i'm having a bout of insanity right now. save me from this ailment! hahah. i'm seriously mad. i failed two subs. so yeah. i really have to work harder for my midyrs. it's really impt for me to grasp the concepts now so that i get what i'm doing for the midyrs. it's so nonsense.
i have so many problems to get done and solved. like grad night fund. fund-raising. i'm so stressed up. i have studies, grad night stuffs and cca. so busy. there are so many problems arising everywhere. friendships and time management.
friendships. i'm always wondering. i feel my friendships are so fragile sometimes. like, it can't really last through time and trials. it's that hard to manage. but this? arguing half the time? we can't really stop each other from changing i guess. maybe it's just like this. maybe the ones who really changed, is not kristel but us. i don't know. kristel isn't the only one. i changed too. guess i'm more low-keyed in schl now. which is better for me since i don't really want the attention.
time management. i think singaporeans students should just mass fail and prove to people that this education system no longer works in this time and age. and our generation. it's no longer just books and head knowledge. but whatever. and that's irrelevant to time management. i'm so friggin random. so much is piling on me. i don't know if i can handle it. people are so not co-operating. like seriously, what the hell is wrong with you?! crap. whatever. ranting abt her on my blog is so not worth it. her name's not even good enough to be typed onto my blog. it'll totally infect my blog with trojans or something. i'm not going to start swearing/cursing. totally ruin image. but it's ever so NONSENSE! like, gah. so many problems to solve. schl, friends, cca, studies, life, time. 24 hrs a day is not enough. i think time is against me. i'm on this race with time. but at every checkpoint, it always clocks a faster number. it's not fair. i want to run with time. not against it.
i'm pretty much tired abt everything and anything. so i'm quite bored out of a lot of stuffs. i need my beauty slp now.
TAG REPLIES!
small kid: hahah. yes lor! i need the march hols to do some work and brush up on maths and physics): sad but true. i'm hardworking! :D i'm glad it's over too. hahah. maybe i will. forget that is. hahah.
kris: i'm not lying to myself and stop seeing things you shouldn't then =p
Felicia: no. i'm sorry darling. no time lately. i hardly even see her! ):
yanling: mr ng's funny. hahah. beyond redemption alrdy. kat's been like that all these while. HAHAH. not awe-ed really. i spent 2 yrs looking at her. hahah. it's your time to suffer! :D
the rainbow connection - kermit the frog
Why are there so many songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
And rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that, and someone believed it,
And look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing
And what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers, and me.
All of us under its spell,
We know that it's probably magic.
Have you been half asleep? And have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
The voice might be one and the same
I've heard it too many times to ignore it
It's something that I'm s'posed to be.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers, and me.
&i seek for my rainbow connection.
charm(:
