol. Thanks(:
kris: When did you ever get anything? HAHAHA.

Two Quotes of the day:
April - "I pronounce you, Man and uh... nevermind."
HAHAHA.
*On the way to Sweet talk*
Me - "Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer."

2007-05-03T13:48:00.000+08:00

I just failed Emaths. Or at least, I'll get 40/80. Lol. I hope I pass. A C6 or C5 would make me really happy. I think I'd better pig a bit. If not, I won't have the energy to mug later on.
I think i have to get started on Geography first. Then Biology and lastly, Chemistry. My Chemistry teacher is so mad. We have a test on Chemical Calculations tomorrow. It's like, so crazy!
I am going to change my blogskin probably a fortnight or month from the day I changed it. Lol. Hornsau said he couldn't read my blog because his eyes got really blurry. But no one else is complaining. I think it's just him. Lol.
I shall go pig now. I'm tired.

Tag Replies
Felicia: Hahaha. It'll take forever and you will never know them all! Hahaha. I have such a huge family!
ESTELLA: You're welcome :D Lol. You too! I'll be partying after next Wednesday's papers! (:
jiahao: Like I said, THIS IS THE NEW MORE MATURED ME! :D It's for a good cause. Hahaha. And you tagged twice dumbdumb.
kris: Aren't you always kuku? HAHAHA.
MATT: YAY! HAHAHA. Of course you love me. I'm your daughter :D My blogskin is so preeetty(:
shAnz: HUSBAND! LOVELOVELOVE! :D

Song of the day:
Bah Bah Black Boy
Bah Bah black sheep
Have you any wool?
Yes, Sir
Yes, Sir
3 bags full
One for my master
One for Kristel
One for the Bah Bah boy who lives down the lane!

HAHAHA. It's an insider's joke :D

I wish next Thursday would come sooner! ):

Stop procrastinating!

2007-05-02T17:23:00.000+08:00

I NEEED TO MUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUG!

Really.

But I'm not doing it for some stupid reason. I just woke up from a nice enjoying nap :D

And this is the THIRD post in a day. Can you tell how BORED I am?! Well, not really. I'm just procrastinating. I should really get started.

Here's the timetable of exams:
3rd May - Mathematics
English Language P2
4th May - Biology
Geography (Elective)
7th May - Physics
Higher Chinese P2
8th May - Chemistry
Social Studies
9th May - Additional Mathematics

And then, all my misery will end. FINALLY. So tomorrow's my first two papers. I'm only worried about the Maths papers. And I have to get cracking on mugging Geography. With all this stress, I'm sure to get some zit outbreak. Argh. Crap. In any case, I made a nice blog icon for my blog! :D But it needs improvements still. So I have to make do with it. It's on my profile so you guys might want to check it out :D I'd really better get started. OH. And to Jeremy, Kristel and Xiang, I promise I'll post up the Easter Musical pictures as soon as Midyrs are over and gone.

Tag Replies
jeremy: You're sitting beside me. Obviously you see me posting. LOL. I think she's okay. I don't know. I wasn't paying attention. I was posting, remember? Hahaha.
April: Of course. ESPECIALLY THAT SONG! HAHAHA. And we're not laughing at you. Don't be retarded. Hahaha.
mu: I posted alrdy darling. Hahaha. Thank me! :D Good point. And my blogskin now doesn't really allow spamming. Sorry daughter(: And yes, charmaine IS talking to charmaine. Hahaha.
Felicia: Hahaha. Actually, if you want to count in my family to add to yours, I think your family will be huge. Hahaha.
cass: Hello :D
charmaine: Omg. So cool. Hahaha. I linked you already :D How you did you find me?! I like your blogskin. Hahaha. What school are you from? (:
MATT: LOLLOL. Makes sense.
shAnz: No, really. It's very detailed already. Hahaha. It was very satisfying though. Hahaha! :D
princessSISTER :D: I love you too! :D I'm not studying too. Hahaha. I'm lazy! But we don't have a choice. So let's get down to mugging yeah? :D
kris: OF COURSE I ROCK. I know that =p
small kid: Yeah. I will. Don't have to worry about me. Tc too.
dan: Oh. So it's those greek retards who are responsible for my shit now. Damn. They're dead. I can't stab them. Rah.
jin: No. It's by a blogskinner -ambulance. I love her skins. It's so nice! I will go and learn okay =p
passerby: First, you go to the layout of the new blogger. Click on "Edit HTML". At the bottom, you will see a link which is "Revert to old Classic template" or something like that. Click on that and voila! Your old template is back in business (: Who are you by the way? Hahaha. Do leave your name behind nxt time(:

Charmaine, stop procrastinating now!

2007-05-02T12:48:00.000+08:00

Quote of the Day:

Kat: Over the years means is either more than two years or more than two years!
*Still doesn't realise anything is wrong and feels really indignant*
Xiang: HUH?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
*Everybody starts laughing at her and she starts laughing at herself.*

Someone please tell me why am I friends with her. Really.

2007-05-02T12:14:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY NEW BLOGSKIN! <3>

I finally found a way to revert the stupid layout back to Template! :D

This blogskin is so pretty!

LOVE&ADORATION&INFATUATION

Boredom is killing me.

2007-04-30T13:38:00.000+08:00

I just can't get down to mugging. Ugh. Shit. I haven't take my physics test as well. So now it's just one whole big crap. Oh well. And I can't possibly take any notes down because I don't have the freaking test paper. Ugh. (I resolve to not swear and curse anymore. Really.) At least I have tomorrow to look forward to. Since it's Labour Day and all, it's a public holiday! Thank God for the government which knows we're slogging our guts out just doing shit. And that means, I can sleep later today! So it's a good thing since my dear Lynnshan is planning on calling me tonight to update me on every excruciating detail about the KL trip. Not forgetting I have chemistry and biology work (so far) to accompany me through the night and the holiday. Weee. I'm so glad. NOT. Whatever. My exams are coming. No doubt I have to get started somewhere to mug. So I guess homework is my revision. In a way.
School right now, is okay. Apart from the fact my usual physics teacher is not here for some unknown reason resulting in the relief teacher coming in and teaching instead. I don't get it. Everytime a relief teacher comes in for relieving Physics seem to want to teach instead of just letting us slack. Like, What's WRONG with you people?! Like my life isn't torturous as it already is. I never will get physics. Seriously. And I can't be bothered much. How can physics ensure I get the best bargains?! Like the force exerted on that shirt will make it cheaper. Omg. I sound way bimbotic. But it's the honest truth. Why do I need physics or any other subject in that case, for my daily livelihood? Why the heck will I bother to apply it to my daily life? I abhor those idiots who made my life miserable like, Einstein. Who cares if e=mc^2?! Why should anyone be bothered to prove it anyway? And Newton. Another man responsible to my misery in life now. So what if an object continues to move due to inertia or whatever shit that makes it move? As if I really have the need to know that. I think there's something seriously wrong with our education system. Students should have more say in learning what they want. Instead of only a few miserable course codes which aren't really choices at all. Any case, I shan't complain about the pathetic system here. Lest people see this and end up suing me for some reason.
Just now during lunch, April, Qishan, Jeremy (he joined later) and I were mad. We started blasting songs like retards and got really high. Hahaha.
Songs such as:

Teriyaki Boyz - Tokyo Drift (Fast and Furious)
Paula Deanda - Walk away
Lady Sovereign - Love me or hate me
Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

These were namely the 4 songs that we were playing damn loudly in class. And they're mainly loud, irritating and slap-in-your-face type of songs. Plus we were singing away with the music. I think I'm mad even if my classmates didn't feel the same way. I'm going to have Geography remedial later. Sigh. It's so boring. I can read and memorise all the crap about Geography myself. I don't suck at map-reading. I'm not such a dumbarse. But I won't be unfair to those who don't understand the complex concept of map-reading with a string, protractor and ruler. If there wasn't any idiots in the world, how do you know if someone is clever? HAHAHA. That's a really mean thing, but nonetheless, the truth.
I should be paying attention to my physics teacher now. It's mean and disrespectful not to though I wasn't listening to her for the past 40 minutes. And this blog should really go on hiatus.
I resolve to let this blog go on hiatus until the 9th of May.
And I already made many plans for the holidays and yet, my exams aren't over yet. It's highly retarded. Nonetheless, I'll let you, lucky people who read my blog regularly, have an overview of my schedule AFTER the exams(:

Immediately after the last paper on 9th May, I will wait for TheLips to be done and then, we'll go catch the Spiderman 3 movie together :D Some 312 people might be joining. That, I'm not confirmed.
The very next day, which is 10th May, some of my class people are planning to go out to Sentosa first, then we will go to Vivocity for lunch and shopping. Maybe we might go back to Sentosa for Musical Fountain. But that's a bit over and mad. And I don't think we can stay so late. So I'll put my chances on shopping at Vivocity and it just ends there. Most likely.
11th May will be SERIOUS retail therapy with my mum. Of course I'll go with my mum. She can pay(: And also, give me good fashion advice. I love my mum to bits <3>
And hopefully, I can go out on the 12th May with some girl friends :D
There's a D.O.C Girls Camp during the 11th - 14th of June(:
Next, I have a Secondary 3 Adventure Camp in Malaysia with my school.
I hope I get to go home on the 21st with the rest of the students instead of 22nd with the Student Council. I'm dying to go for church camp! At least two days will make me overjoyed.
And maybe, TheLips are planning to go to the zoo some time in June to celebrate Xiang's birthday! :D

So that's roughly my plans for the holidays. Of course, there are going to be many last-minute outings and all that. And I must go out with the heeren/camwhore gang! :D
I adore holidays. There simply isn't enough holidays to go around! ):

Tag Replies!
dan: Mugging is SO NOT fun. Are you mad? LOL. I can't let my blog die like that! It's so unlike me. And stop arguing with my dad. I don't mid getting a F9. HAHAHA. But that's just crap.
MATT: I SO AGREE. We all need some eyecandy to look at! If not, life will be so boring. Hahaha. Like dad and daughter. And correction to your statement, TOO much eyecandy can give you diabetes.
jiahao: HAHAH. YEAH. Fatherly love. LOLLOL. Eyecandies are alright. Hahaha.
kris: What ticko? You sickening pervert =p
Felicia: Then you have to go work for it! I'm not giving you any extra cash. Hahaha. YES! She's my princessSISTER. Which makes her your, uh, princessAUNTY! HAHAHA. Sounds so old!
anon: Who are you? What's your name? And lastly, WHY ARE YOU SO LAME?! -.-

Oh yes. This is my 69th post! :D I should dedicate this post to April Koh Pei Pei you know. Because she's number 69! So yeah. I shall try to say nice things about her. I have to fight against my conscience! ): Hahaha. I'll try to name 5 good things about her. At least, I think it's good.

She's funny.
She's loud and boisterous.
She likes to do real silly things which are hilarious and makes me laugh :D
She's a Shoppaholic like ME :D (Which considering is a good thing since I absolutely LOVE to shop. Besides, we like the same kinda things.)
She's crazy. (Trust me on this. She's really crazy. And when she is, she's like, super duper mad.)

So that's the 5 good things that I think about April Koh. She should be so honoured(:

I'm so over it.

Just for tags :D

2007-04-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

I just had to post. I can't let my blog just die off like that! Hahaha. I'm going to have English and Chinese Paper 1 tmrw. Someone please tell me how dead I am going to be): Oh well. It's just the format and everything that I have to remember. This post is mainly dedicated to replying the flood of tags on my tagboard. I'm afraid before I reply, the older tags get pushed away. So, I'm here to reply(: But first, I'd like to say that Sky Garden Official Opening was a huge success :D I'm so proud of myself. Though I don't get to be on tv (because they aired the opening ceremony), I had my chance before and that I believe, is good enough(: I had better get cracking soon. Midyrs are just next week. I'm so stressed out. Procrastinating's what I've been doing the past few days. I wish Mr Ng would come back soon. Then I can go figure out my maths. That reminds me, I haven't done any maths homework yet! Oh crap. I skipped the Physics test today. Hmm. Wonder when's my make-up test. And I was mad with TheLips during Chinese. Mr Seow must be wondering why I took forever to go to the toilet. Hahahah. April and I talked lots of crap during his lesson today as well. And I really wonder why the big and small boulders of fat aren't together! (Inside joke :D) Now that's something you don't see/hear everyday. Hahahah. The world is just full of amazing things(:

Tag Replies
kris: okayokay. we don't mean to you alrdy okay? :D lovelovelove! <3>
princessSISTER :D : HELLOOOS princessSISTER! :D hahah. camwhore and cheering are super fun! (: i have to go on hiatus if not i can't concentrate on mugging till my brains fall out! hahah. forty chaps leh. oh my tian lah. LOL.
MATT: HAHAH. you have THREE grand-daughters. and i alrdy have a dad in schl. okay. one word to simplify all this weird relationships : complicated :D hahah. simple enough? hahah. and WHY AM I OUTTA HAND?! ):
shAnz: okay. i promise i'll make it up to you! :D
dan: what you mean earliest post? hahah. okay.
jin: HELLOOS! hahah. you can also go what =p and i wanted to show that my blog's still ALIVE. duh. i dont abuse the mike during the actual day. that's just retarded. LOL.
Felicia: hmm. nope! hahah. but i plan to! hahah. extra $$ for spending! (: or saving. hahah.
mu: yeah! THANK YOU! :D hahah. i care abt kristel (: teehee.
wanxin: OF COURSE! :D my food what. hahah. be careful! don't go salivating all over your computer and flood your house with saliva! HAHAH.
stephy: hahah. thanks! who are you really? hahah. my primary schl that steph? haha(:
Woon Yeow: omg! how you get my blog url?! HAHAH. HELLOOOS. ohman. so long nvr see you liao! hahah. we must catch up someday(:
JaY: LOL. you're such an idiot. hahah. what's with the rhyming suddenly?!
small kid: yup. over alrdy. finally. i drink alot of water one lor =p my throat's gonna die on me. really.
jocelyn: HELLO JOCELYN! <3> hahah. yeah. drama! :D

I looked at your face I saw that all the love had died.

charm(:

SPORTS DAY! :D

2007-04-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS SPORTS DAY! :D IT WAS ALOT OF FUN. HAHAH. 312 WON MANYMANY RACES! (: they got 'B' div champs! :D yay. well done runners! :D esp my lovely lovely xiang! and jwee rocks alot because she was 5th during 4 x 400m then she caught up and was 1st even though she was sick! (: so cool!
anyway, all of us were screaming away like crazy idiots. and took lots and lots of photos! i was emcee for awhile only. because it was boring and hectic.
but i'll talk abt what i did BEFORE sports day. lessons were preeeetty slack. hahah. i guess everybody was in a rather "sporty" mood? hahah. no pun intended(: really. hahah. any case, xiang's dad offered to treat us (kristel and me because kat's busy with her, you-know-what)! so we decided to go to ikea(: her dad was so nice! he treated us to yummy meatballs and chicken wings. he had some fish thingy and xiang had poached salmon! :D we took manymany photos at the restaurant. so i'll now post up the photos of the food! :D
HERE'S THE YUMMY MEATBALLS AND CHICKEN WINGS! :D we-ell, that fried thing on top of the chicken wings is not exactly a chicken wing. it's actually a fish frm xiang's dad. hahah. he was so nice. if you're wondering why there's a chicken wing on the tray, it's because i dropped it. HAHAH. on the floor. then kristel kicked it. LOL. anyway, her dad was laughing at me when i started taking pictures of the food. HAHAH. what! i wanted to take the before and after but i forgot. LOL. we took abt 3 vids there? yeah. hahah. and xiang's dad scammed kristel that thing is chicken. hahah. she's so dumb. we then realised, EVERYBODY SCAMS HER! :D hahah.
and this is xiang's poached salmon! she had tea and greeeeen jelly. hahah. the gell-o was not bad. but it was a bit weird. xiang didn't finish it though. hahah. WASTE FOOD! but i wasted food too. so yeah. LOL.
I LOVE THE CHICKEN WING :D
IT'S SODA-LICIOUS! :D hahah. i know we're so sweeet. hahah! too sweet for your liking even! be careful, you might get diabetes! =p
eeyerh. hahah. this is another camwhore-er. HAHAHA. of course! she's my daughter. my genes(:
I LOVE HOTDOGS! ikea hotdogs are so friggin good(: but i was too full to eat anything alrdy.
KRISTEL IS SUCH A PIG. she's eating ice-cream. hahah. i loveee ikea's ice-cream. they're the best! :D
it's like, udders of a cow. HAHAH. kristel is like, milking a "cow". hahah. KRISTEL IS A MILK MAID. HAHAHAH. she even LOOKS like one. must be a veteran. hahah.
this is the swedish shop in kira. hahah. xiang's dad bought some stuffs. i think got chocs :D he gave me and kris one each! (:
xiang and xiang's nice dad! :D THANK YOU FOR SHOPPING WITH US! :D
i TOLD YOU SO. kristel IS a PIG! =p
this is the interior of xiang's dad's car!

then i rocked sports day :D i have a princessSISTER. hahah. charlene chan! cause we're both char-something. then i was confusing kat's relative. hahah. he is so dumb.
i have to go practice piano alrdy. tmrw have piano lesson! hahah. i'm so dead.
THIS BLOG IS GOING ON HIATUS UNTIL 9TH MAY :D because i have midyrs. i want to do well! (: make my parents happy. hahah. so yeah. i'll probably tag occasionally on my tagboard. so it's not going to be dead! hahah. and please tag moremoremore since i won't be blogging! (:

TAG REPLIES!
Pity Junk Age: thanks! :D continue to be a blessing to others as well! (:
MATT: IT'LL BE WEIRD AND FUNNY! hahah. thanks for cheering me up! :D hahah. i slept late too!
Felicia: you should go out and see society! hahah. you must learn frm the bottom! =p
jeremy =DD: yeah. but i dont have any like, youtube account or sth to post up the vids. hahah. so how? LOL.

&i'm feeling nostalgic all over again.

charm(:

sports day tmrw(:

2007-04-19T19:25:00.000+08:00

apparently, tmrw's sports day. schl will end at 11am and we have to meet at clementi stadium at 1:30pm. i was thinking of going orchard with april and jeremy. but i don't think i can go because i have the sports day emcee-ing thing. oh man! i hope i don't have to go early. though it's highly impossible. and it's so last minute! ): so friggin crappy. i'm watching channel u right now. on all the superstar ppl? I THINK ADRIANO'S STILL AS CUTE/HOT AS EVER! :D forever a fan! HAHA. okay. maybe not. HAHAH.
I MISS PERTH! withdrawal symptoms suck big time): that was realllly random. well, we (ABCs + BACKBUS PEEPS) have a TEN-YR-PROMISE to keep! that's why we left our uh, hair strands there at swan river. lame? yeah. i know. but hey! there's like, nth else we can leave there! hahah.
TWO MORE WEEEEEEEKS TO MIDYRS. AHHHHHH. there's like, FOURTEEN DAYS TO CRAM FORTY CHAPTERS OF EVERYTHING. THIS IS HIGHLY insane. like REALLY. i think i'm going to go mad. if i talk to you, and halfway i start telling you what adaptations of the leaves in a tropical monsoon forest, please just ignore me and walk away(: it'll greatly assist me in my mental health and yours, perhaps. in case you were traumatised by geography during your young times or even now. hahah. oh wells. i should get on with mugging. i'm going to be a MUGGER! hahah. believe it or not =p it's HOMEWORK TIME!
wait. i have to say this. just now, during the sky garden rehearsal, mr peh was extremely funny. he was supposedly to be mr foo. so when we were slacking arnd for a lil while, he started singing this song. he asked if i knew it. i just replied simply, at his face, uh... generation gap. HAHAH. IT WAS SUPER FUNNY. he immediately stopped singing. hahah. and look a bit sad walking away. hahah. aww man! i feel so mean. hahah. and mr adrian tan is NICEEE. he sent me home! not exactly. to esso first. where i got some twisties! heh :D ash was being annoying abt the picture above mine at the sky garden open classroom. like whatever ashleigh. damien's mean. he keeps complaining when i drank his drink): meanpoo. overall, i think the rehearsal's good(: now it's REALLY homework time.

TAG REPLIES!
MATT: hmm... i won't lah. hahah. i'm too nice alrdy! HAHAH(: thanks!
Xiu: my dear Xiu, self-denial's bad for health! =p LOL. i think fairies are coool! mermaids too! HAHAH. why the randomity abt fairies?
wanxin: yup! i will(: thank God for my talents!
mu: gambatte my beloved! (:
small kid: life's fine. my brother was supposed to bring back some. but he forgot to buy for me. too bad.
cass: LALALALA. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO REPLY YOU! =p
Wang: hahah. i know! thanks(: i hope to be! HAHAH. don't you?! PLEASEEE say yes! (:
iris: thanks(: SMILEEEE ALWAYS!
Felicia: good try (: hahah. you earn your pocket money yourself! =p

Way Back into Love
I've been living with a shadow over head
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been sitting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me through the night
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments that I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know I'll be there for you until the end

IT'S SUCH A PRETTAYE SONG! hahah. really. that's why i decided to put the lyrics up. so xiang, if you see this, you can go sing-along with the song! though you're really supposed to be mugging. hahah.

&i'll bet it's all over. i really do. and it's happening again.

charm(:

grad night 2007

2007-04-16T17:46:00.000+08:00

i have absolutely no idea what crap we're going to do for grad night lah. it's like, so stressful for me. probably it's just me alone because i'm the only person actually doing something. there's nth going on with fundraising. it's just proposal for grad night and the friggin survey. and i realised this, so many times we called the hotels, we didn't exactly get the information we really want. AT LEAST MANDARIN HOTEL IS DAMN NICE. the banquet i/c guy esp. hahah. one table is like, $800+++. but he called back and asked our budget. so he's willing to make a $750 and a $700 menu for us to choose! :D i think he so rocks lah. anyway, i have so much to do today. like first thing, FINISH MATHS. before i get slaughtered by mr ng and made into sausages (inside joke :D) hahah. it's a class thing. HAHAH. and then get the friggin survey done! AND MELVIN, MY OH SO WONDERFUL KORKOR, HAS DECIDED TO BE SO NICE AND HELP ME WITH THE PROPOSAL! hahah. shao an must so love him now. he totally went ballistic over the phone. lol. and my class is SUPER united in talking abt, uh, TWO PPL. hahah. SUPER FUNNY. during recess today. we were so mean! but we like, laughed like crazy idiots. hahah. we're going to get our class tees soon! but so many classes have adidas tees. it's getting B-O-R-I-N-G. then again, not like we have much of a choice.
I'M ADDICTED TO UH, TWO SONGS(: i ADORE mtv. because of it, i fell in love with the song walk away by paula deanda! :D and i love music&lyrics the show. cuz i think the song way back into love by drew barrymore and hugh grant is just really nice. you guys could go check out the lyrics too. it's sorta meaningful? yeah. hahah(: and go download them or sth. though it's illegal. but whatever. hahah. or you could get me online to send them to you! it totally rocks.
you know what?! grad night is ALRIGHT once you get something done. DAMN. I FEEEEEL SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ACCOMPLISHED :D hahah. i'm going to get so big-headed, it will be filled with helium and i'll float up to the stars! then if i'm strong enough, i might float you up there with me! if i'm kind enough, that is. HAHAH. this is so random. hahah. I SHALL FINISH MATHS, AND FEEEEEL EVEN MORE ACCOMPLISHED! and then, i'll just fly out of the milky way and into some other planetary system! HEY. THEN I'LL BE FLOATING ARND THE UNIVERSE. oh so cool. DONT YOU WISH YOU WERE ME! HAHAH.
ohkay. enough randomity. hahah. i shall get on with tag replies before you ppl stone me. hahah.
NO WAIT. I SHALL POST UP MY NETCASTERS CERT + BADGE. HAHAH. I'M AN OFFICIAL NETCASTER! WOOOO! LOOK FOR THE ONE WITH THE BADGE AND THE BIGGEST SMILE! THEN YOU KNOW WHO IS A NETCASTER :D
LOOOOOK! I'M DOING THE TEST FOR THE ONE-PAGE MEMORY SHEEEEET! :D so much to memorise. was insane!
HERE'S THE CERT! LOOOOK AT MY NAMEEEEEEEE :D hahah. so prettaye. yay. i GRADUATED! :D
HERE'S THE BADGE. it's a bit blur. but yeah. ian says it's a classy design and has a colour that goes with everything. so we should wear it every week! HAHAH. happy! :D

TAG REPLIES!
mu: xiang, you're damn mad lah. HAHAH. flooood my entire tagboard until there's nothing left of other ppl! HAHAH. but nvm. I STILL LOVE YOU! and your tags<3>
iris: yeah. God will give me all the help i need if i just ask! :D thank God for just really being there. cuz even when there's no one arnd us, He's still with us all the time(: and that's a really comforting thought!
marcus: hahah. thanks! it was just really randoming. hahah. i love random(: let's rock it like never before and go SUPERRR high! make the kids REALLLLY high too! :D
Melvin: REALLY?! COOOOL. I WANT TO BE IN OHKAY! :D yay! i LOVEEEEEEEEEEE musical productions! :D heh. YESYES. IT'S LIKE, THE MOST ROCKING SONG EVER! and i memorised the lyrics like after hearing it for don't know HOW MANY TIMES! and i'm going to cont listening to it for don't know HOW MANY TIMES until the lyrics is stuck in my head! :D
MATT: HELLOOOS DAD! :D i have chinese oral TMRW): and uh, chinese TEST on wednesday! ): AND, i'm involved in the stupid emcee thingy for my schl's sky garden opening whereby minister of education is coming. THAT IS THE GUY RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL MY MISERIES! AHHHHH): hahah.
Xiu: AHHH! :D i'm supposed to be scared, right? hahah. thanks! i love these pics too! hahah. I WIN! I SAID IT FIRST! he said i'm first. hahah. besides, on my clock, i was exactly on time! so there! =p
kris: I'M HAPPY! :D i think i am. for now. hahah. till the nxt time i decide to be emo-ish again! HAHAH.
small kid: dont jealous i have the biggest smile lah! HAHAH. i know you jealous lor. hahah. tsktsk. smiling is good for health. with practice, i believe you can smile as big as me too lah! HAHAH :D
ESTELLA: I'M SUPER ZI HIGH ALSO! HAHAHA :D it's alright lah! of course it would be BEST if you guys can help me out with the stuffs! and he doesnt have to be a hottie to be nominated for best service! he's just doing his job very well! so no matter how he looks like, we should still nominate him! (: and HOW do you intend to get me high?
Felicia: thanks love! hahah. do well in your studies ohkay? if not i cut your pocketmoney! HAHAH. just kidding. love you too much to do that! <3>

&i'm basking in love, care and concern.
it's the love that you guys give that keeps me going
it's the care that you guys show that keeps me feeling warm inside
and it's the concern you guys have that keeps me wondering,
how can i be the luckiest girl in the world with so many good friends? (:

really appreciate you guys being so worried abt me and everything. i'm fine now. hahah. emphasise on the NOW. hahah. but you guys really rock the whole world and each and everything you guys say to me, means the entire universe to me. thank you guys so much and loves! (: you guys are simply the best. and i meant that. esp to angwawa, jingru laogong, est honey, shufen darling, matthewdaddy, melvin korkor and my bodyguard! :D rockon!

charm(:

enrichment photos(:

2007-04-14T15:52:00.000+08:00

hahah. i shall post up the enrichment photos that yanling, jemimah, jwee, yihua, yueli, kris, charlene, yuqian and me took! hahah. xiang was the wonderful photographer :D hahah.
AHHH! WHAT'S THAT?! must be a flying pig. hey. WHAT'S KRISTEL DOING UP THERE?! HAHAH.
ooo. pretty waterfall-ish rain(:
we're all amazed by the pretty rain :D
HEY. WHAT'S THAT AGAIN?! THE FLYING PIG'S BACK! wait. kristel's on the ground. SO WHAT IS THAT?! LOL.yanling must be traumatised after seeing kristel. or maybe that flying pig. hahah. we will nvr know! (: ohkayohkay. truth: she was imitating what jwee did. hahah.
and this is what you do when you have boring lessons whole day round(: qishan contributed to the peace and joy. love was done during maths =x sorry mr ng! but i wasnt really listening. hahah. but i still get the remainder theorem! really. i think(:

so that's it. hahah. we're just a bunch of fun ppl who love to take pictures and be silly! :D charlene says nxt time she'll bring her camera during enrichment so we can take lots and lots of photos(:
there's gazillion homework to finish. maths is top priority. i shall do the friggin acelearning first. then finish up the graphs i owed for oh so long. then the physics worksheet. then journal. then ss. after that, i'll be mugging for the netcasters test tmrw! ahh. stressed out. i'll try to finish whatever i can i guess. so much work. OH YEAH. and there's still grad night survey to finish.
thanks all those who were cheering me up yesterday. like ang wawa, mushroom 2, small kid and iris(: hahah. i guess i was rather emo-ish. or mood swingy. hahah. i don't know. ang wawa, kris, says that ppl who think too much get depression easily. hahah. i might alrdy have it! HAHAH. whatever! i'm not bothered. get then get lor. hahah.
last night was fun(: mass grp of teenz went to macs to chow down some fried, unhealthy food. hahah. and some of us girls went to island creamery and bought ice cream and brought it to macs. hahahah. it was a fun night overall. thank God for speaking through ian on family. hahah. very interesting topic. and it's really true. how whatever we do affect the mood at home. commitment, communication and all that. it really makes a difference. so i shall show commitment in my hw and do it after blogging! :D

TAG REPLIES!
damienthebestestbestbest: OH MY GOODNESS. YOU LIKE, SO ROCK YOU KNOW. DAMIEN LIM JIA WEI ROCKS LIKE TONS AND TONS! HAHAHAH. YOU TAGGED LIKE, 41 TIMES! wooo! :D
Xiu: i'm fine(: schl's terrible lately. sigh. there's just so much uncompleted work! i'm so dead. really): i miss you terrrrribly and love you truckloads and truckloads more and more! <3>
daniel: hahah. thanks.
Felicia: SO COOL RIGHT! HAHAHAH. you rock too(:
chrysann: ohkay! will do it asap(: loves!
jocelyn: nvm. she dare slap you, i help you slap her 10 times back. HAHAH. let's all be loving and not racist! i just don't like her teaching style. but i'm not going to be racist(:
mu: yeahyeah. you just want him to give you your present. hahah. point taken. and yesyes! LET'S GO TO THE ZOO! :D
jingru: HELLOOOS JINGRU DARLING! :D YAH. IT'S SUPER FUNNY. HAHAH.
small kid: lol. it was just random stuffs. came to mind when i walking in the rain. hahah. that's a good way to utilise the wasted time at schl! hahah. i will(: you too.
jeremy =DD: OHMY. REALLY?! HAHAH. I DIDN'T KNOW. now that's some retard quiz! HAHAH. DID YOU SEE YOUR NAME ON MY BLOG? I'M SO NICE RIGHT! =p

I WANT 6 SONGS. any of you guys out there that have it, please send it to me. limewire takes forever.
~~alfie - lily allen~~ (thanks seryang! :D)
~~love me or hate me - lady sovereign~~ (thanks seryang again! :D)
~~with love - hilary duff~~ (thanks ash! :D)
~~ride for you - danity kane~~ (thanks timomo! :D)
~~makes me wonder - maroon 5~~ (thanks timomo again! :D)
~~walk away - paula deanda~~ (thanks seryang again and again! :D)
THANK YOU! :D

blue represents so many things.
blue's the colour of melancholy
blue's the colour of the sky that seems to go on and on forever
blue's the colour of the sea, the waters that provide us with what we need for our very existence
and when blue meets
when the endless skies meet with the borderless sea
the possibilities are endless
and there she is,
just standing there
looking at everything
with melancholy in her eyes
and she could never explain it
because to everybody else
she was never like that.

charm(: [i think i'm getting REALLY random nowadays. hahah. oh wells! :D it's a good thing. i know it is.]

TWO QUIZZES! (:

2007-04-13T16:48:00.000+08:00

i decide to do two quizzes. and post them up on my blog instead of the lips blog. hahah. since i'm oh so bored. schl's boring too): so i shall do the schl one! =p

[ ] got detention
[x] hugged someone in school
[x] kissed someone in school
[ ] gotten suspended
[x] made a friend
[x] cried in school
[x] wish you could take something back
[x] made new friends
[x] gone to a dance
[x] watched a school football game
[ ] watched a school baseball game
[ ] watched a school volleyball game
[ ] watched a school tennis match
[x] watched a school softball game
[ ] watched a school basketball game
[x] stood up for someone being made fun of
[x] argued with a teacher
[x] got kicked out of class
[ ] got sent to the office for getting in trouble
[x] got a 100% on a test
[x] walked to school
[ ] drove to school
[x] got dropped off at school
[x] heard a rumor about yourself
[x] missed school when you weren't sick
[x] failed a test
[ ] failed a class
[x] made up some lame excuse for homework not being done
[x] the teacher believed your lame excuse
[ ] crushed on a teacher
[ ] hit on a teacher
[x] hated/disliked a teacher
[x] involved with a sport
[x] student council
[x] in a club
[ ] got a scholarship
[x] got an award
[x] fallen asleep in school
[x] had your phone go off in class
[x] had your phone taken away
[x] lied to a teacher
[x] laughed so hard and you cried in class
[x] eaten lunch in the bathroom
[x] missed more than a week at once of school
[x] excited for summer (this means holidays right? :D)
[ ] taking summer school

33%. multiply that by 2. it's 66%.
oh man. schl was only 66% a waste of my time?!
i thought it was more. HAHAH.

hmm.. now i shall do the teenagers quiz(:
THE TEENAGER QUIZ.
[x] Rejected someone
[x] Heard a rumor about yourself
[x] Hurt someone emotionally
[x] Hurt someone physically
Total:4

[x] Got involved in a sport
[ ] Got called a dork
[x] Fell in love
[x] Went to a funeral
[x] Know someone who has tried to commit suicide
Total: 4

[x] Wrote a love note
[x] Went through a phase
[ ] Got ditched
[x] Know someone really stupid and/or annoying
[x] Got in a fist fight with family member
Total:4

[x] Drank
[x] Made a mistake
[x] Thought you found the one
[x] Found out a bf/gf cheated on you
[x] Lied to your parents
Total: 5

[x] Been lied to
[x] Felt like the happiest person in the world
[x] Felt like dying.
[x] Had a crush
Total: 4

[x] Prayed
[x] Texted in class
[ ] Smoked a cigarette
[x] Had more than one crush at a time
[x] Disliked someone
Total:4

Total in all: 25
25x3=75
75% teenager
oh. so i'm 75% teenager. hmm. not bad. that's A1 yeah? :D

i'm lazy to reply tags. besides, there isn't much to reply. hahah. so i shall reply another day(: I GOT CAUGHT IN THE RAIN :D because i didn't have an umbrella. two idiotic sec 2s i think, wanted to block my way. dorks.

&the irony of it all.
how i would not open an umbrella when it was raining.
how i wore the raincoat when it was scorching.
how i would fail to succeed in a test.
how i would be among a throng of people and yet,
feel insignificant and small.
how people would care for me yet ignore my existence.
and the irony, doesn't stop there.

charm(:

I❤BIOLOGY! :D

2007-04-12T19:31:00.000+08:00

but, they didn't really have to give us a friggin test you know. hahah. any case, i absolutely adore my bio teacher. she's so nice to postpone our test till tmrw because she knew we were really busy. miss loy is really the best :D i love bio more and more everyday! so since i'm having a bio test, why am i still blogging?! well, that's because i know my faithful readers out there want to know the latest updates on my life! hahah. besides, the tagboard's filling up real nicely(:
i love sitting near the window :D it really rocks. especially during tests. then we have to separate our tables and sit apart frm each other. OH MY QISHAN! hahah. what nonsense. nowadays it rains alot so it's really windy and enjoyable to sit beside the window. even if i wasn't near the window, i'd still have two fans blowing at me! hahah. i love where i'm sitting(: xiaotian's really funny and i drew all over his stuffs. frm books to correction tape! but he never scolded me. hahah. just wahlau-ed everytime i did something. hahah. jeremy is so kind nowadays. hahah. but all the mean ppl keep sitting on his chair and stuffs. hahah. I'LL STAND UP FOR YOU JEREMY! because i think you're a nicenice friend :D we're always doing our labs together. hahah. my lab partner. and april darling, get well soon? you look and sound terrible. breaks my heart! ): hahah. did i mention qishan's the best ever?! she's my sweeets provider :D hahah. from frozz to eclipse. hahah. it's neverending! my sweeettooth shall never be satisfied! =p goodness. talking all these makes me sound like i'm so emo or i'm moving or something. hahah. i'm never moving! you guys are SO stuck with me. hahah.
i think sec 3 is really my thoughtful year? i seem so much more emo-ish this yr. hahah. whatever! nonetheless, i'm alright and ohkay. most likely. hahah. like you guys ever see a difference in me! i miss the lips alot. hahah. imagine being surrounded by lots and lots of people but deep inside you feel so alone! hahah. i guess some ppl will never understand it. and i shan't go into details and explain. but that's probably how i feel nowadays. oh wells. hahah. i have an english worksheet to finish doing and then i can begin mugging on the human digestive system! bio nvr fails to amaze me(:

TAG REPLIES!
mu: i'm glad you had fun on saturday :D hahah. I SAW! SO PRETTAYE! THANKS DAUGHTER! <3>
daniel: hahah. i'm not A BIT SAD. i'm VERYVERY SAD! ): hahah. oh wells. yup. there's ALWAYS CHRISTMAS and NEXT EASTER! hahah(: summary: mugging kills all my brain cells. really. HAHAH.
Xiu: thanks darling! (: yup. that was me alright! you take care too babe! LOVES!<3>
small kid: every musical was a unique journey and experience. and i'm sure it'll forever be in our hearts, for us to refresh the memory every once in a while(:
MATT: I JUST SAW YOU LIKE, LAST WEEK! HAHAH. YES! you're going too right daddy? :D
jocelyn: tsktsk. hahah. tagging during her lesson. yeah. she's one boring woman. hahah. i faced her when i was sec 1. oh the horror of it all! =p
ghimmy: hahah. you're so lame ghimmy tan! and to think i'm in your fan club! :O
jiayi: yeah. we do. and we're all still in his fan club! HOW CAN?! JOIN ESTELLA FAN CLUB TOO! :D
shAnz: i had fun letting you be my changing buddy! hahah. HOW CAN WE EVER FORGET MIMI?! SICHENG THOUGHT MIMI WAS YOU! HAHAHAH.
cHarMaine HuaNg: hahah. will link you! :D
qishan =D: oh man! you sound so reluctant! what nonsense! HAHAH.
kai wen: YES. I'M ON LIAN HE ZAO BAO YTD. THE BAO MI HUA SECTION. THANKS FOR THE PHOTO KAI WEN! HAHAH. IT'S SO FRIGGIN COOL! :D man, i'm famous(:

wow. that was ALOT OF TAGS :D thanks ppl! hahah. I SHALL POST UP THE NEWSPAPER SCAN SENT TO ME BY KAI WEN :D hahah. oh so fun! HAHAH.
oh damn. the photo is taking FOREVER to load. i think it's far too big. ugh. blogger): i shall get on with mugging.

&it's getting tougher and harder everyday.
life's so full of cycles.
it's boring.
i dread it.
everything's just repeating itself.
i need to break free.
out of this mould.
find myself.
lose this outer shell.
i need me.

charm(: